Chapter 28 Microweaving
"I'm not Anya. After thinking about it for a long time, Yaya said this.
The black shadow took a step back, the core of her red cup soul was extremely inconsistent with her performance, neither the composure of Jidan nor the ferocity of other cup souls, she looked like an ignorant girl, and after the secret was revealed, she worriedly "looked" at Yaya - Yaya didn't know if it was a look, after all, she only had the shape of a girl but no clear face.
"You, who are you?" the soul asked, his tone pitiful. Yaya suddenly began to think of the taste of the prince a hundred years ago, and the golden house hid the delicate and weak beauty, and let the beauty run to fight for the country regardless of it, and in the end nothing got to kill himself in this courtyard. If it is reasonable to give birth to the cup soul, maybe it should be the beauty cup soul with the prince's cup soul, why is there only a beauty here now, is it because the prince's resentment is not big enough?
"I'm Yaya, Anya's daughter. Yaya replied truthfully, wondering why her mother had let the cup soul go, and maybe it would be good to talk to the cup soul right now.
"Does Anya already have a daughter? It's so nice......" The cup seemed to be very emotional: "I used to have a child, but he is gone before I see him." The black shadow lowered its head and began to cry, and Yaya thought it was crying, wiping tears from her eyes, but because she didn't have a face, she only had a whimper.
Maybe it's because there's no content about Zishu Anya in her memory, and Yaya can't feel the pain of losing her child as a mother, but now she begins to miss Zishu Anya, if Zishu Anya can survive, live longer, live longer, until there is something about her mother in her memory, maybe at this moment she can whimper with this cup soul, one misses her child, and the other misses her mother.
In the end, all this is still too unreal, just one afternoon, she has become a child with a family, and knowing that her mother has passed away a long time ago, she has no time to miss, she has to face the cumbersome inheritance of a whole family, and now she is in the house where she and her mother once lived, and she has not had time to perceive the bits and pieces of her mother's existence, and she is attracted by the cup in front of her.
"What's your name?" Yaya asked, "My name is Yaya, Zishu Yaya." ”
She's now used to the surname "Zishu", and while it still feels a little strange to call herself Zishu Yaya, maybe it's another way to honor her mother. Yaya looked at the cup in front of her, and the cup stopped whimpering, but still sobbed, and she looked up at her, saying that her name was Microweave.
This scene is a bit mysterious, facing a cup soul formed a hundred years ago, a modern girl and its name to each other, and it is also a dialogue between a genius soul eater girl and a cup soul. Yaya couldn't help but think about whether her mother had been looking at the soul for the first time decades ago, whimpering, and finally telling each other her name and sparing her life.
"Microweaving, why is your child gone?" may be a cruel question, but Yaya really wants to know about the cup soul left by her mother in front of her, maybe there is some secret in this cup soul, which makes the original Zishu Anya very pitiful, so she let her live.
The cup named "Microweaving" just continued to cry and cry again, and she "wiped" her unwarranted tears and began to tell her story.
Microweaving was originally just the owner of this courtyard, the woman that the merry prince bought back from the Qinglou, the reason for which was that the microweave itself didn't know, only that the prince was an extremely ambitious guy, and he just used lingering in the amorous place to cover up this fact. When she came to this courtyard, she was the only one in the house except for the maids. The prince was very good to her, and even told her his plans. Although the prince never said that he wanted to marry her, they still had a husband and wife, which is why she later had a child. But then everything changed, and the prince began to be obsessed with power, completely obsessed with power. At that time, the emperor was in poor health and almost died, so the prince began to recruit troops and horses to rein in his power, and never came to Lingyun Yuan to talk to her again. At that time, she found out that she was pregnant, and wanted to tell the prince to make him happy, but she never wanted to be coldly told to kill the child.
Speaking of which, Microori began to cry again, as if she had been betrayed by her beloved man, she cried uncontrollably, and Yaya thought that she was a cup soul and had no tears, so she didn't step forward to hand over the tissue, just waiting for her to calm down before anything else.
