At the end of normal work the next day, Zhai Congying was not worried about Xu Shaoqing, so she went to the dormitory to find him as soon as she got off work.

When Zhai Congying returned to the medical dormitory, she went straight to Xu Shaoqing's dormitory, and when she entered the door, she learned about the pain and torture Xu Shaoqing experienced. I saw that the furnishings in the house were messy, the broken cups, the damaged things were everywhere, and the bedding on the bed was messy, which was obviously a portrayal of Xu Shaoqing's own inner torture these days.

Zhai Congying couldn't help but feel distressed, Xu Shaoqing said: "It's all over." ”

Zhai Congying didn't answer, hugged Xu Shaoqing, cried and said, "You made it like this for me...... I'm sorry for you......" he said, unable to stop crying.

Xu Shaoqing's heart was tumbling like waves, in the face of Zhai Congying's arrival, how he wished he could hug her and comfort her, but he couldn't do this, he broke free of Zhai Congying's hands holding him, and said, "Yiqiē will be fine." But smart, since it's already a fact, we ...... Let's break up. ”

Zhai Congying hugged Xu Shaoqing tighter and said, "I don't separate, I don't want to break up, I want to be with you......" and then burst into tears. Xu Shaoqing's eyes were also moist at this time, but he endured the turmoil in his heart and continued to say calmly: "I just beg you not to tell my parents about this, let's break up properly." ”

Zhai Congying's heart was also discouraged, thinking about the first time they met, Xu Shaoqing helped her everywhere and let her, but this person next to her was about to leave her suddenly, how could she be willing? But creation makes people, if it weren't for himself, he wouldn't get sick, how Zhai Congying hoped that the needle pierced his arm at this moment!

In the end, Xu Shaoqing gritted his teeth and said, "You go, I will take care of myself." ”

Zhai Congying heard this, and already knew that this was the final sentence for the two of them, and this sentence of judgment meant that in the past, those days with Xu Shaoqing would never come back, and the two would be like passers-by from now on.

The Zhai family's parents also knew about it, and Zhai's father just sighed and shook his head helplessly. Zhai's mother also knew that Xu Shaoqing was infected with this fatal disease for her daughter, and she also knew how much her daughter loved Xu Shaoqing, but helplessly, the two were no longer fated to be together, and while thanking Xu Shaoqing, she felt sorry for her daughter.

The next day, Zhai Congying didn't go to work, but Zhai's mother came to the hospital, she locked Zhai Congying at home, didn't let her come to work to see Xu Shaoqing, and clamored to see the hospital leaders. The director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine had no choice but to sue Dean Wang Jun.

When Zhai's mother saw Wang Jun, she didn't go around the bend, she went straight to the point and asked Xu Shaoqing to be transferred, because she was afraid that her daughter would do something stupid, so she asked Xu Shaoqing to stay away from her daughter.

Wang Jun naturally did not agree, explaining that Xu Shaoqing got sick because of Zhai Congying, and he also got sick for the hospital, and the hospital would not transfer him so inhumanely, which must be agreed by Xu Shaoqing.

Zhai's mother disagreed, and insisted on transferring Xu Shaoqing, but she felt that she was at a loss, so she didn't make it difficult for Wang Jun anymore. After leaving the dean's office, she went straight to Xu Shaoqing.

Seeing Zhai's mother, Xu Shaoqing was also surprised, but soon understood her intention. At this time, Xu Shaoqing's mentality had calmed down a lot, and the house was tidy, and after letting Zhai's mother come in and sit down, Zhai's mother explained her intentions.

When Xu Shaoqing heard that she hoped that she would take the initiative to transfer away, she didn't feel angry, but she thought that this was a good way to alienate Zhai Congying and forget her, and it was worth implementing, even if she couldn't forget it, at least it wouldn't delay her to be smart. While pondering, Zhai's mother knelt on the ground ordinarily, crying and pleading:

"Shaoqing, Auntie knows that it's wrong to do this, and she can't help you, but Auntie can't help it, so please let Congying die of this heart. As a mother, I can't keep her at home! ”

Xu Shaoqing also didn't expect that this old lady, who was over half a hundred years old, would kneel down and beg him, quickly helped her up, and hurriedly said:

"Auntie, what are you talking about, you let me do this, do you need to do this? I know, I'll leave her, and explain to her well, Cong Ying may not have figured it out now, and it will be fine after a while. Don't worry, I'll ask the hospital to resign tomorrow. ”

Mother Zhai didn't expect Xu Shaoqing to be so happy, thinking that this would be a bone that would be difficult to gnaw, but although her goal had been achieved, she couldn't be happy anyway, Mother Zhai thought to herself, if there was no such thing, Shaoqing such a good child could be the son-in-law of our Zhai family, how good it would be!

