He Junnan is just a child no matter how smart he is, after school, he hurried out of the classroom and ran home, who knew that he was stopped by a car in front of him just a few steps away, and an old man and a middle-aged man got out of the car. Xiao Junnan was about to bypass the two, but he heard the middle-aged man call out to him, this stranger who didn't know knew his name, who could this person be? He Junnan looked back at the middle-aged man, he really didn't know him, and the old woman next to him, He Junnan was afraid that he would never forget her for the rest of his life, that's right, it was the old woman who bullied his mother. He Junnan seemed to have a premonition of something, clenched his small fists, and gritted his teeth with hatred.

At this time, the middle-aged man walked up to him and squatted down, put one hand on his thin little shoulder, and said thoughtfully: "Xiao Nan, your mother is gone, we will take care of you in the future!" ”

"You lie, I don't believe it! My mom is still at home waiting for me to go back! Who are you? I don't know you! He Junnan roared, and his handsome little face began to become gloomy and distorted.

The middle-aged man lowered his head and was silent for a moment, then replied, "I'm your father." Then he pointed to the old woman behind him and said, "She's your grandmother." ”

He Junnan cried and shouted: "I don't have a father, I don't have a grandmother, I only have a mother, I want to go home!" ”

At this time, the middle-aged man was also a little excited when he heard this, raised his hand and landed heavily on Xiao Junnan's face, and yelled at him: "Your mother is dead, and we will be your relatives in the future." ”

When He Junnan heard this, he didn't care about the pain on his face, and used all his strength to break free of his big hand and ran towards his house, leaving only two adults standing in place.

The old man stepped forward and said to the middle-aged man, "Why are you so heavy, he is your son, my own grandson." ”

And the middle-aged man also regretted his move at the moment, and said, "Aren't I in a hurry." ”

So the two got into the car and hurriedly drove in the direction of He Junnan's house.

He Junnan ran home crying, but found that the door was open, and when he entered the house, he really frightened him, all the things in the house were gone, except for the wooden bed that had been used for more than ten years, there was nothing worth remembering, is it just as the man said, my mother is really gone?

Frightened by the scene in front of him, he sat on the ground helplessly and a little desperate, this is his only relative in this world, he was forced to a dead end by the He family, how could he not hate?

By the time the people claiming to be his father and grandmother arrived, He Junnan had collapsed on the ground and almost fainted from crying. When the man walked over to take him away, he used his last strength to bite him. At that time, he was eager to kill them, but he was too weak at that time, and was finally forcibly taken back to the He family by them.

Mom is so inexplicably gone, what can he do at the age of ten? In the first few days before he was brought back to He's house, he had been clamoring to go to his mother's grave, but they had deprived him of such rights. He had no choice but to go on a hunger strike to protest, so that his body became weaker and weaker, and they really had no choice but to find a doctor to give him glucose to maintain his body, in this case, they had to agree to such a simple request. However, in the second year, that is, after he lived in the He family for a year, and every year after his mother's death, no one agreed to take him to see his mother. When he finally became independent from the He family, his mother's tombstone disappeared inexplicably. He knew that this qiē was all a deliberate ghost by the He family, the purpose of which was to cut off their mother-son relationship. But the more they do it, the more they hate them.

Recalling this, He Junnan's brows furrowed more and more, and it could be seen that even after so many years, his hatred for the He family had never diminished a bit.

Su Wanqing couldn't help but feel a little distressed, she couldn't imagine what kind of pain and twists and turns a ten-year-old child experienced in an environment without maternal love, at this time, she finally fully understood his indifference.

"And then?" Su Wanqing asked cautiously.

"Later, even now, you saw it all!" Coming back to his senses, He Junnan replied with a pretended to be relaxed.

"I mean, don't you have a better relationship with your father?"

"Until he died, I didn't call him Dad. When I was a child, I saw that other children were a family of three, with a father and a mother, and I was very envious, but until he appeared, I never had any other emotions for him except hatred! ”

"So how did he die, because he was sick?"

"Car accident! When I was sixteen, he and Jiaxin's mom were killed in a car accident! I've also taken over He's since then! ”

"Oh!"

Seeing that Su Wanqing seemed to be unfinished with her story, but she wanted to say something, He Junnan stroked her little head and asked, "What else do you want to know?" ”

"Well, can you ask anything?"

"Say it and listen to it, and I'll think about whether to answer you or not!"

Seeing that he didn't look angry, Su Wanqing then asked: "I see that grandma is actually very good to you, I can see that she loves you very much!" ”

Listening to Su Wanqing talk about Mrs. He, He Junnan told her categorically: "She didn't treat me well because she loved me, she just regarded me as a tool for the He family to inherit the lineage." It was because Jiaxin's mother had lost her fertility that she managed to find me. If Jiaxin had an older brother or younger brother, they would never have thought of my save. Before I was ten years old, I never even knew I had a dad because he never went to see me. They just popped up like that, and the intention was too obvious! ”

"That's why you married me?" Su Wanqing, who had been puzzled by this, finally understood.

Hearing her ask, He Junnan was stunned for a moment, and then spit out a few words faintly: "That's how I planned it at the beginning!" ”

He paused, and then said: "There is no way for them to pay for their mother's lives, so they can only hold their lifeline, let them live in pain and suffering for the rest of their lives, and repent of the sins they have created, but unfortunately He Guoxiang died too easily." “

"It's been so many years, in fact, while you are taking revenge on them, maybe your heart is more painful than theirs, letting go of this hatred is equivalent to liberating yourself from this abyss of pain, isn't it?"

"This is a pain in my heart that I can't let go of for the rest of my life, you haven't experienced it, and you can never understand it."

As he spoke, He Junnan lay down with his hands behind his head and turned back, then changed his heavy state, let out a long breath and said with a smile: "But, you know what? It feels so much easier to say that! ”

From being angry every time someone mentions it, to being able to calmly tell himself about this untiring knot, although He Junnan himself doesn't want to admit it, Su Wanqing knows that he is much calmer now.

This night, the two of them looked up at the vast starry sky, enjoyed the beautiful singing of the waves and rocks, and blew the cool sea breeze, chatting until late, from the pain in He Junnan's deep heart, to the troubles and interesting things in Su Wanqing's life, they felt so close to each other for the first time. There is no barrier, no hiding, it turns out that it can be so easy to walk into a person's heart.