Chapter 63: Pain
She is really worried about Xiaoyan, if even she is not happy, how can Xiaoyan feel happy.
She looked at Manxue, her heart was like a pinprick stinging, she had to work hard to make Xiaoyan happy, she couldn't let Xiaoyan be as unhappy and unhappy as Manxue.
Saying so, it's easier said than done, their happy sky has collapsed, how can she mend it?
How can the resentment in her heart be removed?
How does she make up for the guilt she feels about Xiaoyan?
It's all because she was incompetent that she didn't keep her marriage and gave Xiaoyan a broken home, and she felt sad and pity in her heart, "Poor Xiaoyan." ”
"Did he come to see me?"
Li Manfei asked in a slush.
"Nope,"
Su Manxue replied simply, and her tone was also light, Manfei really still didn't give up on him, can love really make a person lose his mind to this kind of journey?
"Do you think I'm very pretentious, very cheap?"
Li Manfei asked self-deprecatingly, "Sometimes I feel that I am very cheap, he treats me like this, I even thought that he would find out and come to see me with his conscience." Su Manxue shook her head, "It's stupid, you have given up too much for the sake of your relationship." Li Manfei cried and said, "Although he hurt me, I still can't control my heart to love him, but he hurt my child, I hate him, I have love and hatred for him, a marriage mixed with hatred will not last long, and this kind of hatred will affect Xiaoyan, don't worry, although I have a heart to give, for Xiaoyan and for myself, I will still choose to divorce, I can't let that woman hurt Xiaoyan again, that woman is a pervert, if I don't divorce, she will definitely not let us go." "Manfei, you are really not an ordinary stupid, he treats you like this, you still think about him in your heart and love him." Su Manxue sighed softly, she was really helpless and speechless to Manfei. "I'm very stupid, but Manxue, you haven't loved, you won't understand the feeling of love, I'm obsessed with love." Li Manfei looked at Su Manxue's expression, and she regretted the latter sentence after speaking, what qualification did she have to accuse Manxue of not knowing love? If she understands love, how can she let herself fall to this point? "Yes, I haven't loved, so you think I don't understand your so-called love, but do you really understand? Love is persistent, is stubborn, I think whether it is persistent or stubborn is a separation, a person who is not worthy of your love, you are persistent and stubborn about him, that will only hurt yourself, sometimes love is to let go when it is time to let go, blind stubbornness will only bring pain to more people. "But I just love him, how can our husband and wife relationship for several years be broken." Li Manfei was in tears of pain. Su Manxue said with some annoyance, "Yes, only you husband and wife are deeply in love." She suddenly thought that Manfei was still sick, she calmed her mind and said slowly, "Manfei, I shouldn't force you to forget what happened so quickly, after all, the pain will take time to heal, but I don't want you to live in the pain for too long." Li Manfei smiled bitterly, "I will try to forget it." She knew that she would never be happy again in her life, and that she would always carry the pain he brought her to live. Su Manxue accompanied Li Manfei all night. Li Manfei slept very unsteadily all night, she was always struggling in painful nightmares, and Su Manxue was always by her bedside to take care of her, sometimes she would wake her up from the nightmares, and sometimes she would soothe her nightmares with gentle words.