Chapter 15: Love from afar
Qi Shunmin was in the case of his relationship and emptiness at that time, and when he saw that 'Linyuan Xianyu' was also single, he had the idea of playing with him. After all, Shuxi City is not less than 2,000 kilometers away from Beijing, and it is impossible for him and her to come together.
'Lin Yuan Xianyu' also keenly felt that the other party had some kind of affection for him, although he also needed an emotion to fill his psychological gap, but he still rationally expressed the gap and obstacles between each other to Qi Shunmin.
Unexpectedly, Qi Shunmin was a woman who was too emotionally fragile, and when 'Linyuan Xianyu' implicitly expressed to her that it was impossible to develop, she cried into the voice.
'Linyuan Envy Fish' couldn't help but panic. He has been single for most of his life, and no girl has ever expressed such affection to him, which can't help but make him excited. While he comforted Qi Shunmin, he also quickly burned his emotions and let it burst out with sparks of passion.
After Qi Shunmin was comforted by him for a while, he felt a great sense of comfort. At this time, she took the screen name of 'Linyuan Envy Fish' and said: "Brother, your net name actually shows a truth, especially if you are eager to get those fish, then it is better to cast a net to catch it." Don't you understand that there is nothing good for what you desire? So, you can't just hope, you have to put it into action. ”
'Lin Yuan Xianyu': "No. I don't want to use my net to catch fish that I admire, because since I admire her, I want to give her a wide space. So, I won't cast a net at her, I will just extend a hand to her. If she is tired of swimming and is willing to perch in the palm of my hand, I will take good care of her. ”
Qi Shunmin was immediately infected by the other party's words. In fact, she is easily touched when her feelings are extremely empty and fragile. Although she started to sensationalize the other party with a game attitude.
In the end, she finally couldn't extricate herself, and after chatting with 'Linyuan Xianyu' online for three months, she went to Beijing to find him with the feeling of a honeymoon for three months. It's not a whim on her part, it's that their school is on vacation, and she can use guò work to distract herself when she is working. Now, she couldn't bear the long vacation, so she came to Beijing alone at the sincere invitation of 'Linyuan Xianyu'.
She now preferred to send her little fish automatically into the net he had cast. Although 'Lin Yuan Xianyu' said that she would never cast a net, she told him - you have already cast a love net for me on the Internet!
When she arrived in Beijing, when she came face to face with this online lover who had been in love for three months, they were both stunned -
In Qi Shunmin's eyes, the other party was like an old man who had experienced vicissitudes, although when he stared at her, his eyes glowed with a youthful brilliance.
In the eyes of the other party, Qi Shunmin didn't look like a female teacher over forty years old, only to see her face full of polish apples and a pair of bright and clear big eyes looking at him. At this time, Qi Shunmin was beautiful, just like a pearl and jade, pure and flawless. She has 'bangs' on her forehead, slender eyebrows, and worried phoenix eyes, and she is about thirty years old. It's like a fairy descending to earth. This qiē stunned the other party.
Qi Shunmin didn't feel that the other party was old, because she had married a man much older than her before. And the man standing in front of her is just a little vicissitudes, not old. The age of the person is not as old as his ex-husband.
"Are you... just Min?" 'Lin Yuan Xianyu' couldn't believe his eyes, and asked almost in disbelief.
Qi Shunmin immediately nodded, and asked shyly, "Are you the 'Linyuan Envy Fish'?" ”
The other party smiled stiffly: "Since we met, you still call me by my real name." If you call the screen name again, I'm afraid that it will be inappropriate for others to hear it. ”
Qi Shunmin has been looking at the other party's screen name for more than three months, and when the other party proposed to call him his real name, he couldn't remember it for a while, and after thinking for a while, he asked tentatively: "Your name is Chen Xuewu?" ”
The other party smiled dumbly: "You girl, you are not familiar with my real name, dare to come thousands of miles away to see me, is it too reckless?" ”
Qi Shunmin likes to call herself 'girl' very much, and it feels like returning to her girlhood.
She immediately smiled sweetly: "With my own feelings, my brother must not be a liar." Especially now that when I see you in person, honesty is on my face. ”
Chen Xuewu couldn't help laughing at himself: "Yes." There is no flashy disguise on my face, and there is no dazzling swagger, and I suddenly have the explicit feeling of being seen through, I'm afraid you will be disappointed, right? ”
Qi Shunmin hurriedly shook his head: "No." I think my brother is very masculine and masculine. ”
Chen Xuewu smiled bitterly: "Don't compliment me, girl, as long as you don't disappoint." ”
Qi Shunmin didn't deliberately compliment Chen Xuewu, because she did hit him off at first sight. Indeed, after more than three months of online emotional interaction, that kind of rapidly sublimated emotion no longer cares about the other party's appearance. Of course, this kind of emotion should be based on genuine investment, not that kind of fake show.
When Qi Shunmin opened a bright smile to Chen Xuewu, it also made the other party's nervous mood completely relaxed. Next, Chen Xuewu let go of his reserve, as if he was like a happy bird, holding Qi Shunmin's hand and traveling in Beijing.
In the Forbidden City, the Summer Palace, the Bird's Nest, the Mutianyu Great Wall and other symbolic attractions of Beijing, they all left their happy figures...