The next day, Xu Shaoqing submitted a resignation report to the hospital, and President Wang Jun personally found Xu Shaoqing and asked about the matter, saying:

"Did you resign because of Zhai Congying's mother? Did she look for you yesterday? ”

Xu Shaoqing replied: "Of course not, Mother Zhai has looked for me, but the resignation is still my own decision." ”

"Why?" Wang Jun couldn't help but ask suspiciously.

"Dean, I am already sick, and I will definitely have a seizure in the future, and a body like mine is no longer competent for the work of respiratory medicine. It's better to go by yourself than to be disliked by the time. Xu Shaoqing replied.

"What's the matter, you are like this because of the work of the hospital, this is a work injury, the hospital will not ignore it, and will provide you with the best treatment measures and means in the future, if you leave like this, isn't it equivalent to giving up?" Dean Wang Jun said frankly.

Xu Shaoqing continued: "But Dean, I really don't want to treat myself as a patient now, after all, there are still some years before the onset of this disease, and I also want to do what I like to do and what I should do." Dean, don't persuade me, I decided by myself, it has nothing to do with others, please respect my personal choice. ”

Wang Jun said helplessly: "Okay, I respect your choice, but Shaoqing, you have to remember what you need the hospital to do in the future, even if you come over, our hospital will not admit it, and you are not resigning, you are just on indefinite leave, as for when to return to work, it depends on your situation." ”

Xu Shaoqing heard Qin Xiao say that Dean Wang Jun was an upright person, and today's incident really moved him, since Dean Wang did not agree, it was inconvenient for him to force it anymore, and his resignation was to leave Zhai Congying, so the indefinite leave could also give Zhai's mother an explanation.

Xu Shaoqing has returned to his home in Hedong Village, and his parents also feel strange, Xu Shaoqing just told his parents about breaking up with Zhai Congying, and said that because of this incident, Zhai Congying's mother found the dean and forced him to be transferred, so that he is now temporarily on vacation, but he did not mention anything about his HIV infection. Xu's father and Xu's mother saw that Xu Shaoqing didn't go to work these days, but was depressed every day, in addition to sleeping, he went to the river outside the village to fish, thinking that it was to break up with Zhai Congying. Now that the two have separated, it is inconvenient for parents to ask more, so let Xu Shaoqing go.

Only then did everyone understand that these days, the whole story between Xu Shaoqing and Zhai Congying, Qin Xiao couldn't help but hug Xu Shaoqing, a brother who grew up together, and didn't speak. Su Xiaoman, Ma Xiaoxi, they also sobbed and couldn't bear to accept this cruel reality.

But Xu Shaoqing spoke first, and he said: "Actually, it's nothing, I couldn't accept it at first, but since fate is so arranged, I won't be disappointed." ”

Xu Shaoqing knows that everyone is troubled by this matter these days, and he is grateful and unhappy, but now the truth has been revealed, and he has also seen Zhai Congying, although he can't say that he is safe and sound, but at least he can rest assured of her, and the pressure in Xu Shaoqing's heart suddenly felt that it was released at once.

Within a few days, Zhai Congying recovered, still working in the respiratory medicine department, her mood was much better, she wanted Xu Shaoqing to continue to work, and Zhai's father and Zhai's mother did not object to the two to continue to be colleagues, and even Dean Wang also signaled, but Xu Shaoqing just refused.

Qin Xiao also knew about this, so he went to Hedong Village to find Xu Shaoqing again, this time Xu Shaoqing's face looked much better, and he didn't have the thin and scorched yellow last time. Qin Xiao still found him in the place where he often fished by the river, and asked him when he opened his mouth:

"You fished so much that your brain got into the river, the dean asked you to go back to work, Zhai Congying's parents didn't object, you and Zhai Congying are not as strangers as before, why don't you go?"

