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Ji Weiran will recall him in many wandering years.

When he was young, it was she who walked towards him, she was by his side, it was his gentle smile, it was his big hands, and there was a slightly cool but warm temperature.

It was the first time he kissed her, and he shouted: Wei Ran.

As soon as she turned around, he lowered his head, and his lips fell on hers.

That's so gentle to the touch.

Every time he thinks of this scene, Ji Weiran will miss him, his lips, his kisses, and his gentle shouts.

At this moment, Ji Weiran was sitting in front of him, and today, after ten years of separation, they were reunited. She had an exhibition, and she waited for him to arrive. She was so determined, she knew he would come. Sure enough, he really came.

Ji Weiran thought that some tacit understandings could not be changed, some oaths would also be fulfilled, and some promises he did not forget.

The small food stalls on the side of the road, the neon lights are still brilliant, and the strange guests are around, and the boss is shouting and responding, all of which are lively.

Yiqiē and her have not changed since they were separated, they are still the same as they were at the beginning, but they are getting older and older, and they are no longer so young.

Ji Weiran took a bite of the side dish, she smiled happily, "It tastes good, it's as good as before!" ”

Tang Renxiu sat across from her, he held a cigarette in his hand and smoked slowly, "You are as greedy as before. ”

Ji Weiran smiled, "It's still delicious at home." ”

After so many years abroad, Ji Weiran is still not used to Western-style meals, she misses her home even more, and even misses these snacks.

In the past, when they were studying, they would come to such roadside stalls, but this was not allowed by Ji's father, only that it was unhygienic and unhealthy.

But Ji Weiran is indulgent, she just loves to come here.

Now, reliving that beauty, she feels so happy.

Or maybe it's because he's there.

"How have the past few years?" She asked softly.

Tang Renxiu responded, "It's all good." ”

All good.

He said that it was all right, but Tang Renxiu, she was not good.

Alone in a foreign country, she travels back and forth in a strange country and a strange city, she counts the days, she just wants to return to her own place, a place with him.

However, how could Ji Weiran sue him for her pain again, so she said, "I'm all right." ”

He nodded, and said in silence, "That's good." ”

Suddenly, there was no sound, and it was a terrible silence.

Ji Weiran asked, "You...... Got a girlfriend? ”

In the past few years abroad, she has refused to hear anything about him, including whether he has a new lover.

She was afraid to hear.

There was another silence, he seemed to be hesitating, and Ji Weiran's heart hung in the air.

Finally, I heard him say, "Tell me about you abroad." ”

He skipped the topic directly, obviously on purpose, and Ji Weiran thought that he must not have it yet, because he was the same as her...... She suddenly had a trace of joy in her heart, and raised the corners of her lips and said, "For the first five years, I was in France, France was very free, and I was very inspired to paint, and that day I went to the Eiffel Tower, I stood under the tower, and I saw ......."

This night, she kept telling about the experience of traveling in the past few years, from France to England, from England to Italy, and she told all of it, just to let him know better.

She said for hours, and when it was about to dawn, she asked again, "What about you?" ”

She longed to hear about his past, the past she wasn't there.

Tang Renxiu said, "That's it." ”

"What's that? Tell me about it. She pestered him to continue, but he just smiled.

In the end, the owner of the stall came to interrupt them, only saying that they were going to close the stall, Ji Weiran looked at the time, and then found that they had been sitting here for a night.

After settling the bill, they got up, and Tang Renxiu drove her back.

It was very peaceful along the way, with the dawn of dawn, and in front of her apartment, Ji Weiran said, "Your number hasn't changed." ”

Tang Renxiu looked ahead and drove the car seriously, and he whispered, "Changed." ”

Ji Weiran was stunned, he changed his number? He actually changed?

“…… When was it changed? "Didn't he once say that he wouldn't change numbers?

Tang Ren said, "Five years ago. ”

She only asked him for a new number to store, he dropped her off at the door and watched her get out of the car, she waved at him and she went into the apartment before he left.

Ji Weiran leaned against the back of the door, and she looked down at the floor.

The number that was once said to never be changed for the rest of his life was no longer five years ago, what does this mean?

Ji Weiran didn't dare to think about it.

(b)

Ji Weiran didn't think that when she waited for ten years, when she came back again, she was faced with the fact that he was married.

Tang Renxiu, he is married, he has married a wife and had children, and he already has a family of his own.

But how could he?

Didn't you say yes, didn't those expectations and plans for the future say that they would wait for her?

In the clubhouse, Tang Hanchen said with a smile, "Wei Ran, let me introduce you, he is the second one, my second brother and sister!" Luo Huan, you're making fun of your second sister-in-law, that's not right! They are justifiable, and they went to register the certificate, no wonder the second child was angry! Ha ha! ”

His laughter was so abrupt, his words were even more abrupt than his laughter, like a heavy blow, smashing into Ji Weiran's heart.

However, this is already a fact and cannot be changed, just like time, once it has passed, it cannot be changed.

She didn't want to accept her fate, but she seemed to want to.

He asked her to meet her at school, and she knew that he was going to make it clear to her, for example, that the number, which had been replaced was not just a number.

It's his heart, it's his heart.

