Chapter 42 only
Things are very bad, my health is declining, my mom and dad seem to be even worse, and I don't like to contact my family the most.
But, maybe it has nothing to do with me, it needs to be like this, and if it doesn't, they won't be able to do it next.
Mom has to at least defend me on the surface, and if they have to do it, the next step must be even worse, it must be miserable, absolutely cold and isolated, and then it can bring out that they need to spoil my short and ugly old color to look better.
They seem to have reminded me again and again that I could be worse than I was born with a disability, such as doing dirty and messy work, such as working hard in five big and three rough.
I also know very well that in fact, what they say is better than mine, and the reason why there is no congenital disability is entirely because they want to use my beautiful appearance to make that short and ugly old woman have some kind of perverted superiority.
That perverted old color is really very distorted, he simply treats women as subordinates of men, and needs to reflect his superiority from women.
However, due to social reality, he can only start from individual people.
At the same time, he also likes to perform some low-level plots more distortedly, in order to hide his perverted and deformed desire for destruction.
However, there is no difference between the suppression of what they should suppress and the persecution that they should be forced.
The current situation should be some way before they finally get started.
There are two reasons for this: First, they are still creating assumptions for me.
It makes me feel that I have the hope of finding a top handsome guy, Xiao Liangliang or Xiao Junjun, or both are competing to chase me.
Xiao Liangliang is very distinctive, and he looks too feeling.
But a twenty-year-old is reported to be thirty years old.
The age has been ceded to the powerful and powerful, and the fifty-year-old will also report the age of twenty, and the age will be even to him.
Such a handsome guy, no matter how you count it, you won't give it to me, it should be a benefit to a rich girl.
Just as I want to be forced to give benefits to Wu Qiang, let the group of people who are encouraging next to Wu Qiang regard this matter as a success and become a price code for asking for merit and rewards from the powerful.
Xiao Liangliang is also quite funny, they imply that his character is not good.
It seems that I want to sue me, but anyone who looks good and has an average family background, whether male or female, has been made stinky, so it is convenient for them to control it, and the next step may be to suppress and frame, force and persecution, and then waste it.
The information that was passed on to me indirectly was: Xiao Liangliang likes to find a woman who is a teacher by profession.
Hehe, it's a coincidence, I've been looking for a job recently in the direction of a teacher.
Although, I know very well that the profession of a teacher is not so much about teaching, but actually dealing with all kinds of things and people.
Of course, those of them who were trained to be teachers from the beginning, rather than being allowed to be corrupted by the powerful, were a hundred times easier to learn that kind of professional knowledge than me.
And I have always been excluded from being a teacher to people and things, and the possibility of becoming a teacher is not very high.
However, I am still happy to believe how they do it, after all, my environment is still quite depressing, and they are willing to tell me stories, so why not?
They said that Xiao Liangliang likes me to death, I think so, how good I am, who doesn't like it?
They said that Xiao Liangliang had a problem, and I think it was too, it was written that it was dangerous, and it was good if it didn't work, and there were endless troubles after that.
Anyway, how do they get me, how can I believe it.
Then there is Xiao Junjun, which one looks better, Xiao Liangliang or Xiao Junjun?
I can't say for sure.
It's really a different type.
I was amazed to see Xiao Junjun, it's so beautiful.
Then I felt like it wasn't mine.
Xiao Liangliang looks like a flower, that's true.
But they seem to want Wu Qiang to make up for any good thing, saying that Wu Qiang's skin is too hard, which is false.
Wu Qiang is really old, and the skin of a twenty-year-old person is already dry and wrinkled like absorbent paper, but there must be a group of people who want to fight with you in this way, and they bite hard and say yes, but there is no way.
Xiao Junjun is very youthful and energetic, which is also true, but if they also want to get together and say that Wu Qiang is also very young, then they are also speechless.
Xiao Junjun is very youthful, although he does not wear a plaid shirt and a horizontal striped shirt, nor does he have a vibrant triangle backpack.
It seems to be very casual, and things are a little casual and dirty, but it's still very young.
Xiao Junjun is very calm, not the kind of feeling that is very manic and chaotic.
It may look a little stupid, but it doesn't look like it's stupid, it's just a little ignorant, it seems to be quite serious, it's very well-behaved, and its personality is also very easy-going.
When I get older, I always feel mature and stable, and it's not the kind that is too dull, too hard, and too extreme.
I always feel like it's easy to get along with, and I feel good when I'm together.
But sometimes, just follow the letter they lead.
I also think that Xiao Liangliang is a bit like a lotus seed, in fact, the lotus seed is very good.
