Xu Shaoqing and Zhai Congying's parents also met, and both parties were very satisfied with this marriage, Xu Shaoqing and Zhai Congying were naturally very happy. The two families then entered the stage of preparing for their wedding, and the two also applied for a house in the hospital's new doctor's apartment building as a wedding room, and were about to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register for a marriage certificate, but it happened that Zhai Congying was going to study abroad for a period of time, and the wedding was postponed.

Xu Shaoqing is still working in the respiratory medicine department, and when Zhai Congying is away, he still has to help her take care of patients, but the newlywed is about to get married, and he is full of energy, but he doesn't feel very tired.

On this day, the director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine suddenly came to the doctor's office to find Xu Shaoqing and said, "Shaoqing, you can go to my office." ”

Xu Shaoqing thought that it was another patient's business, so he hurriedly put down the work in his hand and followed the director to his office. The director went to the office and sat down, and also motioned for Xu Shaoqing to sit down, and after a long silence, he lit a cigarette, and only spoke halfway through his inhalation:

"Shaoqing, counting the days of your internship, you have been in the hospital for more than two years, and I value you very much......"

Xu Shaoqing was puzzled, thinking that there was something bad about the director saying this, so he said directly to the director: "Director, do you have anything to say?" ”

"Okay," the director raised his head directly and said, "I'll tell you everything, you also have a mental preparation, but the conclusion is still undecided." The director continued:

"That's right, today we received a report from the Municipal Center for Disease Control and Prevention, which said that we once admitted patients with lung disease to the hospital, but Zhai Congying was responsible for managing them, but he used a fake identity to see the doctor."

As soon as Xu Shaoqing asked him for detailed information, he remembered that it was the middle-aged man who was reluctant to do a further physical examination last time, and finally instructed him to be accidentally pricked by a nurse.

The director looked at Xu Shaoqing and said with a solemn expression: "The CDC told us that he is an AIDS patient who has been diagnosed......"

When Xu Shaoqing heard this, he was immediately terrified! He never expected that the reason why this person was reluctant to do further testing was because he was an AIDS patient! Moreover, he was actually injured by his blood contaminants!

The director was not obscure, and said directly to Xu Shaoqing: "I also know about that matter, so I want to know, is it possible for Zhai Congying to be infected?" ”

Of course, Xu Shaoqing knew that the director was asking himself if he had any intimate behavior with Zhai Congying that made her a suspected case. Hurriedly replied: "I am not married to Congying, so she won't ......"

Oh, I see, then I want you to be mentally prepared to go through a series of HIV (human immunodeficiency virus, or HIV) tests, and until the results are in, no one should say anything, including Zhai Congying. ”

Xu Shaoqing was silent in thought, his heart was numb, and the director continued: "You go back first, I will arrange your work, get ready, and go to the disease control and physical examination tomorrow." ”

Xu Shaoqing was like this, slowly pacing with heavy footwork, walking back, and did not go to the department to pack up his things, but went straight to his dormitory. He doesn't know how to do it now, but his mind is in a mess. He couldn't imagine what it would be like if he tested positive and contracted AIDS!

Xu Shaoqing hadn't eaten for a day, and he would have called Zhai Congying every day after dinner, but this time he picked up the phone and was terrified and didn't dare to dial Zhai Congying's number. After a while, Zhai Congying called back and asked, "What's the matter?" I've been waiting for your call for half an hour, why haven't you called? ”

Xu Shaoqing just said lightly: "I forgot ......"

"It's all forgot! I'll have to clean you up when I get back! Zhai Congying said deliberately angrily over there.

Xu Shaoqing really didn't know what to do, so he had to say coldly to Zhai Congying on the other side of the phone: "Congying, I'm very tired today, can I call you another day?" He hung up the phone as he spoke.

Zhai Congying hung up the phone directly when she saw Xu Shaoqing over there, and she was also very surprised, Xu Shaoqing had never been like this before, but she was in the field, and she really couldn't do anything about Xu Shaoqing. also thought that Xu Shaoqing might be sick, and he didn't want to tell himself to worry about himself, so he hung up the phone in a hurry, Zhai Congying thought of this, so he didn't care too much, thinking to himself, he was not so hypocritical, so let Xu Shaoqing have a good rest.

Xu Shaoqing suddenly wanted to call Qin Xiao and ask him to come over, but suddenly thought about it, he was very undiagnosed, and suing him now would also make him worry, so it was better to wait for the results to come out in a few days.

