Chapter 43 Consumption
In fact, there was nothing, just a period of torture. However, the people around me are willing to give me an illusion, such as a height of 180, weight of 120-130, tall and shiny, big eyes and lively Xiao Liangliang likes me.
The same 180, tall and soft, dignified and gentle and cute, a little European and American style Xiao Junjun also likes me.
Why not?
Why do I have to face the reality before they do it: they have been calculating me for a long time, they have manipulated the school curriculum, they have colluded with the teachers, my environment is very bad, and I have tried many times more than I should have done in vain.
I was forced and isolated to the point of complete collapse, but they persuaded me, encouraged me, and blamed me for everything.
Then, I was forced to suffer from that short, ugly, old-fashioned so-called love.
After graduating, I was still only suppressed and framed, and it was just that they were trying to make a long-term possession of me in order to attack me and possess me for a long time.
I couldn't find a job at all, and when I found a job, it was a marginal job, at most it was a big environment, and they created a relatively inferior small environment to suppress me as much as possible.
So much for.
I'm just going to eat and wait to die, no, it's worse than death, and I'm going to be possessed by that dwarf, ugly old woman.
As I don't know what kind of character the dwarf and ugly old man is, they flattered his victim, and they used a lot of manpower to control me in that love, so as to ensure that I couldn't resist when the dwarf and ugly old man was in love, and even if I resisted, they could be forced to explain that I loved each other too much.
However, long-term possession, it is certainly not possible to create a repressive environment and use so much manpower for a long time, and the simplest and most direct way is to destroy some of the functions of my body, which will of course be interpreted as self-inflicted blame or something, such as working too hard and not understanding interpersonal relationships, or being born with a hereditary pity and so on.
With their vicious methods in the past, it is estimated that they will retain the necessary female subordinate body functions that are needed by the short and ugly old sex to be trampled on by him, and they really don't underestimate them, they have a way.
Even if I know that my whole life has been humiliating as a victim of their flattery and ugliness, as well as the destruction of their low-level tastes, it is impossible for me to resist effectively, and even, it is very likely that I have been interpreted as extremely respectful, incomparably grateful, incomparably loved, how to do it, I am also waiting to see what happens, it is estimated that it is the most helpless and final scene I have seen in my life.
That short and ugly old man is really not an ordinary inferior distortion and low level, but I also know very well that they will make him very noble in his face, but a victim like me must be splashed dirty.
And every time I pass a stage, there will be women who will come to me and explain to me what they want to explain, for example, I was forced by them to be miserable because I was not good enough, the consequences of my resistance, and if I did not resist at any stage as I did then, how would I be better and better.
However, at this stage, that's basically it, it's suppression, nothing else.
Yes is encouragement, how can you not find a job?
How good the people around you are, how good this society is, how lucky you are, you have to work hard, where are you not very good?
Then, give you a slim chance, you go to catch it, and you will be suppressed.
And then so on and so forth, until you get bored.
Suddenly, at first, you're bored and miserable, and then they're going to tell you who you're suffering because of whom, what things (happen frequently), and basically they're going to lead all your pain to your feelings, and there's just such a breakthrough.
Well, at this time, the pain that has accumulated for many years can be cried, but crying at this time, be careful to be designed into their plot.
Then, it's time for them to do it.
The real story is about to begin, but if you have a little conscience, cover your eyes, their methods are not ordinary cruel, and their staff is not ordinary fierce.