Fanwai Tang Hanchen's summer this year is cold winter (end)
(―)
In Tang Hanchen's dictionary, he has never regretted these two words.
This may be because his mother once told him such a sentence: Han Chen, there are some things that have already happened, and there is no way to change them, and since they are already like this, there is no need to regret it.
Tang Hanchen doesn't need to regret it, and he doesn't care about regretting it.
Therefore, these two words do not exist at all.
It's just that when he saw the overwhelming news, his heart couldn't help but tremble slightly.
That's a report about her.
"The latest report, the world-renowned painter Master Li Xian, is about to return to China and arrive in Hong Kong City recently, it is reported that this return to China, is the first time he returned to China after leaving ten years ago, this time Master Li Xian will bring his protégé Miss Ji Weiran to hold a personal exhibition in Hong Kong City...... "The voice of the hostess is so clear and beautiful, she sued everyone, sued him, the news of her return.
In the midst of the confusion, he saw her, across the screen, in a distant space.
She still likes to wear purple dresses, she still loves to have long hair, and her eyes are still so good-looking.
Just as he had seen her for the first time.
She said, "I'm going back to Hong Kong City to have an exhibition, I'm waiting for you, waiting for you to come." ”
He froze the screen, just staring at her smiling face.
He smiled suddenly, but he couldn't help but stare at it.
Wei Ran, who are you waiting for, and among these "you", do you also have his sting?
Tang Hanchen thought that in this world, she would welcome anyone to visit her art exhibition, but there would be no one for him.
However, he still couldn't help but go.
At four o'clock, there were no more guests in the exhibition hall, but she was still waiting there.
As soon as she heard "Mr. Tang", she immediately said that she wanted to see him, but when she turned around suddenly, when she saw that it was him, the joy was gone, and a cold light in her eyes.
He saw it clearly.
Wei Ran, I haven't seen you for ten years, and you really hate me like that.
"Do you think he's really coming!"
"He will."
"You're wrong, he won't!"
"He will!"
She insisted almost paranoidly, but Wei Ran, how do you know that he has already married and had children, his heart has already changed, and he is no longer Tang Renxiu for ten years.
Tang Hanchen wanted to say all these words in one go, but he found that he couldn't, how could he hurt the hope in her eyes again.
Suddenly, he saw a figure behind her.
He, Tang Renxiu, finally came.
Tang Hanchen was standing alone in the back, they were looking at each other, he was so close to her at this moment, closer than Tang Renxiu, but he found that he couldn't walk to her side.
He couldn't listen to what they were saying, except that at last he turned and walked away.
Wei Ran, you're right, he's still here.
Wei Ran, your belief in him has always been so firm.
Wei Ran, it's been ten years, and you still only have him in your heart.
He knew all about this qiē, and knew it clearly.
But Wei Ran, I forgot to say to you, welcome back.
(b)
The word truth sometimes has another meaning, and that is cruelty.
If there has to be a person who is cruel, then let him be cruel.
Therefore, in the private room of the clubhouse, Tang Hanchen told her in front of everyone about the fact that Tang Renxiu was married.
He saw the fragmentation in her eyes, her helplessness, her hesitation.
She waited for a long time in the river of years, her expectations were empty, and her dislike for him seemed to be a little more.
At the old lady's birthday party, they were the only ones in the windowsill, and she said to him, "It's me who saw the wrong person, and I wish I had never seen before!" ”
Tang Hanchen thought at the time that even if he didn't like it, it was good to hate it.
It's better than nothing at all.
Wei Ran, you hate me!
But when he saw her in such pain, he found that he was so reluctant. He was afraid, he was afraid that she would leave again, like another long, distant and long journey.
When she asked him if he loved Gu Min, he seemed to hear her heartbreak.
"Are you going to leave again? Why, do you want to escape again? Think leaving will solve the problem? Or do you want to make him feel a little more guilty with your departure? Well remember you forever? Ji Weiran, why are you bothering? You know that he doesn't have you in his heart anymore! There won't be any more! ……”
Wei Ran, stay, don't go again.
