Fanwai: Who said that love at first sight has nothing to do with lust ~ desire? (a)
"Jingle Jingle Bell" The doorbell rang, Jin Wan slid her wheelchair to the door, turned on the wireless video intercom doorbell, and a twenty-seven or eight-year-old man appeared in the video, holding a package in his hand. "Le" Wen "Xiao" said|
Jin Wan asked expressionlessly, "Who are you looking for?" β
The other party said, "Hello, is it Miss Jin Wan?" You have a parcel, please sign for it. β
Jin Wan was vigilant in her heart: "Put down the package, step back twenty meters, and after I sign it, you can come and get it again." β
"This, okay."
Jin Wan opened the door, quickly signed her name, and then quickly closed the door.
Holding the package, she was puzzled in her heart, and couldn't help muttering: "Strange, who will send me the package, is it Wenzhe?" No, there don't seem to be any special days lately. Forget it, open it and take a look. β
But I don't know what kind of earth-shaking impact this package will have on her life.
Soon, a journal and an envelope appeared in front of her.
Jin Wan tore open the envelope and took out the contents inside, and a photo came into view.
There are two people in the photo, the man is chic and elegant, and it is her husband Lu Wenzhe, and the woman is gentle and bright, but she doesn't know her. The second and third ...... The man and woman in the photo are holding hands, hugging and laughing, kissing intimately, or playing sweetly.
The photos undoubtedly show that her husband, Lu Wenzhe, is in love with another woman. Jin Wan didn't feel so shocked, and even didn't think so, and secretly sarcastic in her heart: Why don't these people understand, who are they. Agent, even if she retires, such a low-level trick is used. Count on her to have some reaction. Hehe!
Jin Wan put down the photo and opened the diary, ready to see what tricks would be on it.
There are rows of delicate and upright handwriting, and the first page suddenly reads, "Hello Jin Wan, I'm Mo Li, send these things to you in the hope that you can see them." If you can find the time to read it, then my wish will be granted. Not very grateful. β
Jin Wan quietly turned the second page.
"June 5, 2010 was sunny
Reminiscing about that time, the first time we met.
I always remember the moment I first met Lu Wenzhe. That. There was a good sun, and I came out of my dorm room with a stack of books to go to public class, passing by the basketball court and hearing thunderous cheers. It's a game.
Lu Wenzhe scored an extremely beautiful three-pointer and sealed the victory in the last few seconds. Prior to this, his team was still 2 points behind, and Lu Zhiran, wearing a yellow vest in the crowd, was tall. Remember, remember! β
Jin Wan smiled coldly, is this really the case, love at first sight?
This woman named Mo Li is too superficial. Fall in love with Lu Wenzhe's appearance and ball skills? If Lu Wenzhe is also a cripple like her Jin Wan, then no matter how handsome he is, will she fall in love with him?
Hehe, it's always like this in this world. There are those things that love the beauty of the surface, which shows that people love beauty, especially handsome guys and beauties. Who said that love at first sight has nothing to do with lust ~ desire?
Jin Wan smiled sarcastically and continued to look down.
June 6, 2015
I never told anyone about it, including Lu Wenzhe in the future. No one would believe that because of the basketball game in my freshman year, I would have a deep memory of Lu Wenzhe who met for the first time. Love at first sight.
It was only when I found out his name that I was disappointed to find out that the stadium hero had graduated from his senior year. That race was their farewell match. I just know his name - Lu Wenzhe.
I was a famous girl at that nationally famous university because of my impeccable calligraphy and painting skills. At that time, I was still 19 years young, and I was young and bright. As a result, a lot of letters will be received. Those letters sent from the school go around the outside through the guΓ² post office and then back to the school...... My hands. I don't look at it, I'm very interested. On weekends, I don't say yes to anyone's invitations. Wearing only black, he sat quietly in the stands of the basketball court, thinking about some thoughts.
The arrogant Mo Li graduated four years later, and was able to stay in school because of his outstanding academics. And had the opportunity to look through the information of his senior brother Lu Wenzhe, of course, together with his home phone, and called.
A gentle woman's voice came from the microphone: 'Who are you looking for?' β
'Auntie, can Lu Wenzhe be at home? β
The other party was stunned; 'Wen Zhe is now in Shanghai. You are? β
'Oh, I'm a classmate he hasn't seen in a few years, and I want to contact him, can you tell me how to contact him?' β
You can go to his company and find him, his mobile phone number is 132xxxxxxxx. β
Hanging up the phone, I was stunned for a moment, I had wasted four years of time, that person had been living in the same city as me, and had not been far away. β
Seeing this, Jin Wan shook her head speechlessly, how could there be such a self-righteous person?
