Chapter Twenty-Nine: I'm in Love

Zishu Anya's diary is not difficult to find, before looking through the records, Yaya even thought about the extent to which Zishu Takeshi loves his daughter, this diary may have been read many times, but the more she reads the back, the more Yaya feels that something is wrong, her life experience seems to be a mystery, and Zishu Takeshi may not have read this diary.

"This is the first day of teaming up with the Hildo family, and Ray Hildo has brought a guardian of his own, and from the perspective of family distribution, my position may not be high, after all, those two are members of the Hildo family. My father was very strict about family affairs, and at first I was not allowed to team up with these two people, but since this was a requirement of the association, the old man had to shut up. ”

"I thought Ray Hildo would squeeze me out with the Guardian named Julidia, but that doesn't seem to be the case. Although the four great families are very calculating in terms of fighting for their own territory and power, Ray Hildo, I will assume that he is a good man to get along with, although he often laughs, but he does have a certain brain, which is the conclusion I can draw from the first day I get along with him. As for Julidia, it's inconvenient for me to comment, she seems to have a lot of quarrels with Ray, but I always think that this kind of quarrel contains a lot of love, haha, maybe I'm thinking too much, if the two of them really fall in love in the team, then wouldn't I really be the one who was excluded?"

Anya's diary begins with Ray Hildo's team, and before that it was a blank slate. Yaya thought that maybe it was at that time that Anya began to settle in this Lingyun Garden, or maybe it was only then that Anya began to think of writing a diary, in short, this diary might provide a lot of information that Yaya herself did not know, such as Julidia and Ray's gossip. Yaya felt that there might really be a genetic factor in gossip, just as she was very interested in the bits and pieces of Yang Qingshu and Yanhe, and Zishu Anya was also very interested in the past of Ray and Julidia, and wrote a lot of noisy noises when they teamed up in her diary.

"I told Microweave that he was a puppet, and that I didn't make it up. The Hildo family, the next president of St. Hildo's College, Mr. Ray Hildo is a puppet!) (I'm not worried that this diary will leak out, although I don't want that, but freedom of speech.) We're just a gold-level Soul Eater now, but we've come across a red-level Soul Cup, and I've always suspected that it has an independent mind, and it's always never spoken or behaved like a human, but it does look like a fox when it comes to dodging our attacks. Because of the precedent of microweaving, I know that the cup soul will have independent human thoughts, but I have no conclusion about how this kind of cup soul is created, so I have not told anyone about this phenomenon. My first reaction when facing that red cup soul was to run away if I couldn't beat it, but Lei was really brave as a brave man and rushed forward directly. I don't know if he knows this idiom or not, his actions directly led to the next fierce battle, if it weren't for Julidia's protection, maybe I would have died by now. I think if this is the way I die, I may really become a resentful soul like Microweaving. ”

"Did she tell you a lot about teaming up with her companions?" Yaya looked up at Microori, who seemed to be lost in some kind of contemplation, and Yaya had to repeat her question.

"Yes, Anya she loves her team. Microori pulled away from her memories and replied.

When Yaya looked down at the desktop, Microweave looked at Yaya's figure, and for a moment felt that she had returned to more than ten years ago, and Anya also looked like she had lowered her head and looked at the diary she had written. She still remembers the situation back then, she didn't know what a "diary" was, and Anya patiently told her about this anomaly, saying that a diary is something that records the happy moments of the day. At that time, she also wanted to write a diary, but when she recalled her life, it seemed that she was full of sadness, and she couldn't remember the happy times spent with the prince at all.

"Ray Hildo confessed to me today, I didn't expect that. ”

Yaya silently raised her head, she suddenly felt a little embarrassed, a little red-faced. She didn't expect that there was such a laughing thing in her mother's diary, the five major families couldn't communicate with each other, and she could know the ending without reading it, but she was still a little curious, could it be that she was actually the illegitimate daughter of Ray Hildo and Zishu Anya? If that's the case, everything makes sense, after Zishu Anya died, Ray Hildo's father took care of her anonymously, and she was not returned to the Zishu family because she belonged to half of the Hildo family's bloodline. If that's the case, it's really a big gossip.

