Chapter 62: Pain
She paused and continued, "Sure enough, as I expected, our negotiations were very unpleasant at first, she was arrogant and self-righteous, and then our verbal dispute became more and more serious, I was too lazy to have a boring argument with her, I asked her to leave, she was annoyed and angry, so she pushed me hard, I was defenseless, a center of gravity was unstable, and I hit the corner of the table hard, and then I was bounced back to the edge of the sofa by the impact, I was paralyzed by the sudden pain, I couldn't tell if it was a lower back pain or a stomachache, but I knew I had completely lost the baby in my belly,"
Li Manfei said hatefully, "They are so cruel, they strangled my unborn child together, he is so young, so innocent, he disappeared before he saw this world, I hate them." ”
She already knew that Xu Jianlin was a cowardly and incompetent man, he watched his wife and child disappear when he was injured, and he didn't stop the rescue, Su Manxue asked angrily, "Does he often stay up all night?" ”
Li Manfei's line of clear tears flowed out of his eyes and flowed down the tails of his eyes into the roots of his hair, "He has often stayed up all night lately, but I have never doubted him, I know that he likes gambling and socializing, I thought he was just going to gamble or socialize." ”
She suddenly shouted hysterically, "It was my stupidity and stubbornness that hurt me and my children, and I really regret why I didn't listen to your advice in the first place." ”
She finally couldn't control her feelings anymore and began to cry loudly.
Looking at Li Manfei, who couldn't stop crying, Su Manxue persuaded distressedly, "Manfei, I know that losing your child makes you sad, you feel guilty, your heart hurts, but you can't go on like this, you have to come out of the pain as much as possible, you still have Xiaoyan, you have to protect yourself for Xiaoyan, do you want Xiaoyan to live with an unscrupulous father like him?" This will hurt Xiaoyan for the rest of his life. ”
"Yes, I also have to cheer myself up for the sake of Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan is now my only spiritual support."
Li Manfei asked with teary eyes, "What about Xiaoyan?" ”
Su Manxue said with relief, "I want to accompany you here at night, I'm afraid that Xiaoyan won't sleep well here, so I asked my father to take him back." ”
Li Manfei said leisurely, "Manxue, I want a divorce, you help me find a lawyer, I must earn custody of the child." ”
She was not surprised at all by Manfei's determination to divorce, it was completely in her expectation, any woman would be chilled when she met such a cowardly and unscrupulous husband, "Manfei, you have finally figured it out, you are finally willing to face this qiē bravely, I am glad for your relief." ”
I hope she really made up her mind, even so, she still has a trace of worry in her heart, she knows Manfei's character very well, and now she is angry and says that she wants to divorce, and after a while, she may change her mind again, she is the most soft-hearted, and often forgets the pain when the scar is good.
"When I encounter such a thing, if I am still reluctant and can't let go, then I have to be heartless and lungs to the point, I don't love anymore, I don't belong to me, I have to have the courage to accept the cruel reality of love, learn to let go, and in the future, I just want Xiaoyan to be happy."
Su Manxue nodded affirmatively, "You and Xiaoyan will be happy." ”
Li Manfei felt bitter in her heart, from the moment she knew the truth, happiness was already very far away for her.