His breathing felt like he was about to forget until he heard her say, "I'm going to stay." ”
Wei Ran, how I don't want you to go, you won't know.
In fact, Tang Hanchen sometimes thinks about why Tang Renxiu didn't chase Ji Weiran back then, thinking about it, but because of one reason, Tang Er, who is so proud, how can he bow his head.
But Ji Weiran said, "Just because you are his eldest brother, he won't forgive me!" Just because you're his big brother! He said it himself! ”
She was so heartbroken and hysterical, as if she could no longer escape the threshold of fate!
But how ridiculous is this qiē?
This is Tang Renxiu's explanation? Such a ridiculous excuse! What family affection, what morality, get aside! In the Tang family, these are worthless!
Seeing her desperate and empty face, he suddenly began to hate himself too!
"Ji Weiran, so you hate me to death now, don't you?"
Then kill me!
The knife ten years ago was not deep enough to kill me, and now you can continue that knife again, and there will be a complete break between us!
She fell, her whole body trembling, and she broke down crying, "Do you think that even if I stab you to death, what use will it be." I can never go back to the past, never again. Tang Hanchen, you ruined me, you ruined me. ”
This sentence made Tang Hanchen freeze and frightened!
Zeng Ji was young, they were just teenagers, a teenager, a girl, youthful, he watched her grow up, she was so beautiful, like a butterfly fluttering.
Did he break her wings?
Wei Ran, why did I destroy you?
(c)
Her words have been hovering in his mind for the past few days, they can't be true, how could he treat him as a big brother, they just happened to grow up in the same family!
Wei Ran, that's him lying to you!
If that's what he thinks, then now let me tear off the mask and tear off this qiē disguise!
"Get the news out!" He gave the order!
He wants everyone in the entire port city to know that Tang Er and her were once childhood sweethearts, and even a pair of lovers who are about to enter the palace of marriage.
He also wants everyone to know that the women around Tang Er all have her shadow without exception!
He wants to set off this turmoil, she takes a closer look!
Ji Weiran, take a closer look, who is important to him!
However, the turmoil arose, and the sky changed overnight, because of the Taihe case, Tang Renxiu was about to pour out, but she still had to stay on his side no matter what.
In the teahouse where Jun came again, she said so resolutely, "I sue you, Tang Hanchen, even if Tang Renxiu really has nothing today, I will still treat him wholeheartedly!" ”
She said that it would not be possible for her and Tang Renxiu in this life, and she even said that it would not be possible between her and him.
That long distance is even farther away than Tang Renxiu's.
Wei Ran, even if he will no longer be able to be your dependence, is it impossible for me and you?
Tang Hanchen thought at this moment, even if it was Tang Renxiu's lie from deception and an excuse made for his pride, but because of Ji Weiran, he had to do it.
If, if Gu Min can leave......
So, Wei Ran, can you start over? You will be able to stand www.biquge.info a new Pen Fun Pavilion, and he will be www.biquge.info a new Pen Fun Pavilion.
They're going to start over.
Wei Ran, I don't want to, I really destroy you!
If so, then he would rather ruin another woman, and he would not hesitate to do so!
So when Gu Min appeared in front of him again, when she decided to agree to his condition that she would leave, he repented!
He made a new condition, "I want you, sleep with me for one night!" ”
That night, he and Gu Min were in the same bedroom, facing Tang Er's wife and his younger brother's wife, he was ruthless, and he wanted to contaminate this woman as well.
But when he saw her eyes, he found that he couldn't!
Gu Min's eyes, when looking at him, were so pure, such a light in his eyes, he would think of Ji Weiranlai!
He can't!
"Do you hate him, or do you hate yourself?" Gu Min asked him, she looked at him and said, "Because when you see him, you will see yourself through him, what you want, what you can't get, he has it, he has it." However, he doesn't care that much, or perhaps, he doesn't care as much as you do. ”
Her words hit Tang Hanchen at once!
At this moment, he remembered his childhood.
