The night, at last, came, the endless night and the endless darkness, just as she was in the mood. Jin Wan thought about today's events carefully, it seemed that she had buried another love, a love that could not be called love, it felt like a dream, and she and Lu Wenzhe seemed to have ended before they started.

This love is completely unequal, just like the love of a toad and a swan.

Will there be love between a toad and a swan, and even if there is, will it last?

Oh, that's ironic.

She suddenly missed Ah Min very much, and remembered the love story between the toad and the swan that Ah Min told her.

Amin said: "A toad fell in love with a swan, this is true, not a fable. ”

She recalled Ah Min's soft expression at that time.

He said that no one knew that the swan was a swan when she was an ugly duckling. She didn't forage with other ducks, she had a feather that didn't coordinate with everyone, and she didn't know how to take a steady figure-eight step like other ducks, and she had already become a laughing stock for everyone.

At this time, a toad jumped out of the grass, stayed by her side, taught her to sing and dance, and accompanied her through the darkest time of her life. They had been living by the lake, and he watched her grow more and more beautiful and charming, and finally became a noble and elegant swan.

Later, the swan left the original lake and flew to another world, the toad did not see him off, he understood that the swan had to leave after all, but he did not have the courage to face the parting that would come sooner or later, he was afraid of losing her. ……

The lake is calm again, and the ducks are still playing in the water every day, swaying forward with figure-eight steps. The toad still sang to the moon every night, but the song was like a cry, and the bright moon also sank to the bottom of the water, rippling in circles with the wind.

Suddenly, one day, a "bang" gunshot pierced the dawn, and the toad cup, which had just woken up from hibernation, jumped into the water in shock.

It's a swan! The swan was wounded, and the toad healed her, but the swan was too weak to have strength or food.

She said, "Can you get me something to eat?" ”

The toad was not capable of foraging for the swan, and he felt ashamed.

"Perha......ps," Swan thought for a moment, "you can trick your brother frog into it." ”

The swan's voice was very soft, but it still scared the toad, he looked at his skin, the leprosy was scarred, even if he let the swan eat, the swan would feel disgusted. Seeing the swan's weak appearance, he shed tears again, without words, and turned away.

The swan lay quietly with its eyes closed, weak. Suddenly, there was one or two low noises in the grass not far away, "quack, quack, quack". When she opened her eyes, the grass was green, and it was a frog, and she pounced on it without hesitation, swallowing it.

After a long time, the swan felt a little more restored and stood up. As twilight approached, the toad had not returned, and the swan was ready to say hello before leaving. After all, the territory of the toad is not the same as the sky of the swan, and it is still very dangerous here.

At this moment, she looked into the distance, and in the grass where she had just found the frog, there was a skin of a toad that had just been shed......

Jin Wan remembered that Ah Min once said that he would love her like a toad, but he was not a toad, they would love each other very much and be very happy.

Later, Ah Min really loved her like a toad loves a swan, but he still didn't count what he said, and they weren't happily together.

Jin Wan lay quietly on the bed, and Lu Wenzhe beside her seemed to be asleep. She let out a long sigh. Looking back on her life, it is really bleak as snow.

She was an orphan and was raised by a widowed grandmother until she was six years old, and then her grandmother died and she began to wander. Later, she was brought back to the headquarters by the coach of the secret service team, and met Ah Min and Lu Wenzhe in this way.

At the age of 15, he began his official mission, and at the age of 18, he became a well-known killer Eagle in the secret service world. She is the sharp knife of agents, more powerful than ordinary agents, and a killer who kills like hemp. Learn, train, lurk, kill. Since the age of six, she has been repeating such things, like a precise machine, never resting, never complaining, because she knows that she is not qualified to do so, and it is good to have Ah Min by her side.

This life did not stop until Ah Min died, when she was 22 years old.

By now, she is only 28 years old, but she feels as if she has lived her whole life. In a lifetime, I have killed countless people, experienced two relationships, bitter and sweet, and now there is nothing left, only nothingness.

