268 to my wedding
The morning came eagerly but slowly, but the beauty of the moonlight could no longer be seen, and the nearly rushing sunlight seeped through the window into An Ran's room, shining on my face and her face.
The sun shone on Li Qingshu, who was lying on the bed, with a slightly pouted mouth, and the light on her face seemed to be able to bring a reflective effect, at this time she was particularly charming, the flush of last night disappeared, and she slept peacefully.
I talked all night, but I also pretended to be a night, I drank all night, she was too much, but I was very sober, otherwise I would not be in a wheelchair now, but lying naked with her.
Li Qingshu and I both released the suppressed emotions in our hearts last night, and when we woke up after a while, maybe she didn't remember it anymore, but I remembered, remembered her pain, her pity, and the way she clenched my palm tightly and shed tears.
And that intoxicating moment, I will never forget that moment when pain and helplessness intertwine me and fill me.
Looking at her, looking at her seductive lips, I wanted to kiss her secretly
I got up slowly, quite nervously in front of her, panting, gently kissed her lips, after kissing, I felt a hint of wine in the fragrance of her lips, I was in a trance, but I still restrained myself, and stood up rationally, I love her, since I love her, there can be no trace of dirt in my heart, otherwise it will only defile her.
I touched my trembling lips and looked at her distractedly, in order to be able to see her every day, to see her peaceful sleeping appearance, I must not fail, I must not lose myself, I must lose love.
And when I looked at Li Qingshu for a long time, my legs were a little weak, the corners of Li Qingshu's mouth moved, and his eyelids also moved, it seemed that I was about to wake up, so I quickly sat in the wheelchair, and just after I sat in the wheelchair, Li Qingshu opened his eyes, looked at the ceiling very hazy, and was stunned for a moment before he noticed me and looked at me
"Why are you in my room? Did you do something to me? ”
Li Qingshu looked at me and asked in shock, and at the same time looked at the body covered by the quilt.
Li Qingshu took her innocence as the first question, I was very relieved, but I was also sad, and she still didn't believe me completely
"Have you forgotten what happened last night?"
I said helplessly, although it was expected, but I didn't want to be so expected.
"Last night? What happened last night? ”
Li Qingshu saw that he was still wearing clothes, and his mood was much more relaxed, and when he heard my inquiry, he became eager again, so eager that the so-called coldness did not have time to surface.
"It's okay that you're drunk, drunk, what's wrong with you? How do you drink so much alcohol? ”
Since Li Qingshu couldn't remember it anymore, I pretended to be and asked knowingly.
"Oh drunk, so did I say anything?"
Li Qingshu completely relaxed, and believed me, but continued quite nervously, obviously afraid that he would say something he shouldn't say after he was drunk, of course I had to say it at this time
"I didn't say it, after you came back, you went straight to my room and fell asleep."
"Huh? I sleep in your room, so where do you sleep? ”
"I couldn't sleep either, so I crawled on the side of the bed and rested for a while, do you have a headache?"
I said lightly, but Li Qingshu's face changed, he opened the quilt with his feet, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I slept in your bed, so that you have no bed to sleep in, my head hurts slightly, it's okay, I'll wash my face, and then make breakfast, you go to bed and lie down for a while, I'll make breakfast and call you." ”
Li Qingshu quickly got out of bed while speaking, walked to me in his shoes, and didn't care if I wanted to rest or not, he was going to help me to bed, I looked at her silently, smiled quietly, smiled with relief, even if I had used strength on my legs, but I still pretended to be a crippled wolf, I thought about it all night last night, whether to sue her, whether to continue to deceive her, and finally I came to a conclusion with certainty in my heart.
I want to continue to disguise, continue to hide, I want to be by her side all the time, I can only continue to deceive her until I am ready to be brave, if I can I want to deceive her for the rest of my life, every day I can feel the moments that make me feel happy, I need moments like this.
Smelling the fragrance of her long hair and the unique body fragrance, I suddenly wanted to lie on this big bed and sleep well, without thinking about anything, just waiting for Li Qingshu to make a hearty breakfast for me.
"You have a good rest, I'll go out first."
Li Qingshu carefully covered the quilt for me, looked at me deeply, and said with a smile, looking at her smile, I always felt that because of last night's release, her sadness was a little less, maybe drinking is really useful, right?
I nodded, Li Qingshu shook his long hair, turned around and left, I looked at her back, I had a feeling of enjoyment, enjoying her beauty, her warmth, for me this is very ordinary, very simple Xinfu
Today's Li Qingshu is back to normal, and after breakfast, he continued to exercise with me, and I was pretending to exercise, and the willpower to stand up was vividly expressed, I just don't know what kind of thoughts Li Qingshu would have when she knew that I had deceived her?
On the way to my workout, Liu Qilei actually came to see me again, and Luo Meng didn't come, looking at Liu Qilei, I couldn't help but think of Xiaoyan, I understood that I was really sorry for Xiaoyan, I was very sorry, but I couldn't do anything.
"Liang Jiafeng, how are you doing? Is it better? ”
Liu Qilei sat on the sofa and looked at me, and asked anxiously.
Li Qingshu went to make us coffee, and at this time there were only me and Liu Qilei in the living room, looking at her, I couldn't figure out why Liu Qilei always came to see me, our relationship was not good? Since I came to Li Qingshu's house, Liu Qilei has come almost every three or four days, could it be that Luo Meng asked her to come? Romon can't come because of his busy work?
"It's okay, I'm confident, thank you for your concern, by the way, why didn't Romon come? And every time you come to see me. ”
I asked Liu Qilei about the doubts in my heart, I have always liked to observe details, I don't know how? I always feel that Liu Qilei's eyes look at me and care about me are a little inconsistent with my identity, and I don't know why I think so.
When Liu Qilei heard my inquiry, she looked stunned, looked away unconsciously, and then looked at me again, and said a little helplessly: "Luo Meng has been busy with work recently, and he is also busy with marriage, so let me come to see you for him, and he asked me to say sorry to you." ”
"What? Preparing for your wedding? You're getting married? ”
I asked in surprise, but I was happy for Romon from the bottom of my heart, but I also helplessly reflected the loneliness of my own lonely family, and I didn't know when my happiness would come.
"yes, I'm getting married soon, just a few years ago."
"Liang Jiafeng, you have to promise me that when we get married, you must stand up and go to my wedding, okay?"
Liu Qilei suddenly became serious, staring into my eyes with a hint of begging.
"Your wedding?"
"No, our wedding, my wedding with Romon."