Since then, I have often gone to the TCM department to register in the name of taking medicine. Time often gives others the illusion that I am in love with him, but only I know that I am quietly discovering the dark secrets of his heart. Dr. Lee, don't let me get caught!

However, the second time I went to get the medicine, I said that because of my bad appetite recently, I wanted to prescribe some Chinese medicine to increase my appetite, and he didn't ask me about motion sickness, of course, I wouldn't mention it myself without a brain, and the two of us acted as if the conversation had never happened that day. may be because of his appearance, he has always had a lot of patients, including some beautiful little girls, sure enough, in this era, the body has to look at the skin.

When I arrived at the company, it was close to the lunch break, and I forgot to introduce, I am a front desk, and my usual job is to answer the phone, make a meeting note, confirm the appointment or something, very ordinary work, because part of the company's business involves the entertainment industry, in addition to occasionally seeing some 2 or 3 line stars, I will also hear some gossip about this circle during the lunch break. So my job is a job that can be recognized by the public as the most suitable for girls. You see, I care a lot about the eyes of others.

When I put down my satchel and was about to eat, two people came to the door, and I thought that they would come back after their lunch break, but the person who came had already taken out their ID cards, oh, it was the police. I called the leader and took the two of them to the conference room. When I poured hot water and was about to leave, one of the policemen asked me, "Little girl, has Miss Wu Youna ever come to your company recently?" "Wu Youna, a contracted singer of our company's record company ISCBS, debuted 6 years ago, taking the popular hip-hop style, although it was very difficult to open the market in the early days, but 3 years ago because of the original "Meteor" in the second official album with personal experience as the background, and was known and liked by the public. The subsequent songs have also been well received by everyone, because it should be said that it is a promising female singer.

"No, but I've been recuperating at home a few days ago, and I haven't come to work, so I really don't know if I've been here." Try to keep the problem out of touch with yourself, and I always feel that what I hear about in a while will not be a good thing to mention. At this time, the manager had already arrived in the conference room, and I also left.

"Well, you know what? Wu Youna is dead! As soon as I arrived at the restaurant, I was dragged aside by my colleagues, "When I left just now, I saw the police and you go to the conference room, did you hear any gossip?" I said that it must not be a good thing, "I don't know, Mr. Wang went, and I came out." "That's it! I thought I could get some exciting news from you! My colleague let go of my hand. How exciting are you going to have the news? Isn't it exciting enough to be dead? And it's our company's colleagues who died! I complained silently in my heart, but I didn't dare to say my thoughts to my face, and it was better to do less of this kind of cold thing.

But it doesn't seem particularly appropriate to treat singers as their colleagues, after all, we are not in the same circle. "Look, look, the news is out." The well-known singer was found dead at home, suspected of committing suicide for love. 'Whew, it seems that the previous rumors are true! The colleague sighed in another way.

"What kind of rumors?" I asked unconsciously, and my colleague looked at me in surprise, "You don't know?" You're still an employee of our company, haven't you heard of her falling in love with our company's newly signed actor? I shook my head, "I don't know, didn't she say that she is busy with work now and has no time to fall in love?" "Are you really stupid or are you pretending to be stupid?" That's official words, can't you hear it? The colleague had a look of hatred on his face. For me, the news of Wu Youna's love is still quite shocking to me, she has so many announcements and such a full schedule, how can she have time to fall in love, and there have been no scandals in 6 years, and suddenly I knew that she was in love, and then committed suicide for love, the amount of information for me is too much.

When I returned to the workplace, the police had already left, and I clicked on the company's OA, and I also received an email from the company, which stated that the company was not allowed to talk about Wu Youna's death. Actually, I think no one will be stupid enough to hit the muzzle of the gun when they go to work, but after work, such a big one will definitely talk to friends and family. Also, in order to make everyone feel at ease at work, we disconnected the Internet in the afternoon.

Passing by the newsstand when I went home, sure enough, the front page of today's evening newspaper was about Wu Youna's death, I think the media exaggerated this matter too much, back to the apartment, when boiling Chinese medicine, I went through the bookcase with my memory, and finally found a photo of me and Wu Youna in a photo album marked with singing and dancing youth. It was a small fan meeting to celebrate the first anniversary of Wu Youna's debut, and the time was the first week after the college entrance examination.

To this day, I vividly remember the scene. Maybe it's the reason for the new debut, there aren't too many people who participate in the fan club, most of the people who come are male students, and girls like me are really rare in it, or maybe it's because of this rarity, and then I was lucky enough to be selected to interact with her business station. When interacting, Wu Youna doesn't feel like a new singer to me. You don't perceive the youthfulness that is characteristic of a newcomer. Whether it is the performance of the opening song or the fan interaction later, Wu Youna's performance feels like a mismatched maturity and sophistication. Now everyone will tell me that this is an aura, but in fact, this aura is definitely a strong sense of disobedience when it is put on Wu Youna at that time.

So even though Oh Yoona is my favorite idol, the excitement that should have been replaced by depression when interacting with her. Even now, when I look back on it, I feel like I was getting my arms around the neck of a snake spitting letters. But strangely, when I had a few contacts with her later because of my work, that feeling at that time disappeared mysteriously. Later, the Wu Youna I came into contact with gave me the feeling of being very affinity, which was completely different from the domineering affinity she showed on the stage.