She clearly understood, but she didn't want to admit it.

She was so curious, his wife, the girl he married, what she was like.

So she asked, "She, how's she doing?" ”

She stared into his eyes, and she saw the smile on the corner of her lips, mixed with countless feelings, the feelings he had always been reluctant to show, so bright.

He said, "She's stupid. ”

It's just four words, he portrayed her whole person clearly, Ji Weiran saw not only a smile, but his happiness, what she heard was not just these four words, it was his emotion, if there was a seemingly nonexistent but real emotion, he was happy.

Ji Weiran was so selfish and willful at this moment, she lost to time, not the girl named Gu Min.

She tried to withdraw from this qiē, perhaps leaving forever was the best option. But such a departure may bring him another kind of injury, how can she let herself go so much for the next ten years. So, she stayed.

However, the rushing emotions were still intertwined, when they were in the bar, when she saw him drinking so heavily.

She sent him back to the company, she helped him into the office, she took care of him, she felt sorry for him.

He thanked politely and politely, "Wei Ran, thank you for sending me back, it's not too early, you can go back." ”

Ji Weiran thought that even if they couldn't be lovers, they should be the closest friends, in their selfish desires, sometimes thinking that maybe sometime, she could be by his side, she was reluctant to frown him sadly, "Ren Xiu, what happened." Renxiu, what's wrong with you. ”

But he didn't speak, she knew he wouldn't say any more, and she was about to leave, but he hugged her.

"Don't go......" was when she heard his whisper, she forgot all of it, forgot the fact that he was married and had a family, and forgot everything she shouldn't have been, she missed him, missed him so much, Ji Weiran also stretched out her hand and hugged him tightly.

His breath fell on her neck, and his lips fell on hers, the longed-for kiss.

But she heard him shouting, "Amin......"

Gu Min! It's Gu Min! It's not her!

Ji Weiran was shocked, she pushed him away, what the hell was she doing? And what did she do? She was even more overwhelmed by her anger and shame, and she shouted, "I'm not Gu Min-!" ”

But he had fallen asleep drunk, and lay motionless on the couch.

Ji Weiran was stunned, the tears in her eyes burst out, and she cried silently.

At this moment, she seemed to understand that sometimes time can't change anything, because it's just that person who changes.

(c)

Birth, old age, sickness and death have always been natural laws, and no one can avoid them. But when death is very close, who can stop the Grim Reaper's steps.

Ji Weiran didn't want to count down the countdown, didn't want to count how much time he still had.

In the private custom dress store, Ji Weiran took off the purple dress on his body, just because he said so resolutely, "Weiran, change one!" ”

In the locker room, Ji Weiran looked at herself in the mirror, and she suddenly remembered the past.

Why is there such a preference for purple?

Ji Weiran remembered some past events.

When she was young, she met Tang Renxiu for the first time in the Tang family, and this gentle and smiling young man who didn't like to talk attracted her attention. There was a lot of gossip about him, about his parents, and about his young sister. One day, she stumbled upon a photo.

It was a photo of Tang Renxiu's mother, which was once carefully treasured by Tang Renxiu, but later it was also missing.

She saw Tang's mother in the photo, wearing a purple dress, she was like a princess in the Middle Ages, her hair was incredibly long, so gentle and beautiful.

This stunned her.

How could such a mother go like this, how could she leave him with such sadness.

Ji Weiran asked himself what he could do to make him happy and get close to his heart.

On that day, she changed into a purple dress, and she put down her tied ponytail, although it was not as long as Tang's mother, but she always had long hair and dropped her shoulders.

She came to him, and he looked at her and smiled.

She asked him: Dad bought me a new one today, do you think it looks good?

He stared at it in a daze, and then nodded for a while: Yes.

But at this time, he showed a smile, it was such a gentle smile, which made Ji Weiran unforgettable.

From then on, she fell in love with purple, and from then on she fell in love with long hair.

Just because those can make him smile.

Today, this qiē is no longer possible.

Because she finally understands that some things can come true without imitation, and some people can't come back from the past.

"He's not my boyfriend, he's married." Finally, Ji Weiran said to the clerk.

Putting down the purple and picking out a white one, the two left the dress shop.

They parted ways at the door, and she smiled goodbye to him.

Got into the car, the car started quietly, Ji Weiran saw that in the front mirror, his car was also slowly moving, going in the opposite direction, farther and farther.

On Christmas Eve, the night sky is full of brilliant fireworks, the streets are full of joy, and Santa Claus is handing out gifts.

Ji Weiran was alone, watching the fireworks bloom.

In the light and shadow, she suddenly remembered that day, that day he was leaving, and downstairs in the apartment, she called out to him.

She asked: Tang Renxiu, do you love her?

The light of the street lamps was too dazzling that day, and the stars in the night sky were too bright that day, but she could still see clearly.

She used to deceive herself like that, deceiving her eyes.

But she still saw it clearly.

It was he under the street lamp, and he suddenly nodded, his acknowledgment.

The picture suddenly froze, it was an eternal scene, it was his smiling face.

Ji Weiran thought, in this life, I'm afraid I will never meet such a smiling teenager again.

The past is like smoke, and the past is like smoke.