She is good enough, young and beautiful, or she plants the shadow of Lu Wenzhe in her heart, and becomes arrogant and infatuated or so-called ruthless?
Jin Wan still remembers the phone call above, a person called her aunt, hehe~ When did she become an aunt-level person? She didn't understand it before, and she didn't need to explain or mind, but now she knows that falling in love with someone will subconsciously misinterpret something, is the woman in Lu Wenzhe's family her aunt?
Why did Lu Wenzhe go to school? It's not yet a mission.
Performing a task, what a familiar and distant thing, Jin Wan couldn't help but be in a trance. Her leg was broken during the mission!
That time, Jin Wan was stimulated by Ah Min's death, and she was in a trance and killed people like crazy. happened to meet Lu Wenzhe on a mission, his flesh and blood were blurred and dangerous, and there were more than a hundred enemies around him, she joined the battle group and carried out the mission with him......
It was precisely because of that mission that she was lame, Lu Wenzhe broke her heart and lungs, and then retired and lived a plain and comfortable life. β¦β¦
Calming down, Jin Wan casually held the notebook and continued to look down.
"8 October 20015
I finally knew where he was, but I couldn't think of a logical reason to talk to him for a few days. And so on for a few days. Unable to press it, I found him. The voice on the other end was approaching and steady.
'Who are you?' β
'Hello. I am a school teacher, and I am sorting out the files~ case and tracking the outstanding students, may I ask, where are you working now? β
What a suffocating lie, he actually believed it and calmly answered.
Three days after seeing him. A restaurant near his company. It's been three years since I first met him, and he's still tall and handsome. An ordinary white shirt was worn by him neatly and elegantly, elegant and light like a child of a family.
It just so happened that his company was recruiting graphic designers, and I was admitted to it with a good art foundation, and I came to him after completing the resignation procedures for the school. Began the days of being in the same building with him. I was finally able to see him for real, and every day after that, I was really happy, very happy, very happy!
It turns out that happiness is so simple, and the reason why I have been lonely and lonely for so many years is because I can't see him, and I don't have him by my side. β
Has she ever had such a little daughter's feelings?
Jin Wan's thoughts drifted away instantly. She seems to have found that kind of feeling only in front of Ah Min, serious love, serious feelings. For each other's every move, a smile, bit by bit. Trivial things are involved. Such delicate feelings, the mood of gains and losses, are really green, very satisfying, and very nostalgic.
She is like this, and Mo Li is a normal girl, even more so. Seeing this, she already believed that this incident was not a conspiracy, but something that really happened.
Jin Wan only felt irritable. Now, there is such a wonderful woman. It would not be so pleasant to have such blind and pure feelings for her husband if he were still in love with that woman.
Lu Wenzhe, are you in love with her?
"9 October 20015
Lu Wenzhe is the CEO of the company, which is good. On the first day of work, he gathered the whole company and held a brief welcome meeting for me and three other new employees.
Yes, I deliberately stayed for a while, and at the end, sure enough, he stopped me, "Miss Mo, I read your resume, we are alumni." Your ability is very outstanding, and you are wronged to be able to develop in a small company like ours. β
I smile at him, just because, I smile at him, just because, I like ...... Graphic design.
I smiled and said, 'I'll do my best.' He smiled too, with a hint of appreciation between his eyebrows. β
"15/15/2011
My company in Lu Wenzhe quickly became popular. It's a sunrise business with a lot of young people. After work, someone would invite me to tea, dinner, flowers, perfumes, jewelry. I just refuse.
After being together for a long time, I am very familiar with the people around me, including Lu Wenzhe. Sometimes he would joke with me: 'Mo Li, why, the young man in our company, you don't look down on any of them.' β
The person I have a crush on is you, why don't you understand?
My heart was dripping blood, and I laughed: 'No, I don't have a shortage of money in my hands, I don't have to treat a relationship with utilitarianism like a woman who is looking for a long-term meal ticket, if I marry someone I don't want, wouldn't it be too much of a loss?' β
He smiled, his eyes full of appreciation. I saw both relief and pain in my eyes, what I said was true, but I wanted to say that it was because of you. β¦β¦ But what's the use, I'm late!
