Chapter 486: A Gamble with Your Life
At first, she was both happy and sad when she knew that she had a small life in her womb, and that this life was shared by the man she loved the most. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
He willingly gave birth to a child for this man, so he shared a crystallization of feelings with him, which made her happy. But she also knew that this child, in this palace compound, he was not allowed to exist. Once the emperor knows the origin of this child, what awaits them can only be death.
Therefore, the concubine, who had never taken the initiative to please the emperor, suddenly fell in love with the emperor, and every time the emperor came, the lukewarm person also began to implicitly please the emperor.
In the end, she gave birth to the child unharmed, and she and he never saw each other again during the time the child was about to be born.
It's not that I don't want to miss it, it's just that I have to think about this child, and I can't let anyone catch the slightest handle. At the same time, she began to be unusually cautious, every grass, tree, and smell could make her highly nervous.
Because she understands that this is the palace, a place where people eat people and don't spit out bones. Even if there was no affair between her and him, the mere fact that she was pregnant with the dragon seed was enough to arouse the resentment of many women.
In the imperial palace, there are countless children who die before they can be born, even if the emperor has so many women and so many children, but those who die are even more small lives.
Xiao Jin fell into the memory.
He still remembered that his biological father had told him that not long after he was born, the emperor had taken him to the place where he lived as a baby in order to stimulate him.
It was overgrown with weeds, and the emperor ordered people not to clean it, so it was dusty, especially at night, lit by dim candlelight, except for the vicissitudes of a hundred years, it looked like a haunted house, deserted and desolate.
When the Emperor came, he was squatting unkempt on the ground and teasing a bug. His martial arts are not weak, and his five senses are sensitive, so he has already heard footsteps, so he has been pretending to be crazy and stupid, and he has not relaxed for a moment.
The emperor was dressed in a dragon robe, and the huge five-clawed golden dragon looked majestic on the bright yellow satin, but it was all irony for him.
The Emperor stood in front of him, looking at him condescendingly, the mockery in his eyes like substance, piercing the heart and making his blood cold.
He didn't look up, but continued to pinch one of the thin legs of the insect on the ground to prevent it from escaping, smiling silly, as if all the unpleasantness had been forgotten by him.
Then he heard the child's cry. It was his own son, whom he had not yet seen before, and was now being wrapped in the emperor's arms, crying loudly.
He recognized it as his son, because the needle and thread on the swaddling clothes that wrapped the child were very unique, and he recognized that it was her unique skill.
His own child, held in the arms of the enemy. The enemy looked contemptuous, with the most vicious smile in the world on the corner of his mouth, and he said, "Brother Huang, come and see, this is my child with her. ”
No one could see his clenched fists, almost crushing the bones of his hand. No one saw that his bitten lips had overflowed with a hint of Yin Hong.
"The woman who once swore an alliance with you has long been thrown into the arms of others, tossing and turning under others, conceiving and giving birth to other people's children for ten months. And you, can only watch her fall in love with me in this dark and damp courtyard, and become a madman alone. Brother Huang, do you regret it or not? The emperor's face instantly enlarged in front of him, and his expression was full of provocation. This person, every move seems to be made of evil. He didn't even know why he hated him so much, why he targeted him so much.
But he couldn't ask. Because he's crazy.
And he doesn't care so much anymore. No matter why he lied to him, used him, and tortured him like this in the first place, even if he knew the cause and effect, what was the point?
Can things go back to the way they were? Can it still be pretended that nothing happened?
It's been so many years. He was angry, he was resentful, he was angry, he cursed everything. The anger that should be there, the self that should be tortured, is enough for a long time.
Now what he cares about is that the woman he loves loves him as always, even if she is married to someone else, and the child she gives birth to must be called the father and the emperor. But every inch of her heart belongs to herself, and this child also has his blood flowing in his body, which cannot be changed.
