Helplessly, I had to accept a lot of reality. I was as angry as ever. However, my anger is just anger and does not change anything.

Their plan is tight, and even if I know, I'm angry, I'm resisting, it's just ineffective, or worse.

There are two possible outcomes: one is that they will find some staff member who will match the action and your mind and say, "Look at it, she knows everything." That's what she planned, she did it on purpose. ”

And so on, as on any previous occasion, you resist, you see them so bad, you say, you move, the result is that they will spray you, you will be angry, but helpless.

Your resistance and anger, their response is to make your situation worse.

There is no heavenly reason, maybe that's what they want you to see.

Or, just find some staff and follow the storyline and say, "I can't do this anymore." We're going to have to change it. You know who it is, it's painful to die. ”

Then he looks at you a few times, intentionally or unintentionally, "It's really ruthless, I just hope that people are dead, right?" ”

Anyway, it's just a few tricks, and in fact there is nothing, and their plan is still like that, what should it be.

While accusing you of being too introverted and too limited (this is true, but the point is not here.)

The point is that their staff is not exposed to more things than I am.

The difference is not in introversion and closedness, but in limitations or anything.

The gap is that I am suppressed, aggrieved, angry and helpless.

They also don't have much to do or people to experience, but they gossip, happily tidy up, suppress and dirty, and here's the difference.

On the one hand, he is completely controlled, and all kinds of viciousness is directed at you.

Helplessness is just helplessness.

I was angry, but I knew that for the rest of my life, I might just be persecuted, trampled on, persecuted, and suppressed.

I don't do harm that is effective against anyone.

Although, they basically persecuted me to death with all their conscience, and at the same time hoped that I would like to do this, what I needed, in fact, it was not they who suppressed and framed and persecuted me, but I thought that I had caused harm to others.

It's difficult, but they have enough resources to master, to keep instilling in me, to do something about every little thing, to look weird, and then you pay attention, and they do something hinting at it.

If I do more, there will always be an effect, not to mention that I am restricted, as long as I see what they have done with them, my thinking will always follow their intentions.

I know very well that after this crackdown, I will be exhausted, I will be in a lot of pain, and I will want change and revenge.

But, you know, this is the prologue.

They want me to be in this state.

I wouldn't have found any targets at all, instead, it was the beginning of my exploitation.

I am now given hope, a hope of what to be a teacher, and they make a point of emphasizing that there can be no criminal record.

Of course, it is impossible to want a criminal record, they are a collective, each person contributes a force, collectively persecuts one person, and each person inserts a knife.

I think it's hard to find someone who deserves to die, and it's even more impossible to shoot at the culprit.

I will be placed in all kinds of situations by them, and I will make whatever expression they need when they need it.

Or, worse, they don't need me to be able to move freely anymore.

It is likely that my body will be destroyed in such a way that I will not be able to resist at any time.

But, at the same time, they reserve the possibility that they will infringe on me at will.

The situation was extremely bad, and I lost the ability to resist, so I could only respond to various short-term stress reactions under their various external stimuli.

Not only is it involuntarily self-sufficient, but it is even more terrifying, and what is even more terrifying is that it is involuntary to speak and react.

Under their various persuasions and intimidations, as well as various touches, they cooperated and were violated in a short time.

Then there is pain, then there are all kinds of touches, persuasion and intimidation, cooperation for a short time, and so on.

Life is better than death.

I know that I may only be suppressed, framed, persecuted, and violated in this life.

I didn't have any chance to resist or hurt the other person.

I'm used to horror and all sorts of weird things they create.

I also knew that they were trying to make me feel that my reaction actually had an impact on their whole horrific plan.

It makes me feel that I am completely to blame for their murder.

But I know very well, I understand, I am very sober to watch the most horrific events coming.