This night, Xu Shaoqing's thoughts were disturbed, tossing and turning, and he couldn't sleep. He thought of the situation when he met Zhai Congying for the first time, and remembered the situation of relieving Zhai Congying in the cold drink shop near the hospital, and the first time he went to Zhai Congying's house for dinner, he didn't want these fragments to become a thing of the past forever and become a memory, he wanted to tell such a story with Zhai Congying for the rest of his life. But once again, he thought about his current situation, what would he do if he didn't get infected in the test, and what he would do if he was infected with the disease......

I don't know how many times I have turned over in bed, I have thought about how many things I have done before, the sky is actually bright, Xu Shaoqing got up and walked to the bathroom, looked at the mirror, and couldn't help but startle himself - his whole eyes were black, his hair was messy because of tossing and turning back and forth on the bed, and his face was dull and haggard.

But he was not in the mood to pay attention to these, so he just washed up hastily, put on his clothes, and took the car to the physical examination center of the CDC.

The CDC naturally knew about this matter, so it led Qin Xiao in and entered a physical examination room, where he had to go through various examinations such as pathology and immunity to confirm whether he was infected.

As soon as the test was completed, he didn't dare to go back, he knew that the result would come out soon, and he had to wait for the result to come out. It took about two hours for the results to come out, and in these two hours, he experienced an unprecedented torment in his life, and he prayed to God countless times in his heart to let him escape this fate, he thought about how he would celebrate if the result was negative, but he did not dare to think about what he would do if it was positive!

Finally, the results came out, and Xu Shaoqing's result was positive!

At that time, he could no longer remember how he got out of the room in the medical examination room, nor how he got out of the office building of the disease control, and how he returned to his residence.

When Xu Shaoqing returned home, he couldn't believe that this was true, and he even felt that a qiē like a dream was not a fact, psychologically speaking, this is called a period of denial, or also called a lack of role. But soon, he became angry, resentful, dissatisfied, he felt that God was too unfair to him, there are tens of millions of people in this world, why is he suffering from this disease that is difficult to see the light of day and can only wait for death because of trivial things for no reason! For several days he did not leave the house, did not eat or drink, described as haggard and withered, he broke the cup, overturned the table, tore up the oil paintings on the wall, but after a toss, he finally lay down in front of the bed, silent.

A few days later, he came to the department again and found the director, the director already knew the situation, but he didn't make a noise, and he didn't feel distressed when he saw Xu Shaoqing, who was haggard. He took Xu Shaoqing to his office, and Xu Shaoqing said: "Director, I think you know everything, but I have something to ask you to promise me." ”

The director asked what was the matter, and Xu Shaoqing replied: "This matter, let me tell myself slowly, okay?" ”

The director sighed, nodded, and said, "It's better for you to sue her yourself, don't be afraid, I will explain this matter to the hospital, after all, you are a hospital that caused this, and strive to give you the best medical treatment." ”

Xu Shaoqing nodded gratefully, so he went back to work again.

In the days when Zhai Congying was away, Xu Shaoqing was tormented by this matter, and he didn't know how to tell Zhai Congying about this matter. At this time, he thought of Qin Xiao again, so he dialed Qin Xiao's phone.

Qin Xiao was still with Meng Fan at this time, doing nothing every day, and Meng Fan also introduced him to several better companies to work, but Qin Xiao just didn't apply. Meng Fan saw that Qin Xiao had not completely come out of the resignation incident, so he no longer urged him to find a job, and let him stay by himself, anyway, it was not easy to see each other in ordinary times.

This is Qin Xiao suddenly received a call from Xu Shaoqing, and hurriedly said: "I said that your kid is like a fish in water now, quickly forget about your brother who was squeezed by people here in Meng Fan!" Meng Fan heard Qin Xiao bury himself and was about to go over to clean him up, but Qin Xiao waved his hand and continued:

"Urgent? Somewhere, well, I'll go to you in the evening. ”

Meng Fan hurriedly asked what was going on, Qin Xiao said: "I don't know what's wrong with Xu Shaoqing, I just listened to the voice of his phone, very depressed, I'll go and see tonight!" ”

Xu Shaoqing and Qin Xiao came to the artificial lake near the hospital, found a clean place to sit down, and for a long time, Xu Shaoqing had nothing to say. Qin Xiao couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "What's wrong with you kid?" Why is the love xù so low, if you have something to say, hurry up, don't grind, are you in conflict with Zhai Congying? ”

Xu Shaoqing shook his head, but Qin Xiao became anxious and asked, "What the hell is going on?" Don't say I'm leaving. ”

Xu Shaoqing pondered for a moment, and whispered: "Qin Xiao, I ask you something......

"What's the matter?" Qin Xiao also felt puzzled and hurriedly asked.