However, he was not sure what the emperor's intention was to bring his son to see him. Just to stimulate him? Or did he suspect something, so he came to test him?
He didn't dare to think about it, but he couldn't do nothing, so he took a gamble. Gambled with this kid.
The Emperor stood in front of him, holding this young life in his arms. His expression is not loving, but there is a moment of tenderness, but this tenderness comes from a bit of sincerity, but it is difficult to consider.
The emperor handed the child to him, with a dark and uncertain look on his face, and he said, "Brother Huang, don't you hug him?" This is Juan'er's child. ”
At that time, he glanced up at the emperor, there seemed to be a blank in his eyes, his star-like eyes were shining, and his long eyelashes were fluttering, and then he took the child over, staring deeply at the child's eyebrows, wanting to see his appearance carefully.
This is his child. him and her children.
It has nothing to do with this high emperor. He is only his and her child.
He didn't seem to have enough of it, and the more he looked at the child, the more likable he became. But suddenly a warning came, and although he didn't look up, he felt the emperor's meaningful gaze.
So he subconsciously sensed danger. Not only himself, but his children and even her are in danger all the time. So, at the last moment, he made a decision.
He seemed to like this well-behaved child very much, held it in his hand and refused to let go, but raised his head, looked at the emperor in a daze and asked, "This is for me?" This is for me? ”
As he spoke, he rubbed the child into his arms, and with a lot of effort, he made the baby in his arms cry hoarsely. He hurts in his heart, but he doesn't show it on his face.
The emperor shook his head suspiciously and said, "This is not yours, he is mine, the child of me and Juan'er." Come, give him to me. As he spoke, he reached out to pick up the child in his arms.
"Not for me?" He took a step back, just like the child was unhappy when he didn't get the toy, pouted, held the child in one hand, and said madly: "No! That's mine! It's mine! He's so much funnier than this bug! I want him to play with me! ”
"The emperor's brother is not allowed to mess around, hurry up and return the emperor to me!" The emperor took a step of deception and made a gesture of snatching.
"No, no! It's mine! It's mine! He made a gesture to cry, and shouted, "It's not mine, but it's still what to do!" Not for you! Nothing for you! I won't give it to you! ”
As he spoke, he lifted the child in his arms fiercely, and then threw it forward.
He was gambling, gambling that the emperor would definitely save him. Bet that he came here today, just to stimulate him with the child born to Juan'er, not to really know about his connection with Juan'er.
He couldn't let him doubt them. Otherwise, not only will the child not survive, but Juan'er's fate will also be miserable, and it may also affect Juan'er's mother's family, he doesn't want to see such a thing happen.
Therefore, he threw his own son out with his own hands, and could only wait for the result. He hoped that the emperor would take the child and wash away his suspicions about him, so that he could be raised as his own son in the future.
At that time, he didn't have too many ideas. The only thing I want is to hope that my son and the woman I love can live in this cage completely.
Thankfully, he was right.
The emperor didn't expect that he would really throw the child out. There was no trace of compassion on his face, but the smugness of throwing away the toy that had almost been snatched away, and then he crouched on the ground without doing anything, and went back to find the worm that no longer knew where it had gone.
Seeing that the child is about to land, if he does not stop it, the child will definitely die.
In fact, he came here on a whim. He didn't get any news that this person was having another affair with Juan'er, but he was just suspicious of Juan'er's sudden enthusiasm for him.
He had questioned her straight to the point, and she did not deny that she still did not want to forgive him. But she also confessed that she had seen this man once on the road, but the other party no longer recognized her, and passed by her, and there was no longer the previous throbbing and tacit understanding.
She did marry the man so that he didn't die, even now. It's just that it's a foregone conclusion, she might as well think about it for the Chai family, and it can be regarded as doing a little bit for the Chai family.
The emperor is a suspicious person, so he doesn't believe it all, so this is a good show of temptation. But seeing that the child was about to fall to the ground and die, and the appearance of this man who didn't care at all made the emperor reluctantly believe that this child had nothing to do with him.