I heard that he has already had a childhood sweetheart wife who has been in love with each other for many years.
I once accidentally saw a photo of him and his wife on his desk, and the two smiling faces were sweetly together, which made my eyes ache. After a long time, I gradually feel that I can't get it every day, and I can't see it and eat it, which is a kind of torment. Such a sinking is sad. β
Seeing this, Jin Wan breathed a sigh of relief, the seven hardships of life: birth, old age, illness, death, love and separation, resentment and hatred, and I can't ask for it. Mo Li, do you know what it's like to ask for nothing? She'd already tasted it all. The years of great joy and sorrow have long passed, and I have long been moved by the things in the world. If it weren't for this accident, she would have spent her life with Lu Wenzhe plainly. Pity......
Jin Wan turned another page.
November 18, 2015
I worked overtime until the early hours of the morning. I got up to make myself a cup of coffee, and when I turned around, I met the eyes of Vice President Song Mingjiang. I could see the eagerness in his eyes, and my heart tightened, and I quietly returned to my seat to work.
The so-called proficiency, when you reach a certain level, you can work in a daze. Lu Wenzhe, Lu Wenzhe, is holding hands with his beloved wife at the moment.
It was his wife's birthday, and in the afternoon, he came apologetically and said, 'I can't work with you tonight.' β
I was sad, and my tone was mean: 'This is Mr. Lu's company, do you still need to greet us if you don't work overtime?' β
He was stunned, looked me deeply, was silent, and then pushed the door open and left.
Song Mingjiang walked up to me and said to me softly, 'Miss Mo, don't you know that Lu Wenzhe and his wife have a very good relationship? β
I was angry, held back my breath, and pretended to be naΓ―ve: 'Wow, really? That's great! His wife is so happy. β
He looked at me and said, 'yes, you can too.' As long as you ...... Willing. β
I pretended not to hear, and pretended to be inadvertently and deliberately asked, 'Really?' I'm not so blessed. His wife must be beautiful, right? β
Song Mingjiang nodded, "Yes, it's beautiful." He shook his head again, "But ......, you'll understand when you see it." β
I don't understand, I certainly don't. I thought I was beautiful, but his wife was also very beautiful, extraordinarily gorgeous. I've seen his wife, even though I've only seen a half-length photo.
It was a very beautiful person, cold as the moon, elegant as an orchid, charming and bright, elegant and calm, peerless, very contradictory temperament, but surprisingly harmonious and beautiful. I have never seen such a beautiful smile as a flower, and the smile makes people's hearts flutter, and the smile is so bad that even the flowers are colorless.
For the first time in my life, I felt suffocated by a woman, such a beautiful person was jealous of me as a woman, but Song Mingjiang said it so ambiguously. Is there anything else I don't know?
I asked urgently: 'Mr. Song, why do you want to see it to understand, don't you know if it's beautiful?' β
Song Mingjiang said: "This, it is indeed so. I can't say, I can't say. β
'What is not easy to say, don't hesitate, say it! β
Actually, it was nothing, his wife's legs were paralyzed. β
'What?! I lost my voice.
He is such a good man that he should have a wife who is paralyzed in both legs, even though she is beautiful? How pitiful is he? Why, why did he suffer so much? The person I have been in love with in the twilight of the morning and twilight is living in such a situation?
Lu Wenzhe, why did you choose to not accept my love, but to love and spoil such a disabled person? I'm beautiful too, how am I inferior to her? Besides, I love you so much, why can't you see it? β¦β¦β
Jin Wan sighed again and muttered, "Mo Li, it is a very happy thing to have someone to love, you must know how to cherish it." It is difficult to find someone who truly loves you in a person's life, and if you miss it, you will never find it again. Song Mingjiang is very good to you. β
Take 10,000 steps back, even if you don't like that person, but please don't hurt and take advantage of the people who love you, this is the basic principle of being a human being, even killer agents are no exception. Just like Lu Wenzhe, just like Ah Min, she has always cherished it. She is a person with a hard life and does not have many blessings, so she has always cherished her blessings. But now, her blessings seem to have run out.
Lu Wenzhe, Lu Wenzhe, are you in love with her? (To be continued.) )
ps: Today's one shift, four thousand words, no need to wait for the evening, Mo Mo o(n_n)o~>