For a while, he was confused. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info has lived in the palace for such a long time, everyone has to call him a prince when they see him, although he is still young, but he knows that he is the emperor's son, and only the emperor's son can be called the prince.

At that time, he didn't even have the concept of competing for the throne, but he was forcibly instilled with a lot of knowledge by his mother since he was a child, but his mother never asked him for anything. didn't let him please his father, nor did he let him compete with his brother for the dragon chair.

He just lived in the breathless palace as a prince, occasionally staying in his mother's palace at night, and when he woke up, he would see his mother secretly sighing or crying.

At that time, he thought that he was too disobedient, so he made his mother angry and sad, so he would tell himself that if he wanted to become better, he would study extra hard.

Maybe it was at that time that he received more attention from his father, and it was from then on that he gradually experienced some 'accidents' more and more.

He saw his mother secretly meeting with someone else when he was eight years old, and the anger in his heart at that time is still fresh in his memory when he thinks about it now.

He didn't dare to speak, he didn't dare to think, and he couldn't even sleep well at night, for fear that he would be listened to by the maid slave after saying his dream words, and cause a big disaster to his mother.

There are too many concubines in the palace to count, and the father is a lustful and greedy person, and the newcomers are constantly sent to the palace, and he may have countless younger brothers and sisters at any time. A young beauty like the mother concubine, who is not in the palace every night looking forward to the favor of her father.

But there are so many people in the palace, the father is a pet one night, and they all have to be on the wheel for a year and a half, not to mention that when there are major events in the court, the father and the emperor review the folds overnight, and sometimes stay in the study for a few days and nights, and when there is no rest, let alone the number of times to go to the harem.

Although he was only a doll a few years old at the time, the men and women in the palace, at this age, already had special mamma teaching for men and women. With the only slight knowledge of these things, he found countless excuses to excuse his mother, and at the same time, he began to worry about his future.

Cuckolding his father behind his father's back, once such a thing is discovered, with his father's ruthlessness, the mother concubine and that man, including him, may not be able to get out of it, and it is inevitable that they will end up in a different place.

Even if he is the son of his father, every time he sees him, he will remember that he was cuckolded, with his father's temperament, how can he bear it?

My father had so many children, but there was no more than him, and no less than him. If he kills him, he can be out of sight, and he believes that his father will never fail to do it.

Frightened, he kept it a secret for five years.

When he was thirteen years old, his father said that he was not too young, and he should choose a noble girl for him to be his princess. That was the year he was named the Frost King and was able to go out and open a mansion independently.

Because of the matter of the concubine, he has some instinctive resistance to women, so he has never been enthusiastic about the matter of choosing a concubine. But he didn't refuse, because he didn't want to upset his father. He was afraid that if he was implicated in the matter of his mother's concubine, it would eventually become unstoppable.

However, the pro was not finalized in the end. Something happened in Da Zhou that year, and the court was lifeless, and no one had the heart to mention marriage again, so this matter was temporarily put down. After that, he began to pretend to be a flower and a wine, from time to time to recite a poem with someone to make a fu, and when he had nothing to do, he went to the Qinglou flower boat to listen to the Oiran talk about a little song, and he became more and more distracted about the affairs of the court, and he was not much interested in the matter of competing for the throne.

He didn't want to get too much attention from anyone. for he is weak in heart.

Once he becomes a threat to others, it is inevitable that someone will deal with him. At that time, even the people around her may become targets, and the mother's secret tryst with other men may be discovered, and they will definitely not end well in the end.

His wanton indulgence has indeed caused many people to despise him a little, or even stop paying attention to him. The mother concubine naturally found that her son had changed, and the mud was getting more and more unable to support the wall, and she had also talked to him, she was angry, her eyes were red from crying, and she was beating and scolding, but she only saw her son's indifferent gaze.

Just when the concubine scolded him for being a mud that he couldn't support, all his grievances broke out. Obviously, you have another man, obviously you are stealing men behind your father's back, obviously hiding all your talents for you, and being a gentleman, how come in the end, all the faults became mine?

He just roared like this, vented, and then watched his mother concubine stunned and didn't speak, and then burst into tears.

At that time, he felt really tired. These women, one by one, knew that they had lost the golden beans, and they never thought about how to solve it?

What's the use of crying? What can cry do? Can we get things back to when they didn't happen? Can things be kept hidden from everyone from being exposed?

His increasingly indifferent gaze may have frightened the concubine, so one day after that, the concubine quietly took her to meet someone. The mother concubine has been carrying her father behind the back of the person with whom she had an affair.

When the man saw him, he had a pair of sword eyes, his posture was straight, his hair was combed in a mess, and although his clothes were not gorgeous, they were neat.

He looked at him, reached out and touched his face, and then the man who stood tall but could not hide the vicissitudes of life cried like a child.

He was stunned. He didn't even understand the meaning of the other party's doing. Could it be that he still wants to rely on tears to gain his sympathy and pity, so that he can promise him to continue to entangle with his mother?

He shook off his hand detachedly, took a few steps back, and the indifference in his eyes intensified.

And the man, who just looked at him with kind and gentle eyes, was not angry at all at his estrangement.

The concubine secretly wiped her tears beside her, and then just when he was about to get impatient, she said to him: "Xiao Jin, this is your biological father. ”

All he felt was that it was dark, and his mind was blank.

It turned out that it was not only that he saw that his mother was having an affair with another man, but it turned out that even his own birth was the evil seed of this man!

He didn't believe it, and he didn't believe it anyway.

As soon as the children of the Great Zhou royal family were born, there were special people in the palace who dripped blood to test their relatives. Whether there is the blood of the Xiao family in the body, the royal Xiao family has a unique method to confirm.

If he was the evil seed of this man, not the child of his father, he should have found out in the first place, how could the mother escape and live safely to this day?