Although the reputation of lotus seeds is not very good, lotus seeds are innocent, cute, kind, very funny, and selfless.
Then, I felt that this thing can't just look at the appearance, the reason why I stepped on Wu Qiang in the first place, which brought unexpected consequences, is that I think Wu Qiang seems to be a little similar to Lotus Seed or Yinke.
Moreover, I don't think this thing can be copied, and it's basically impossible for anyone to treat me as well as Lotus Seed or Mom.
Like, Zhen Huan is just like Queen Chunyuan, Chunyuan is true love, but Zhen Huan is a kind of long-to-young, top-to-bottom.
Then I felt that in fact, Xiao Liangliang's appearance may be just like Wu Qiang did to me at the beginning, that is, he took a fancy to the other party's youth and beauty, and my feeling for Wu Qiang was really bad.
Actually, I didn't want to stick to it at all, and I also had the idea of introducing Wu Qiang to Lianzi, maybe Lianzi can endure this kind of thing, I took the opportunity to get out, and the blame for the breakup is not on me.
At that time, I really didn't want to insist, I didn't want to endure it for a day, the people around me gave all kinds of good advice, I often thought, how good it would be if any of them replaced me to insist, I really didn't want Wu Qiang to be my boyfriend, he had anything to do with anyone, as long as he didn't involve me.
As long as you don't involve me, I can also help on the side, persuade anything, but fortunately, I finally got out.
As long as you don't have anything to do with it in this life.
I actually only have a few sides to Xiao Liangliang, although I don't feel that he is as twisted as Wu Qiang, and I also feel that although there are many people who are really bad to me before that, those people are more normal than Wu Qiang.
It's really old, and it's weird, it seems to be that kind of aggressive, vindictive machismo, and at the same time likes to perform a very contradictory and strange thing.
I don't think there's anything worse than that.
But I'm not so sure either.
As for me, a lot of things really have nothing to do with me, I'm just trying to work on myself.
I didn't think about finding a person.
As for my spouse, in order to avoid strange things, and for him to be normal, his heart is healthier, and his height is 175-185, as for the family, it doesn't matter if it's rural, out-of-town, or local.
A lot of times I listen to who is in charge of the house or something, I also think it doesn't matter, in fact, it's just that I don't think much about it, look at the other party, if you don't want to care, just put it together.
In fact, in my selfish heart, I really want my money to be thrown to the other party, with a sense of show off and achievement, but it is estimated that in reality, it is impossible to do it.
It doesn't matter where you live, it's good to live in my house, but I don't know if it's not soundproof, does it affect our happy little life?
I also have an old house at home, but there is no heating, it is colder, and the security seems to be somewhat problematic.
No, if I had a job, I would have been able to get about 500 per month in rent, but it's a bit difficult right now.
As for my future, in fact, I have never been worried about this problem, I always feel that no matter what kind of rules I have, as long as I work my own, there should be no livelihood problems.
Now, alas, I still think so.
At any given time, I was able to master a skill that I could do to survive.
However, there always seems to be a mysterious force that wants me to rely on others, or to mix things that are not related to feelings, such as work and development, with feelings.
I tried my best to avoid it, if I avoided it, I would be dragged into the relationship, and I was very angry at best, after all, they seemed to have a lot of authority, and it was very easy to try to mess with me.
My whole life is towards personal hard work and hard work, that is, the kind of work alone, not hindering others, and working hard to enrich myself, will always get better and better.
But it seems that there have been some plots, but everything has to do with men, even if it is obvious personal effort, it must be helped by men, and men's likes and dislikes or something are explained.
A lot of times it's painful, I feel like I'm so involuntarily, but then I think about it, it's just that they control the environment, plus there are many people, and they can drag me to the road they like.
I've never thought about getting involved with others, what men help me at work, study, financially supported, what happened to the family behind the man, I was afraid of it, but a lot of things, just have to be forced to splash me, obviously I feel that I need a man's support for my personal struggle will be indescribable, it's a shame, but no matter how you dodge, it will still be splashed on you repeatedly, until you are convinced.
I never thought that my partner would be as beautiful and moving as Xiao Liangliang, nor would I think it would be as handsome and handsome as Xiao Junjun, but I never thought that it would be as inferior and ugly as Wu Qiang.
I think at least it's just an ordinary person, not tall, not short, not ugly or handsome, quite gentle, with a gentle smile.
I'm not very rich, I'm a little calculating, I'll spend money with me, huddle together and think about how to have money to spare tomorrow.
I tried hard to make him happy, and he did the same to me.
He shouldn't be too good, but he worked hard, and I worked hard, so life always looked better than the day before.