Xu Shaoqing smiled and said, "What you said is not false at all, but why should I go?" ”

Qin Xiao didn't expect that after these things, he could no longer use his previous thinking to look at Xu Shaoqing, and when Xu Shaoqing asked him so rhetorically, he had nothing to say.

Xu Shaoqing continued: "It's the same for me whether I go back or not, but it's different for Zhai Congying, although we still maintain our love for each other, but the reality is like this after all, we can't do it, as long as Zhai Congying is safe, I don't need to make each other uncertain in front of her every day, after all, she still has to have her own happiness." I hate to owe to others, and I hate to be grateful to me, like autumn leaves, I can feel it, but I don't want it to fall under my feet because of it. ”

Qin Xiao said: "What do you mean is that you tried to sell the stock before but didn't succeed, and you can't keep controlling it, so you just wait for bankruptcy, and others will manage it for no reason." ”

Xu Shaoqing smiled and said: "Can you not use such blunt words every time to say whether the relationship is good or not, but you are right, I just don't want to delay her anymore." ”

Xu Shaoqing looked at the calm and smoky water surface in the morning, as if to say to the surrounding Yiqiē: "God told me that I am the one who loves life the most, and I said how do you know, and he said that only if you write 'love' as 'receive' - you will love if you have the courage to accept it." So I have to accept reality in order to live every moment of my life well. ”

Qin Xiao nodded knowingly, he knew that having said that, the preciousness of life to people is that the end is always unknown, and we can face life calmly for most of our lives, in the final analysis, because although we know that death will come after all, it always seems far away. But Xu Shaoqing's life is as fast as a few years, and as slow as more than ten years, how can people cross this hurdle.

Even putting aside Xu Shaoqing's illness, people's bodies age faster than their brains, which is also the root cause of the tragedy of death, because we know that we are going to die, but we are helpless. But if it is not that the human body ages faster than the brain, then we are all Alzheimer's when we die, and the brain is involuntarily conscious, just like the Buddhist scriptures say, "There is no ignorance, and there is no end to ignorance", then each of us will die stupidly in the end! -- What a happy thing that is!

Xu Shaoqing continued: "I've been thinking a lot at home these days, and I can't accidentally watch the finale of the last episode of the TV series by chance, so I don't care about these scenes in the middle." ”

Only then did Qin Xiao understand the actual meaning of Xu Shaoqing telling him about his fishing experience by the river that day, that is, to use his weak body and mentality to face this unchangeable "big fish", get used to it, mobilize it, and finally subdue it.

Xu Shaoqing said lightly: "Now I am also reading "Caigen Tan", this book was given to me by Grandpa Qin, when he asked you to read it, you ignored this book, I only have these days after reading it." For example, there is a sentence called 'The heart is clear, the talent is clear, the righteous man makes friends, and the pure heart is a man' - that's how we can do it. ”

Qin Xiao was drunk and muttered the sentence just now, "The heart is clear, the talent is clear, the righteous man makes friends, and the pure heart is a man", turned his head and asked Xu Shaoqing:

"Shaoqing, since you don't want to go back to work in the hospital, what are your next steps? You can't let our parents support you at home, I know that you have to find something to do when you come out to work. ”

Xu Shaoqing sighed and replied: "I'm also thinking about this matter, this is not always a solution, and my parents will also be suspicious, so I have to find something to do, but it's not in a hurry now, I can start thinking about it." ”

Qin Xiao continued Xu Shaoqing's words and said: "You know that I have been administratively punished and cannot practice for half a year, but now it is almost due, I want to use my current savings to open a clinic in the county, and I want to take the qualification of a Chinese medicine doctor, both Chinese and Western medicine, how about you work with me?" ”

Xu Shaoqing felt that it was feasible, his eyes showed excitement, and he hurriedly said: "I think it's very good, we can not only go back to our old business, but also have our own livelihood, and the previous things can be over." ”

Qin Xiao nodded and said, "Just do what you say, as soon as my administrative punishment expires, I will start to do it." Moreover, I will take the TCM physician exam this year and strive to get the qualification at the end of the year, so we can do TCM, and with the reputation of our Qin family, plus the skills I have learned from my grandfather for so many years, I will definitely be able to do it! ”

Xu Shaoqing nodded, and continued: "I can do it with you, but I just don't know how long I can do it......" He was silent for a while, and then smiled: "Anyway, that's it, just do it!" ”