Ah Min is dead, Lu Wenzhe, from now on, she will not appear in front of his eyes to interfere with his life. As soon as they all ended here, they had to find a place where no one was there and spend the rest of their lives alone in silence.

Life goes on, and she will not be pessimistic or optimistic, because there is no point in anything. ……

Jin Wan has killed many people and seen all kinds of dying expressions, hideous, arrogant, gentle, indifferent, lewd ~~~ evil...... She has faced life and death many times, and has thought about death, but she has only thought of her expression before death. After falling to the ground and dying that day, Jin Wan still didn't have time to look at her expression.

Jin Wan died, under a little-known killer gun, right in the middle of the eyebrows.

It's too late to leave Lu Wenzhe, he accompanies her all day long, asks for warmth, and is infinitely attentive, he washes dishes and mops the floor, paints eyebrows and makeup, makes beds and quilts, massages and cleans......

He said to her, "I want to be at home." Wan'er, I will always be with you and wait for you, become a good husband, and we will become the happiest couple. ”

Now, whether he wants it or not, she is leaving.

She wanted to hold on to seeing Lu Wenzhe for the last time, and said to him, "Wenzhe, go find Mo Li." "Not after all.

Her body fell heavily, and her soul became lighter and lighter, floating upwards, upwards. It seems to be heard in my ears, "Don't look for me after being a ghost, who told you to kill so many people in the first place, and kill people who shouldn't have been killed." ”……

When Lu Wenzhe went home and saw Jin Wan lying in a pool of blood, he only felt that his heart was broken and the world was spinning.

"Wan'er!" He had a broken heart.

On the first day, Lu Wenzhe hugged Anno and cried heartbreakingly: "Wan'er, wake up, Wan'er, don't leave me!" ”

He carefully groomed her, gently stroking her hair, her face. I thought of her soft tone, bright smile, cold eyes, and determined gaze. The bits and pieces of getting along in the past six years are as clear as a movie.

Six years of grinding ears and temples, relying on each other for their lives. But now she is gone, she can no longer listen to her laughter, there is no longer a whisper in the middle of the night, his love, hatred, sorrows, joys and sorrows, hardships and pains, have nothing to do with her from now on, and no one will share them with him again.

Lu Wenzhe reached out and touched the corner of his eye, and his hand was cold. He leaned down and gently pressed her forehead against her, and muttered, "Wan'er, we said we would go to Lhasa, to West Lake, to Huashan, and to those places we have never been to before." Wan'er, we haven't gone anywhere yet. How can you miss an appointment? ”

"Wan'er, I love you. You promised to stay with me forever, and you can't break your word. ”

"I never wanted to be separated from you, we have been together since we were children, childhood sweethearts, and we are still husband and wife."

"As for Mo Li, I won't be with her, this is the last time I'll see her in front of you. You can rest assured. ”

"Wan'er, are you going to find Ah Min? Why did you ignore me? ”……

"Are you okay over there? Did you find Ah Min? If I see him and tell him, I don't take care of you, I don't have the face to see him. When I come to the underworld in the future, I will bypass him. But let you see him innocently, and I am worthy of him. But Wan'er, I'm sorry for you. ”……

On the second day, the third day, the fourth day, and the fifth day, Lu Wenzhe did not eat, drink, speak, or sleep, like a statue lifeless.

On the sixth day, Lu Wenzhe got up without warning, regardless of his stiff and trembling hands and feet, sent Jin Wan to the crematorium, and brought back a blue and white porcelain bottle.

On the seventh day, Lu Wenzhe took the train to Lhasa, holding a blue and white porcelain vase in his arms, "Wan'er, I'll take you to Lhasa." ”

It was only at this time that he finally understood the taste of acacia - an inch of acacia and an inch of gray......

(Thank you for the gift of Tianya Fangcao Tree, thank you for Mercury's masked superman, the monthly pass of the sheep breed, thank you~) (To be continued.) )