Xu Shaoqing still replied hesitantly: "You said that if I break up with Zhai Congying, what will happen to her?" ”

When Qin Xiao heard this, he said solemnly: "What do you want?" ”

Xu Shaoqing didn't answer, Qin Xiao became even more suspicious, and asked directly:

"What are you doing?! Did you do something sorry for her? ”

Xu Shaoqing understood what Qin Xiao meant, and hurriedly said, "How can I have it?" Am I that kind of person? ”

"Then why do you want to break up with Zhai Congying?" Qin Xiao hurriedly asked.

Xu Shaoqing said: "I just don't think I'm worthy of her." ”

Qin Xiao breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that Xu Shaoqing was thinking nonsense, it seemed that he had misunderstood her.

Xu Shaoqing then sighed: "The United States has found and diagnosed patients with "facial amnesia", and the next day you can forget the faces of familiar people. I really envy them, so that I can put aside my prejudices and face the people who are so disgusted that I concentrate bile, or I can slowly turn around and face the people who call my name in a familiar voice and make me remember the red bone marrow. ”

Qin Xiao felt that what Xu Shaoqing said was getting more and more outrageous, but it was not easy to refute, so he just listened silently, and he was a little puzzled.

After that, Xu Shaoqing stopped talking, and the two went back soon after.

Xu Shaoqing continued the work of respiratory medicine without delay, and Zhai Congying will also come back today. When she returned to the dormitory, she could not have gone to work, but knowing that Xu Shaoqing was still in the department, she cleaned up a little and hurried to the department.

Xu Shaoqing was also overjoyed to see Zhai Congying, his first reaction was to go up and hug her, but then he was shocked again, and before this action was made, he immediately froze in place. Zhai Congying saw Xu Shaoqing's strange reaction, but he didn't care about it, he was about to pull Xu Shaoqing's hand when he came up, but Xu Shaoqing took his hand back.

Zhai Congying was even more inexplicable, and even angry, but in the department, it was not convenient to get angry directly with Xu Shaoqing. Zhai Congying walked in and found that Xu Shaoqing had been a lot haggard in the days when he was not there, thinking that it must be because he was not there, so he ignored him, went to the director's office to report his work, and came back to continue working.

After getting off work, Zhai Congying took Xu Shaoqing's hand and hurriedly returned to his residence, Xu Shaoqing broke away from Zhai Congying's hand and said, "Congying, don't go to the dormitory first, let's go out together at night, okay?" I have something to tell you. ”

Zhai Congying hadn't seen Xu Shaoqing for a long time, and wanted to go back and theorize about his neglect of his own problems, and then eat together, but when she heard that Xu Shaoqing had asked her out at night, she didn't feel that her feelings had eased a lot, and she still complained in her heart: I haven't seen you for so many days, why do you talk so coldly.

However, she saw that Xu Shaoqing spoke resolutely, but she did not refuse, but Zhai Congying was a little inexplicable, so she wanted to know the reason, and she went to see him without eating.

There are few pedestrians on the road at night, and after a shower of rain in the afternoon, the young leaves that have just begun in spring appear brighter. Zhai Congying said impatiently to Xu Shaoqing: "What's the matter, hurry up." ”

Xu Shaoqing solemnly said to Zhai Congying: "Congying, let's break up." ”

When Zhai Congying heard this, he was first surprised, then surprised, and hurriedly asked, "Why?" ”

Xu Shaoqing was still silent, and when Zhai Congying came back, he felt that Xu Shaoqing was a little weird, but he also had to ask what made him break up with him. So Zhai Congying eagerly asked:

"What the hell is it for! Say it! ”

Xu Shaoqing was helpless, took out the examination report, handed it to Zhai Congying, and then talked about the last time between the two and the middle-aged patient.

Zhai Congying looked at the test sheet, and then listened to Xu Shaoqing talk about the last time he was pricked by a needle in order to protect himself, and he understood most of it, and he didn't speak for a long time.

After this silence, Zhai Congying couldn't help crying, he only understood Xu Shaoqing's true intentions at this time, he broke off with himself like this for his own good, but Zhai Congying also loved Xu Shaoqing so much, how could he let go of him in his heart? And Xu Shaoqing made it like this because she protected herself, otherwise, she would be the one who got sick.

At this time, Zhai Congying couldn't help but be discouraged, hugged Xu Shaoqing, cried non-stop, no matter how Xu Shaoqing pushed, she didn't let go, and finally Xu Shaoqing said: "So let's break up, each has its own life, isn't it good?" ”

During this time, Xu Shaoqing gradually figured out that if he couldn't do this, he would eventually hold the regret of Wushan and spend his life in the catastrophe, but it was so cloudy.

She has already exhausted her fate with Zhai Congying, it is better to let go as soon as possible, then she will be relieved, and Zhai Congying will also encounter her own happiness.