The Tang family, a wealthy family, seems to outsiders to be so glamorous, but this family is too indifferent. His father shot his mother and then committed suicide. How can he live so chic, how can he laugh so frankly, how can he face those gossips and accusations like this, how can he not hate the people of the Tang family, and how can he not hate the entire Tang family!
But as soon as he saw him, Tang Hanchen seemed to see himself!
He struggled so much, he wanted to escape from the whole family, but he found that he couldn't!
So, if you can't escape, then completely destroy it!
Wreck!
Not only did he envy and hate Tang Renxiu, but he hated and hated the person he hated even more!
Tang Hanchen smiled, he looked at Gu Min, and for the first time felt Tang Renxiu, how lucky he was, but he felt sad for Ji Weiran.
Wei Ran, for so many years, in the years you have been gone, there have been women around him, and every woman is like you.
But how can you know how to find a stand-in if you really love someone, and how to find similarities in other women.
Wei Ran, I have seen so many women's faces, but I can no longer find any faces like yours.
There are so many people in the world, and any one of them, is no longer able to.
(iv)
He knew that she hated him, because of him, she had been abroad for ten years and could not return, because of him, and when she came back, she only waited for the fact that he was married, because of him, she missed her love.
But when she came to him and told her such a sentence, Tang Hanchen seemed to have lost all his focus.
"Tang Hanchen, I don't hate you anymore." She whispered, her eyes so calm.
He could no longer see the hatred in her eyes, the interweaving of emotions, as if from now on, there was no connection between him and her.
There was never love, not even hate, nothing at the moment!
Nothing in the end!
Tang Hanchen suddenly felt so tired, so many years of struggle, so many years of step-by-step, what did he do for it?
For a moment, he felt that this time was so empty and meaningless.
He suddenly had the idea of retreating.
The accident came suddenly, Ji Weiran was kidnapped, and Gu Min was kidnapped at the same time! The main culprit of the kidnapping is Zhuo Fan, a subordinate of Xu Yijing, the daughter of the Xu family! He knew what he was for, and he knew better! And Zhuo Fan actually put forward a request to choose one of the two, Ji Weiran, Gu Min, and Tang Renxiu can only choose one person to live!
How can this be? How could he let Ji Weiran die?
However, Tang Hanchen already knew in his heart who Tang Renxiu wanted to live the most!
Tomorrow is the deadline, Tang Hanchen couldn't rest assured and came to his office.
Tang Renxiu said, "Tomorrow I will use the account book to save Wei Ran." ”
How could he be willing? Use the ledger to exchange it for Wei Ran?
What about Gu Min?
Only one person can live, how can he give up Gu Min like this?
He asked him to take care of Xiang Chen, Tang Hanchen was even more shocked, was he going to die!
Until this moment, Mr. Tang's position is gone, and Xiang Chen can't take care of it, if she dies, he will accompany him.
He said, "I'm tired and don't want to fight." ”
Tang Hanchen was stunned.
If there must be a goal in life, then defeating him is Tang Hanchen's goal, at this moment, Tang Renxiu has no fighting spirit, and he seems to have lost his fighting spirit.
For so many years, it has been like a mirror, a void.
The confrontation with Zhuo Fan that day can be said to have gone through twists and turns, and in the end, Ji Weiran was rescued safely, but Gu Min was unconscious because she was infected with the virus.
In the hospital ward, Tang Hanchen instructed, "You let Qiyue do something, give her the evidence of these years, and let her go to Tang Er." ”
His move shocked Tang Yunsheng, and he refused to agree.
Tang Hanchen smiled, Tang San, you have not yet arrived at this day, you will not understand, the reason why a person will not regret it is because there is no turning back.
And now, although it is the end of the road, it is not the end yet.
It's just that he is already tired and doesn't want to fight.
At the board meeting in the new year, Song Qiyue attended the meeting as a witness, Tang Renxiu brought out all the evidence to bring him down, he collected more quickly than he asked Song Qiyue to hand over, he knew that Tang Er was never a person who would leave a way out for others.
