Chapter Eighty-Nine: The Wound in the Heart
Seeing this watch, Qi Haoran immediately understood.
It turned out that this watch was specially customized, there were three pieces in total, one each for Qi Haoran and Qi Renyi, and the other one was given to He Junnan by him. Although it feels a little strange to give a watch between brothers, He Junnan loves this watch very much, so he has been wearing it.
Qi Haoran hurriedly opened the note, and only wrote two simple words: "Save people!" "The coordinates of the island are attached to the back.
Seeing this note, Qi Haoran was surprised and delighted, and asked him to save people to show that people were still alive, no matter whether the news was true or not, what he had to do now was to act quickly.
On the island, the waves crash against the rocks on the shore from time to time. He Junnan and Su Wanqing walked a little inside the island and found a flat place to sit down.
"Is it cold?" He Junnan put his arm around Su Wanqing's shoulders and asked. Although it is not yet late autumn, but the sea breeze on the island has exacerbated the loss of body temperature, it was noon when I first went to the island, and I didn't think it was at the time, but near evening, the situation began to be a little bad, but fortunately, the weather was sunny and did not worsen at this time.
"I'm fine, don't worry, why don't you go pick up some firewood, the temperature should be even lower at night!" Su Wanqing responded with a smile in the face of his concern.
In the afternoon, the two of them had already made a preliminary survey of the environment of the island, which was not large in size and not rich in vegetation, most of which were still bare rocks, but fortunately they had collected some dead grass that could be burned in the afternoon. Before it was completely dark, the two gathered some firewood nearby.
Sitting shoulder to shoulder, He Junnan breathed a sigh of relief, and then smiled easily: "You know what? It was the most relaxing day I've had in years. ”
Hearing him say this, Su Wanqing was stunned at first, and then couldn't help but feel a little distressed, she didn't know what the men around her had experienced, and they would regard this desperate situation as the most relaxing moment.
"Can you tell us about your childhood?" Su Wanqing asked tentatively, she didn't expect much, but she was really curious about his experience.
"Do you really want to hear it?" He Junnan was unprecedentedly angry this time, but asked with a pleasant face.
"Hmm!" Su Wanqing nodded slightly. She felt a little flattered by his attitude, and finally put back the heart she was carrying.
"Where to start? It's not a fun memory! Although He Junnan said this, he still began to gradually bring himself into his memories, and for the first time he seriously told someone what happened when he was a child.
That year, He Junnan was just ten years old.
One day when he came home from school, he saw that the door of the house was open and there were still people talking, so he stepped forward lightly and leaned down in the crack of the door to watch, because in the past, there were few people at home. saw an old woman in the house pointing at her mother Shen Yan, and her words were full of contempt and disdain: "You gave birth to a boy for our He family, it is said that I should thank you, but are you willing to let your son suffer with you for the rest of your life, and let people scold him for being an illegitimate child?" If it is really good for him, he should let him recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors and return to our He family. ”
Seeing that Shen Yan lowered her head and didn't speak, the old woman then said unhurriedly: "He is my own grandson, and I only have such a grandson, such a big family business of the He family will be inherited by him in the future, we will naturally not treat him badly, but what good results can he have with you?" ”
Shen Yan's face turned red, and she opened her mouth and didn't know what to do: "But I only have such a child, he is my lifeline." ”
When the old woman heard her say this, she hooked the corners of her mouth and laughed, her expression was full of disdain: "We don't deny that he is your son, but are you ruining his good future just for your own reluctance?" In this way, your love is too selfish. Don't worry, no matter what his background is, he has the blood of our He family in his body, we will be good to him, as for you, I hope it is best not to meet him in the future, he is still young, and he will soon forget this shame. ”
Oh, shame, how ridiculous, living with his own mother seemed like a great shame in the eyes of that old woman. Xiao He Junnan endured it and didn't make a sound, his little fist clenched tighter, that's right, he is still young, when he is strong enough, he will make everyone who has hurt their mother and son pay the price.
Early the next morning, Shen Yan asked He Junnan to eat, but found that he had already packed his schoolbag and sat on the bed looking out the window in a daze, Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, her son had grown up slowly, and he began to have his own thoughts, she thought like this, inexplicably lost, "Xiao Nan, the road in the future will depend on you to go", she thought in her heart, it seems that after a night of psychological struggle, she has made a decision.
"Xiao Nan!" Shen Yan shouted softly, He Junnan came back to his senses and found that his mother was calling him at the door, so he picked up his schoolbag and walked over and said, "Mom, I'm going to school." ”
He didn't want to dwell on yesterday, because he didn't plan to leave his mother.
Shen Yan pulled him to sit down at the dining table, hesitated for a moment, but still mustered up the courage to say: "Xiao Nan, my mother knows that you are a sensible child, you are already ten years old, and you are also a little man, right?" ”
He Junnan pursed his lips and did not speak, although he had already vaguely guessed what was going to happen.
Shen Yan continued: "Mom hopes that you can take care of yourself in the future, Mom is going to leave for a while and there is no way to accompany you, promise Mom, okay?" She originally thought that she could control her feelings once she figured it out, but she was still a little excited and couldn't help crying, even if she figured it out, but what mother would bear to be separated from her child?
He Junnan stretched out his little hand to help his mother wipe her tears, and said very firmly: "Mom, don't worry, I can take care of myself, and I will definitely let you live a good life in the future." ”
Shen Yan looked at her son with relief, her son has always been smart and sensible, she thought, he may already know something.
Shen Yan put away her mood, took two eggs and put them in her son's schoolbag and said, "Xiaonan, take the eggs to school to eat, study hard, listen to the teacher, you know?" ”
He Junnan nodded obediently and walked towards the school alone. In the days and nights to come, he regretted countless times why he didn't make his position clear to his mother in the first place, he knew what was going to happen, but, maybe out of trust and dependence on his mother, but before he could say what was in his heart, he was ruthlessly abandoned by his favorite mother. He wished that she could take him with him, so as not to leave him alone in this world to endure the torment of his heart, so that he had been living in hatred of the old woman and self-blame for himself all these years, and there was not a day of true happiness.
At that time, Shen Yan wanted to accompany her son to school, this may be the last meeting of the mother and son, she was afraid that she couldn't help but lose control in front of her son, so she could only endure the heartache and watch her son gradually drift away, until a fog rose in front of her, and the qiē in front of her disappeared so ruthlessly.