Yaya didn't look at it, but she suddenly began to feel sorry for Alston. She hadn't actually fallen asleep that night, to be precise, a second before she fell asleep, she heard the boys talking, so she pretended to be asleep. Alston's mind is not unfelt, in fact, she is not a fool, she also feels Yanhe's stiffness when she is flirting with Yanhe and playing Yanhe's girlfriend. There is a good impression of the two, but she is still a child who does not know the world in terms of love, and she can't tell what love is, so she classifies these feelings as friendship. Originally, she was still a little trapped by the events of that night, and she didn't know how to face Alston and Yanhe, but fortunately, she became a member of the Zishu family, which was a blessing in misfortune, and there were five major families who could not communicate with each other, so she could naturally avoid these topics.

But escaping is not always the way out, one day she will have to face her heart, and her future lover may be nothing more than Yanhe or Alston, but it is too early to think about it. Yaya continued to flip through it.

"Ray Hildo's confession was so brave that even I was taken aback, and even some of them began to feel sorry for Julidia. I always thought that Julidia liked Ray, and their usual quarrels made me think that they would spend the rest of their lives here, but I didn't expect Ray to leave Julidia just to say that he liked me?! I don't understand what attracted Ray to it, and Ray said he didn't understand why. I even suspected that Ray was just trying to marry the family! Anyway, I rejected Ray because my feelings for him were not really love, but simple friendship, and I didn't want to tarnish this friendship. Be a clear person, you must not fall in love with your friends, otherwise when you break up, you won't even be able to be friends. So my current refusal is only a short-term disappointment, and it will not affect the long-term future. Ray said that he would always like me until I changed my mind, I thought it would be better to forget it, can't I hide if I can't be provoked? ”

Yaya suddenly has a feeling that nothing can go back, and Ray says that he will always like Zishu Anya, which may not be a lie. That's why Alston said that his father was often silent for a long time in front of the portrait of the woman, perhaps because he was thinking of his son, Anya. Everything can't go back, if Zishu Anya is not surnamed Zishu, if she is not the eldest grandson of Zishu's family, maybe tomorrow she will still be able to laugh at Lei as usual, saying that you actually liked my mother, like this. But now that the identities are different, they are representatives of two families that are evenly matched or even hostile, and such jokes can no longer be said.

"My relationship with Ray is starting to get awkward, we've been on a team for two years and it's suddenly awkward at this time, even Julidia can figure out why. The kind Julidia didn't poke us out, but I still hope Ray can be with Julidia, or someone else he loves. The five major families cannot communicate with each other, Julidia is not a member of the five major families, but she is extraordinary, if she is with Ray, she will definitely be able to lead the Hildo family to a new level...... It's too early to think about this, don't think about it, good night. ”

The next content is what Yaya cares about the most.,Zishu Anya's diary actually recorded her father's related affairs.,Maybe it's her father.,In short,This is the first time that Zishu Anya has made it clear that she is in love with a man.。 Yaya began to hold her breath a little, her hands trembling, and she flipped through the rest of her diary.

"I never dreamed that love would be just around the corner, and at this age when I was blooming like a flower, I met him. ”

"I haven't asked his name yet, after all, he's not a soul eater, just an ordinary person, we met on the street, and after I had dealt with the cups of souls in the air, I was sitting weak and tired at the door of the cafΓ©, and he handed me a handkerchief and asked me if I needed to go to the hospital. ”

"Is there a more clichΓ© way to pick up a conversation in the world? I don't think so. In the face of such an ordinary person as him, I don't think I can play with the temper of the eldest lady of the scholar. His body smelled very good, and even the handkerchief was sprayed with the smell of perfume, which was not very smoky, but the faint scent of grass. I didn't know much about perfumes, and I couldn't tell what the top notes were, but I was so addicted to the scent. I boldly asked him for his contact information and tried to see him again when I returned his handkerchief. He readily agreed, help, my deceased mother bless me, he is really bewitching, resurrecting the bewitching of all beings. I don't understand why such a man says that he is an ordinary office worker, just by his face and the slightly raised corners of his eyes, I fell in love at first sight. Am I a woman? Am I? I've never had any lustful colors in the first half of my life, but when I met him, the whole world changed. ”

"I'm in love. ”