Chapter 36: Memories

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to go to me, as long as you're willing to take a little step forward, I'll do the rest."

"As long as you take one step, the remaining ninety-nine steps, I will walk towards you."

If you are afraid, you are insecure, and you dare not come to me, then it is up to me to come to you.

If you turn around, even if you don't open your arms to me, I will come up and hug you.

And all I ask for is you.

Even if I know that you are addicted to drugs that I can't quit, I want to have you without hesitation.

I know it's a drug, but I still can't quit it, and I don't want to quit.

"But what if I can't even take a step?" Ye Wei's question pulled Lian Xunqin back from his thoughts.

"If you don't move, then just stay where you are, and I'll look for you."

Suddenly, the person in his arms struggled violently.

"What's wrong?" He asked the people who were struggling in his arms and staring at him.

"It's almost there, let me go." Ye Wei didn't know how to respond, so she had to change the topic and said, "Wait a minute, if my dad is waiting for me at the door of the house, I really can't explain anything." ”

Lian Xunqin let go of Ye Wei and watched her walk home step by step, but she felt that she was stepping out of her own world step by step.

He watched her and her parents smiling as they stepped through the door. But he also saw the sadness after her joy, and he was afraid that the price of letting go of his hand was the farther away she was.

Lian Xunqin stood at the door of Ye Wei's house and stayed like that. She didn't turn away until the lights went out on her door.

And this night, the two of them tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep all night.

Ye Wei sat alone in the car, aimlessly looking at the passing scenery outside the window. Gazing at the scenery she sees every day, it has become a part of her life, seeing it every day. came to this strange world, although he left his biological parents, he had Liang's mother and Ye's father, who loved him no less than his biological parents, and he also had an older brother who doted on him.

At first, she always felt that these had nothing to do with herself, because these favors were for this body, not for herself, and it was another person's business.

However, now, there seems to be something more in her life, which makes her feel that staying is also a good choice.

unconsciously paid true feelings to Liang's mother, Ye's father, Liting, Xiaomei, and even Lian Xunqin...... For him, there are also feelings.

It's just that this is a little unfair to the original Ye Wei. I occupied her body, and I still have the feelings that belonged to her.

It was a girl in the flower season, because of her arrival, she had to leave, and she could never come back.

Because of this, she couldn't help but be kind to Ye Wei's relatives and friends, no matter how good she was, she just wanted to make up for it, and felt that it would be good to do something for her, so that she felt less guilty and a little less.

Raising his eyes and looking out, a familiar figure suddenly crashed into Ye Wei's mind.

"Park, park." Ye Wei shouted excitedly, her eyes couldn't leave the figure outside the window.

"Yes, miss." Although the driver was puzzled, he still slowed down, the car slowly stopped, pulled the car to the side of the road, turned around and said, "Miss, what's wrong?" ”

"I'll just get off here, I'll go back by myself later, you can go first." Ye Wei got out of the car and closed the door. Enchanted, I walked towards the beach.

In fact, there was nothing on that beach, and some were just fifteen or sixteen-year-old boys, facing in the direction of Ye Wei, looking at the castle in the beach with a soft expression.

Ye Wei walked down step by step unconsciously, her shoes stepped on the soft fine sand, and she didn't realize it when she entered the sand.

"Weiwei, in the future, we will live in such a luxurious castle, not from our parents, but from me to create a zĂ o for you."

"Weiwei, you are the princess I hold in the palm of my hand, I will not let you be wronged in the future."

"Vivi, you see, I have you in my castle, and I only have you in my heart."

Ye Wei looked at the beach and the boy, and the familiar scene kept coming to mind.

At that time, Tang Le, at that time, was piling up sand on the beach. Although he has grown up, his childlike innocence is overflowing, and Tang Le can't stand his pleading, so he accompanies himself to childishly build a sand castle on the beach. At that time, his promise was in his heart, but he had long been left behind.

Ye Wei closed her eyes, but tears flowed.

She thought that she herself had forgotten all about it.

She thought that when she found out about Donle's betrayal, those memories that were once happy no longer had any meaning.

She thought that her heart had long been numb, and even if she remembered it, it would not hurt anymore.

But no matter how much you think, it can't compare to the facts.

It turns out that some people, some things, can never be forgotten for a lifetime

Otherwise, why? When she saw that the boy in front of her had the same face as Tang Le, the rhythm of her heartbeat almost stopped?

It turned out that those memories were always there, but I couldn't even find them by hiding them. But one day, some things, some people will be worried about their memories after reminding them.

It turns out that I have never been able to forget.

The boy opened the shackles of his memories like a key, and there were so many things pouring in that she couldn't bear them.

Confused, she kept inhaling and exhaling, trying to calm down.

Didn't you already say you didn't care? How can there be such fluctuations?

Doesn't that say it's almost over? Why are you still remembering that memory?

Isn't it just seeing someone who looks exactly like him? Why can't you even control your mood?

Li Ruoji saw Ye Wei constantly pumping in front of him, and couldn't help but step forward and ask, "Little sister, what's wrong?" Uncomfortable? ”

Ye Wei looked at him, yes, no matter how much he didn't look like him, why should he be so excited?

It took her best to look at his face and stop being so exhausted and emaciated.

"No, I'm fine." Ye Wei waved her hand and sighed lightly.

It's been so long, and although he looks alike, it's not him after all, so what's there to think about?

She moved slowly, each step seemed to shake off a trace of memory.

From now on, she is no longer hiding her memories, she will slowly forget and abandon the past.

"If you don't dare to take that step because you're afraid, I'll look down on you."

Ye Wei turned her head and glanced at Li Ruoji, full of confusion.

Li Ruoji touched his nose, pointed to her back, and said, "Because you look lonely, but it seems that because of something, you know that you can have it but you are cowardly to have it." ”

Ye Wei was stunned for a moment, involuntarily stopped, and looked at Li Ruoji blankly.

Li Ruoji paused, but still said: "Because, your appearance looks very sad." ”

With that, he turned and left.

Ye Wei watched his departing back for a while, and finally walked away.