Therefore, the emperor reached out in time to hug the child.
He didn't say anything more to him, but turned away, and ordered the minions outside to look at him well, and disappeared from sight with the child.
The man in the yard was still stupidly holding on to the insects, but no one could see the heart wrapped under the layer of flesh and skin, and he breathed a long sigh of relief.
Bet right.
He almost couldn't help but rush out to save people.
He knew that if he rushed out, all pretense would be ruined. He cared so much about this child, with the emperor's suspicious mind, how could he tolerate this child to live in this world again.
However, he was not really ruthless enough to watch his child fall to his death like this.
It was not easy for Juan'er to conceive this child. Years of contraceptive medication had taken her body, making it difficult for her to have children. Unexpectedly, maybe it was God's mercy, just that once, God still gave him a successor.
After the birth of this child, it is almost impossible for her to get pregnant in the future. So, this is his only child and her only child. He couldn't bear to let this child pay for his own survival.
At that moment, he was ready to die. And if he died, she probably wouldn't have lived alone. The emperor would never allow an evil seed that was not his dragon species to wander in front of him alive, so their family of three was almost a certain death.
However, he did not regret it much. If a family of three can be reunited in the underworld, I'm afraid it will not be a bad thing.
But in the end, the emperor didn't really watch the child die. He saved his child and really relieved him.
After that, the child grew up slowly, and his appearance was delicate, and he was also elegant and knew etiquette. Although he doesn't often play with the children in the palace, he also has a good relationship with the two of them, and occasionally comes to visit the door, and his childhood is happy.
Until Xiao Jin was eight years old, he saw that his mother concubine had an affair with another man, he silently guarded this secret, slept badly all night long, kept this secret for five years, and became much more impetuous, if it weren't for this, I am afraid that his mother would not scold her, nor would his grievances explode instantly, and he would not really see his so-called biological father with his own eyes.
It took Xiao Jin a long time to digest the news.
He was not the son of the emperor, but the son of the emperor's brother.
The past between his 'father' and his 'father' gave him a strong blow to his young heart.
It's no wonder that his mother has instilled all kinds of knowledge in him since he was a child. Not only those pianos, chess, calligraphy and paintings, knives, guns, sticks, but also many strange classics handed down from the Chai family, he has also read them one by one.
Seven hundred years ago, the strength of Da Yue and Da Chen, Wen Yingzi and Chai Zhao in that era, knew that the things were far from being comparable to those that had been lost after the destruction of the two countries.
This is also the opportunity for him to really start interested in the story of Wen Yingzi and Chai Zhao.
He has been intelligent since childhood. The concubine always asked him to learn all kinds of knowledge, so he thought that the concubine was interested in the position of the queen mother, and wanted him to compete for the throne and bring her honor.
Although he is not interested in the throne, he is willing to try his best for the sake of his mother. Because the mother concubine is the best person in history, she loves him and protects him, not afraid of wind and rain, and not afraid of severe cold. Even if anyone wanted to bully him, the mother concubine dared to fight with the other party.
Therefore, he also wants to be a good boy who can protect his mother and concubine. So, although the mother concubine didn't say anything, she didn't ask for anything, but he studied harder, made himself perform better, and even tried every means to attract the attention of his father, all in order to let the mother concubine have a day and really make her dream come true.
But at the age of eight, all dreams were shattered.
Even if he encountered many 'accidents', he never flinched, but when he really saw the man and his mother hugging and kissing, he no longer had the courage to excel.
And at this moment, he knew the truth of the matter. I know how despicable and shameless the so-called father is, and I know how terrible the suffering my biological parents have experienced. He was suddenly dazed.
What should he do?
As if nothing had happened, continue to be his Royal Highness?
Or do you engrave the shame of this moment in your heart, seize the throne, and avenge your father and mother? (To be continued.) )