"I knew that he had no self in his heart, only the dragon chair, and I knew that his plan would fail, and I was afraid to see him lose his soul or even seek death, so I chose to commit suicide by hanging the beam and taking the fetus in my womb. Microweaving touched her belly, if she had a look, it must be apologetic: "After his plan failed, he lived alone in this courtyard, often came to my Lingyun Garden, and finally committed suicide by throwing himself into the lake, all of which I saw in my eyes." ”
"I thought I was a ghost, and he could become a ghost after he died, so instead of watching him live in despair, I wanted to be happy with him after he died, but I don't know why, I never saw him again. Microori calmed down, and she stopped crying when she said this, as if she had accepted the fact of loneliness after hundreds of years, and Yaya looked at her, probably understanding why her mother hadn't taken the soul.
After this courtyard was taken into the pocket of the Zishu family, it was impossible for Micro Weaving, who was surrounded by soul eaters, to do evil things, she was the cup soul who survived with resentment like Ji Dan. The original removal of Jidan was due to the needs of the mission, and Yaya actually had a slight apology in his heart, after all, this kind of cup soul has never had any evil thoughts about humans, nor does it affect the lives of humans, which is probably the reason why Zishu Anya did not clear this micro-weaving.
"Did you really want the prince to die and accompany you?" Yaya asked.
Weizhi nodded: "If you don't like it, then why don't you become a free mandarin duck after you die?"
Yaya sighed, she was already a little confused about how the resentment that was just suicide could form a red cup soul, but now it seems that it was right, Microweaving's strength did not come from her own resentment, but her resentment affected the prince, and finally caused him to die, and this harmful experience forced Microori to become strong. But fortunately, Microweaving itself doesn't know this fact, otherwise he might have gone berserk because he killed his beloved. At that point, Yaya will have to clean up the "relics" left behind by her mother.
"Can you tell me about my mother, what kind of person Zishu Anya is?" Yaya asked, which was her biggest concern at the moment.
She knows very little about Zishu Anya, and now she needs to borrow the mouths of others to guess what kind of person her mother is. Zishu Kaoru's introduction has made her more or less understand the male side of Zishu Anya, but what about her side as a woman? how did she meet her father, and then how did she give birth to her even if she did so desperately?
Microweaving nodded, probably calming down and being able to tell other people's stories.
"Anya, she is a very assertive woman, she told me that I am a cup soul, and from her point of view, I must be eliminated, but she spared my life. Microweaving pointed to the desk: "There's Anya's diary there, you can look at it, that's what your mother used to think." ”
Yaya turned her head to look at the desk, where there were indeed a lot of books, perhaps Anya's diary was one of them. But now she wants to hear who Anya is in Microweaving's mouth. Yaya walked to the desk and saw a copy of "Thirty-six Strategies" spread out on it, and happened to turn to the chapter "Go for the Upper Strategy", which marked Anya's thoughts.
"If you can't beat it, you can run, it's a simple truth, but Ray doesn't understand it at all, it's just a horseman, angry. ”
A burst of nostalgia suddenly rose in Yaya's heart, this Ray doesn't need to think much to know, it's that Ray Hildo, when the original book Anya teamed up with Ray Hildo and Julidia, maybe everyone knows, but I didn't expect Anya to comment on the old fox in private, it turns out that Ray used to have a young side.
"Anya advocated not to kill the cup soul, so Anya spared my life and often talked to me. Microori continued, "Anya said that the cup soul and the human race are on the same scale, and it is not good for either side to tilt. ”
This truth has been talked about by Zishuwu before, so now Yaya can accept it well, but whether this is the concept proposed by Zishuwu or the concept proposed by Zishu Anya is not known. Yaya only felt that this concept seemed to have some truth, otherwise why did the Creation War reincarnate so many times, but it always failed to break the reincarnation? Which side of the balance was in favor of the defeat, Yaya didn't want to think about such a serious topic now.
"Do you know anything about my father?" Yaya asked.
She's been born a mystery, and although this puzzle may go much smoother when asked Ray Hildo, Yaya still wants to know a little bit about Zishu Anya's love affair in advance, and if Zishu Anya often chats with Microweaving, maybe she should mention her beloved man, the man who made her desperate to give birth to a child.
"The man Anya likes is a man who stands up to the sky, and Anya never tells too many stories about him, and I'm sorry. Microweaving was like a robot, knowing everything, but this question may also involve her blind spot, and she only remembered the happy expression on Anya's face when discussing the man, and a trace of sadness between her brows, but she couldn't understand why.
"I see, thank you. Instead of asking what she wanted, Yaya could only thank her first, there were many signs of Anya's existence on the desk, and she could flip through them one by one and finally get to know her mother.
Diary...... Where is the diary?