In the end, in a small one-bedroom building where Chen Xuewu lived, he and her had the kind of relationship that could completely release their emotions.
Qi Shunmin has been in Beijing for more than half a month, and during this time, they are like a couple on their honeymoon, always maintaining a lingering feeling of affection.
Chen Xuewu may have been suppressed for too long, but under the infection of the youthful and lively Qi Shunmin, it seems to rejuvenate his long-hidden emotions. He couldn't help but be completely infatuated in front of the seductive Qi Shunmin. When Qi Shunmin was tired of playing and rested in his arms, he hugged her and told her about his experience, of course, it also touched on one of his feelings...
Under her repeated questioning, he told about an innocent first love in his early years. and showed the jade photo of his lover who had died of illness to Qi Shunmin.
Qi Shunmin couldn't help but be stunned when he faced the innocent girl with youth and sunshine in the old photo, and then fell bitter tears...
Chen Xuewu was a little panicked: "Girl, why are you crying... Are you angry with me?" I... I shouldn't have shown you a picture of her..."
"No!" Qi Shunmin shook his head with teary eyes: "I'm not jealous, I'm not jealous, I'm not jealous, such a beautiful person, why is there no more..."
Chen Xuewu was stunned, quickly reached out to wipe the tears on her cheeks, and said meaningfully: "Girl, she is indeed very beautiful, so much so that after she left for twenty years, when you see her photo, you still feel pity, but can you think of the taste of losing her back then?" It was a heart-rending feeling. It is precisely because she has been unforgettable in influencing me that I have been living in the haze of feelings all these years. However, it wasn't until I met you that I finally gave my feelings a sense of belonging, and I could safely let go of the pent-up emotions that had tormented me for almost twenty years. ”
Qi Shunmin was surprised: "Why? Can you just let her go? ”
Chen Xuewu nodded firmly: "Some people say that time can dilute some things, but some touches are like alcohol, the longer the fragrance." For her, I will bury it deep in my heart and keep it forever. However, that's not a reason why I don't let her go. Because, after all, she only has zài my past. And you are my present and future. So, what I cherish at the moment should be you. Only when I concentrate all my love on you will I have a red face to go on with me in the second half of my life. ”
Qi Shunmin's tears couldn't help but burst out of his eyes again: "Brother, are you asking me to replace her?" She is already ingrained in your heart. I'm afraid I won't be able to learn like her. ”
Chen Xuewu kindly helped her wipe her tears, and said angrily: "You girl really hasn't grown up, why do you always love to cry?" ”
Qi Shunmin hung his head shyly: "I just love to cry." Will you have the patience to coax me for the rest of your life? ”
Chen Xuewu's eyes moistened at this time, and he said emotionally: "Girl, it was you who gave me the most innocent feelings in my most difficult moment. Shouldn't I take care of you and coax you for the rest of your life? I'm not asking you to learn from her, though. Because you have your cuteness. You don't need to do any disguise and change in the future, just be your true self, which is enough for me to cherish for a lifetime! ”
"Brother..." Qi Shunmin really loves to cry, and then he buried his pretty face in Chen Xuewu's arms and sobbed.
Even in front of the tourists around him, Chen Xuewu did not let go of her shyly, but hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear: "Girl, I want to change my title to you, just like I used to call her, okay?" ”
"Hmm. I wouldn't mind. As long as my brother likes it. ”
Chen Xuewu immediately couldn't help but be overjoyed and said, "Thank you, baby!" ”
"You call me baby?"
"Hmm. From now on, you will be the treasure of my heart and soul in my life. I'll love you for the rest of my life! ”
Qi Shunmin was intoxicated by his embrace, and couldn't help but say affectionately: "Brother, I'm so happy now, I really don't want to leave you." ”
"Haha, then don't go, baby."
"But... I have to go back to teaching. I can't bear to give up my profession as a teacher. ”
Chen Xuewu couldn't help sighing: "Even if the baby wants to give up his career, I'm afraid that under the current situation, I can't afford to raise the baby." Do you know? When I have you, in addition to happiness, there is stress. ”
Qi Shunmin pulled his head out of Chen Xuewu's arms and looked up at him: "Brother, I don't want you to have any pressure. ”
Chen Xuewu hurriedly shook his head: "I'm sorry, I said something wrong." Baby gives me not pressure, but motivation. You are the motivation for me to give and keep fighting. I think I'll live for you for the rest of my life. ”
Qi Shunmin nodded: "Well, I believe it." So can you go to Shuxi? It's a whole new world for you. I hope your happiness will be there again! ”
Qi Shunmin recalled this, and his eyes couldn't help but moisten again. She was wearing only a thin nightdress and sat on Chen Xuewu's lap. Because I felt it, I sang a classic old song-
Sweet honey, you smile sweetly
It's like flowers blooming in the spring breeze
Open in the spring breeze
Where and where have I seen you
Your smile is so familiar
I can't remember it for a moment
Ah~~ in a dream
I've seen you in my dreams
How sweet a smile is
It's you~ It's you~ It's you, and it's you who dreams of
Where and where have I seen you
Your smile is so familiar
I can't remember it for a moment
Ah~~ in a dream