However, he also had to ask, "Tang Renxiu!" From beginning to end, what you did was not for her, your wife - Gu Min! Tang Renxiu, I dare to do it, but do you dare to do it! ”
In front of all the patriarchs and everyone in the Tang family, he admitted in public, "In life, there are always some things, some people, who can't be controlled, and they can't be calmed down." Please forgive me, I can't help myself. ”
At this moment, Tang Hanchen turned around, and he smiled.
Tang Er, although Gu Min was not there, and Wei Ran was not there, everyone heard it, and the gods also heard it.
Today, he was expelled from the five continents by him, and he was willing, without complaint or regret.
(5)
What is left after death?
If it weren't for seeing his ashes after returning, Tang Hanchen would not have such a cognition. It was just a hill, but a tombstone, but a speck of dust.
What is the wind and clouds, what is the vertical and horizontal shopping mall, it is just a passing cloud, and it will disperse as soon as the wind blows, but after entering the soil, nothing can be taken away.
But what he left behind was countless tears and countless sorrows.
Gu Min, who was once such a weak and gentle woman, actually dug up his grave.
He couldn't imagine what a painful awakening it was.
He made Ji Weiran shed an unknown number of tears, every time he saw her, her eyes were always red and swollen, and she had never been well.
He didn't know how much time it would take to heal Yiqiē, let alone how much time it would take to fade away the pain of Tang Renxiu's death.
However, Tang Hanchen also had a trace of envy.
Tang Renxiu, even if you are not alive, you still won, you designed this game too well, and you took this last step too decisively.
But how can you ever calculate how long it will take for these pains to heal?
Perhaps, it will take the next decade, and maybe at that time, it will be able to give up.
Ten years is really not too long, but if you want to count the days, it is so long.
He withdrew from the five continents, and lived so peacefully.
He only heard that Gu Min had recovered and was living a good life with Xiang Chen. I heard that Ji Weiran's gallery has reopened, and she still stayed in Hong Kong City and did not leave. I even heard that Gu Min took Xiang Chen to her to learn painting. He hadn't seen it, this qiē was just listening to Tang San.
He guarded Jun to come again, as the owner of the teahouse.
"Boss, you're here." Every afternoon, he would go to the teahouse, sit in the private room, order a pot of tea, and sit for an afternoon.
This is a waste of time, a wanton waste.
In the silence, he suddenly remembered that day, that night in the office, when he said "I'm tired, I don't want to fight", he turned to leave, he asked again.
Tang Renxiu asked: Ten years ago, who drugged her.
His inquiries came from behind, making him pause.
He didn't say much, just strode away.
At this point, it doesn't matter who it is, what matters is that he was in a mood for that night, even if there was no drug, that is what he wants to do.
He was so selfish that he didn't want to let go, because it was the last moment.
"Boss, I'll get you some more water." The waitress greeted with a smile, and Tang Hanchen smiled and nodded.
Seeing the boiling heat permeating the air, he suddenly spoke, "Have you ever heard the story of the Wangfu Stone?" ”
"No ......," the waitress shook her head.
He was also in the mood to tell slowly, "...... a long time ago"
Once upon a time, there was a man of many talents, he was a kind man, he married a girl, and soon had a child. In order to make ends meet, the husband went to sea to fish. Before going to sea, he said to his wife: I must come back this time with a boat full of jewels!
But after half a year, there was no news.
Every day, the wife looks at the sea and cries out with joy whenever she sees a boat with jewels, but every time it is not her husband's boat, day after day......
The wife looks at the sea every day and hopes that her husband will come home soon......
One day, an old fisherman was fishing on the beach when he suddenly noticed an extra stone on the beach, and when he got closer, he looked very much like his wife.
It turned out that the wife looked at the sea every day and turned into a stone - the Wangfu Stone.
In the story, the girl kept looking at the sea and finally turned to stone.
She hadn't noticed that there was another person standing behind her.
He's always been not far away.
From the midsummer of that year to the cold winter of this year, day after day, year after year, thousands of years of waiting.
Wait for her, then smile back.