He always thought that he was the biological son of his mother and father, and his mother had an affair with other men, it must be because his father had too many women, and the deep palace was lonely. That's why he took the wrong path for a while, but he didn't want to, today, here and now, he heard such a truth in the mouth of his mother.

In an instant, the heavens and the earth rotated, and he only felt that his mind was a mess, and his whole body was stiff and numb, and he didn't even have the strength to move.

Maybe he was too stunned, and his stunned lack of reaction frightened the mother, and after the mother hugged him and cried, she told him the story of him and the man as it was.

It was also at this time that he understood why the royal inspection did not reveal him when he was born. It's true that he is the man's biological son, but he is also a member of the royal family. Because of this man, he is also the bloodline of the Xiao family of the royal family, and he is the brother of his father.

It's just that he is an illegitimate child, and his mother's family is just an ordinary woman, with no good family background or good background, so he was so taken by the emperor's grandfather, and then he was left alone, leaving only such a child.

The royal bloodline cannot be left out at will, unless it is necessary to do so when it is useful. Therefore, as an illegitimate child, he returned to the palace, but only got three or two attendants, but no one wanted to admit that he was their relative.

In the palace, even the justifiable prince and princess may not be able to live a good life, let alone a box of illegitimate children? After entering the palace, the imperial grandfather almost didn't care much about him, and the other princes and princesses were all characters with eyes above the top, how could they look up to him?

Until the emperor's grandfather died, his father succeeded to the throne. Then his father gave him a choice, telling him to destroy the shocking door, give him the status and glory he deserves after getting a thousand flowers and leaves, and even worship her mother's spiritual seat into the royal ancestral hall, and even give him a marriage and let him marry his beloved girl.

He went with a heart full of joy. It doesn't matter whether the person who shocked the door is innocent or not, but it is not a sin to rob other people's things and destroy people's houses. His mind is full of everything he should have after completing the task and going back, so that his mother can know and feel at ease, and he can see his beloved woman covered with a red hijab, dressed in a phoenix crown, and married him in a big red sedan chair.

But after returning to Tiandu City, everything changed.

The beloved woman really put on a phoenix veil and covered her red hijab, but the person she wanted to marry was not him, but the one who promised him everything.

He didn't like her, but he wanted to snatch her from him. It's not because he has a grudge against him, it's just to see his painful expression, and the reason is just because he wants to do it.

There wasn't any reason, just he thought, so everything happened. He saw his pain as he wished, ignored his curses, didn't kill him, didn't even dispose of him, and left him in the palace, **** told him to watch him and his beloved woman walk by his side.

He enjoyed his pain, the pleasure of everyone crawling at his feet. So he took away the only thing he had, which was already barren, and also took away his hope.

And that girl is the mother concubine. She couldn't marry the man he liked, even his illegitimate identity couldn't scare her away, even if he had nothing, he couldn't push her away, but in the end, he was defeated by the shameless threat of another person.

He threatened that if his mother married him as a concubine, she would execute him when this man returned, and he was the emperor, and the other party was just an illegitimate child unknown to anyone, and he could kill him for any reason. The mother didn't dare to really gamble, so she compromised.

Compromised for him.

They deliberately chose the day when the man came back to take a concubine, so that he could see his beloved woman become his wife. That day became a nightmare that the man could not erase for the rest of his life. But it was also that day that changed his original heart without any contention and no waves.

It didn't take long after that for him to go crazy. A messy head of hair, spiritless eyebrows, a listless look, a pale and bloodless face, dirty tattered clothes, a pair of worn shoes with bare toes and no tips. And the stupidity of being able to pick up the dirty food that has fallen on the ground and stuff it into your mouth.

This madman has become a unique scenery in the palace.

On the night of marriage, the mother thought that he might not survive, so she was ready to find a reason to fake his death if he died, and then went to the place they agreed to kill herself to accompany him.

It's not that she doesn't want to resist, but after all, she cares about the safety of the Chai family.

She thought that she would go and beg him for forgiveness when she died, and tell him that she couldn't help herself. Unexpectedly, he was crazy, but he survived tenaciously.

For many years after that, she was favored by the emperor from time to time, not to mention how much she was favored, but she was never forgotten, so she didn't live too well, but it wasn't bad.

She has never given birth to a son and a half daughter, and everyone outside says that her stomach is not angry, and she herself seems to be in a hurry, but in fact, she doesn't know who it is, she has been secretly taking contraceptive drugs. It's because he doesn't want to give birth to anyone but him.

When she is alone, she likes to send everyone out, and she stays in the yard and looks at the moon in a daze. She would always change into a maroon dress, hold a wine glass, as if she was drinking another glass of wine with someone, and then shed tears, did not speak, and drank drunk.

Outsiders thought she was missing the emperor, and when she was jealous of the newcomers that the emperor had been pampering, but no one knew that it belonged to her and him, at that moment, her mind was full of him.

"Since you live, I can't die. After a lot of hardships, you still don't give up and live, even if you never know, I am willing to guard you silently. No matter how much he tortures me, as long as you live, it's enough. No one can take my life. Whether it's those intriguing concubines, or him! My life belongs to you alone, if you live, I will live, and if you die, I will end this life with my own hands. Eternal life and eternity, I love you alone. ”

She once said to herself that she was drinking alone to the moon. And when he thought of her many years later, he was always unwilling in his heart, so unprecedentedly, even he didn't know why, he quietly sneaked into her bedroom, her courtyard, and then heard the sad self-talk. His heart was suddenly like a knife.

The misunderstanding between the two was resolved on that day.

He knew that she had married the emperor not voluntarily, not for the sake of glory and wealth, but to keep him alive. He was both heartbroken and guilty.

Then, she had his child. (To be continued.) )