Adjust the heat of the Chinese medicine that is boiling, I knew that it was so troublesome, I might as well ask the hospital to help me cook it at that time. That's all I remember about Wu Youna, it can be said that because of the depression that fans would feel at that time, I rarely paid attention to this singer later. It wasn't until I went to work at this company and learned that the agency I worked for was a branch of my company, which was mainly engaged in the cultural industry, that I became interested in the singer again. I plugged in my headphones and replayed Oh's famous song "Shooting Star", which has become the most clicked track today, and has gained the most attention in this way, I think Oh Youna would find it ironic if she knew.

With the fast-paced music in the headphones, I remembered Wu Youna, whom I saw a week before the operation, looking very good and happy, and not tired from preparing for the concert at all. The previously thin cheeks also seem to have grown a little flesh, and the dark circles under the eyes have improved a lot, and I remember jokingly asking what brand of eye cream he was using lately, because the effect is really good. In fact, I really wanted to know the brand of eye cream she used, and my natural dark circles had scared my boyfriend away. She smiled and said a sign, a very civilian sign, and then went inside. I went to the nearby counter at noon that day to buy it, and it turned out that the effect was really no, and the skin care products really varied from person to person.

She couldn't tell that she was going to commit suicide at all, it must have been something that happened in the next two months that stimulated her. I turned off the heat and took the medicine out to prepare the pot for boiling the medicine to drink. While drinking medicine, I checked Wu Youna's itinerary in the last two months. The taste of the medicine is very bad, and I feel very pitiful, but Wu Youna before was very lucky. Her schedule is very full, there is a fixed variety show that is very popular now, there are a lot of endorsements, and there are also a lot of commercial performances, and there seem to be rumors in the previous news that she is going to sing the theme song of a certain Chinese New Year drama at the end of the year. No matter how you look at it, she is a female singer with a star-studded future, will anyone choose to commit suicide in the rising period of her career?

The strangest thing is that I didn't find any news about her scandal on several of the larger portals, without any emotional hype. If you simply watch the news, Wu Youna's private life is clean. How did the gossip about Wu Youna and the company's newly signed actors come out at noon? I was curious, so I had to continue to check with the newly signed actors. The company's newly signed actor is called Wu Lei, a middle-aged actor who is not well-known, and most of the works he participated in are male number two or male number three, which is the kind of actor you look familiar with on TV but can't name it. I was surprised why the company would sign him in. I put his picture next to that of Yona Wu, and it's hard to see how there would be any connection between them. One is a domineering and leaky fashion female rapper, and the other is a gentle middle-aged uncle with a shy smile. In my opinion, there should be no overlap between the interests of these two people.

After sorting out the information, I can only feel that Wu Youna's suicide has no clue at all. As the newest singer in my last year of high school, I also want to thank her for writing songs that have accompanied me through a dark period of my life, and I still want to know what she experienced in the last part of her life. Unfortunately, my own efforts alone will not be of any practical use at all, and it seems that there is no one with whom I can turn to the truth now except the conceited doctor who wants to accompany me to convulsions. So I had my brain pumping and decided that I would definitely visit him again the next day.

The next day, during my lunch break, I ran to the hospital, where he was having lunch in the hospital garden, as I guessed. "Doctor, don't you have any friends? I always eat by myself. "I don't know why I became so vicious when I saw him, maybe he was really angry with me that time. He didn't get angry, but still shook the lunch box in his hand at me and asked me to eat with him. I didn't answer him, and sat next to him by myself, "You are so good at psychological analysis, can you help me analyze myself?" "Your boyfriend?" "No, it's a singer I liked a long time ago." "Wu Youna?" "Huh? How do you know? "Guess, the biggest news lately is her, right? Isn't everyone discussing the cause of her death? "Well, she's a contracted singer for our company, and I liked her a lot when I was in high school. I've seen her as a fan before, and I've seen her a few times later for work reasons, and I always feel that she is not a person who would be vulnerable enough to commit suicide. And the last time I saw her, it was probably because she was on the rise, and I felt so happy. Not at all like a suicidal person. “

He was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks after eating, "When was the last time you saw her?" ”

"A week before the surgery, I think it was more than two months ago."

"Did she experience something in those two months that made her feel irritated and transformed?"

"No, I see that she has a full schedule, and she is completely a rising star!"

"Didn't you go to work for two months? I think you'd better go and see if anything happened to her, right? ”

"But our company won't let us discuss her affairs."

"It's for you to observe, to inquire about the side, not for you to discuss with others. Stupid! I'll give you fish stew to replenish your brain before you come back. ”

"I didn't say I wanted to discuss it with anyone." I flicked my fist at him dissatisfied, conceited doctor.

When he packed up the dishes and chopsticks and was about to leave, I followed him all the way because I couldn't figure out what to inquire. He stopped at the entrance of the commissary in the hospital, bought me red bean bread, and told me to eat it on the way back and not to come to him hungry next time. "It's not because I don't have your phone number." I grumbled quietly, I swear I was super quiet. He began to burst a string of numbers, and I looked at him stunned, "Write it down!" This is my phone number, call me if something, why are you so stupid after the surgery! ”

I had to rush back to work, so I didn't continue chatting, so I rushed to take the bus. When I got back to the office, I heard something even more explosive. The company's newly signed actor was found dead at home this morning, with 17 stabs on his body. I suddenly felt that the world was spinning, and within 2 days, the company had killed two artists one after another, and the company wouldn't be evil, right? The office began to be shrouded in an inexplicable panic atmosphere, no one talked about it all afternoon, and the office was quiet, and I secretly sent a WeChat message to the conceited doctor: Wu Youna's rumored boyfriend is also dead.