Soon I finished pouring three glasses, and Li Qingshu entered it in one gulp, and I knew that I couldn't continue to pour it for her

"Hurry up again"

Li Qingshu stretched out his hand and put the crystal cup in front of me and gave an order.

"Qingshu, you can't drink anymore, if you drink again, you'll get drunk."

I solemnly persuaded.

"It's good to be drunk, don't think about anything when you're drunk, I want to be drunk, pour me wine."

Li Qingshu, who was drunk, lost his mind for a while, blushed, his eyes were blurred, and he muttered, revealing a very heavy pain.

"Li Qingshu, are you enough of it, are you sad and drunk for a man who abandoned you? Do you think it's worth it? ”

After all, I still couldn't be kind and begged to persuade Li Qingshu, so I directly put the red wine bottle on the ground and yelled at Li Qingshu loudly.

"Abandonment? No, no, no, I abandoned him, not me, he didn't care about me, and he didn't care about me, and he resolutely went to Canada regardless of me, and he got involved with a foreign woman when he went, I didn't throw him, when will I wait? You sue me, wait for when? ”

Li Qingshu thought back to the past and said angrily, and suddenly grabbed my hand and asked forcefully, and her superficial strength was just fragile.

"Well, you have to be calm, let the past pass, the past is just the old people, people have to look forward, there must be one in front of you that makes you feel excited, so that you can forget the past, and love seriously, look away, Li Qingshu."

I looked at Li Qingshu, who was emotional, flashing with tears, and said meaningfully, and seeing Li Qingshu drunk and sad for other men, and even crying, my mood was even worse, and I couldn't help but pick up the red wine bottle and pour myself a glass, and drank it decisively.

I hope I can also let alcohol anesthetize my love, the love that I have never dared to say clearly, even though I can stand up now, but I feel that the time has not yet come, I am not ready.

"You don't understand, you don't understand, once upon a time we said that we would join hands in the palace of marriage, he said that he would give me the best wedding in the world, give me the best love, the best future, but everything is right and wrong, I still don't want to believe that he will leave me, I will not hesitate to go abroad, find another woman, I hate him, hate him for not keeping his promises, hate him for not coming back to me without face."

Li Qingshu finally couldn't suppress his feelings, and finally shed tears under the stimulation of alcohol, the tears that made the world tremble, line by line, slid down, crossed the flushed cheeks, eroded the beautiful face, and the angry words clearly expressed her hatred.

I can't understand her pain, but I want to share the pain in her heart, the most important reason why she can't forget her ex-boyfriend is because of her noble and proud heart, thinking that everyone in the world will cherish her and will look to her

Listening to Li Qingshu's sad words, I only poured wine for myself and drank it for myself, and after drinking half a glass of red wine into my stomach, I dodged Li Qingshu's hand that wanted to snatch the wine bottle.

looked at her and sighed: "Yes, although I can't understand your true feelings, but I understand such sadness, my first love is the first person I love in my life, and my first 'time' was also given to her, on the contrary, I also want her first' At that time, we were still in high school, and I thought that we would always be together, and then get admitted to a good university together, and then get married immediately after graduating from college, and strive for happiness and sweetness together, but one day she suddenly evaporated from the world, and I couldn't find her no matter how I looked for her, and I was about to collapse, and my heart was like being torn. ”

"This is the first relationship, and when I went to college, gradually out of the shadow of the previous relationship, I met a foreign woman, she was passionate, I quickly fell in love, but the good times did not last long, she disappeared after our night of madness, and the first relationship, I broke up without saying that I broke up, I also searched all over the world, but I couldn't find it, she abandoned me, gave up her promise, I hated her, especially hated her, I once no longer believed in the so-called love, no longer believed in love, I believe that love is a tormenting meat grinder. ”

I used the alcohol that stimulated the soul, and also through Li Qingshu's painful feelings, vented the emotions that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time, I said painfully, Li Qingshu listened painfully, and gradually listened to my words, my story, no longer want wine, no longer noisy, just listen quietly, silently crying.

"It's just that I don't believe in love anymore is just a one-sided theory, it's just an impulsive idea when I was angry and hurt at that time, when a person meets someone who wants to love in my heart again, I will break all the so-called terms and conditions, and there will always be a person who will easily break the shackles that imprison the soul, and is willing to believe in love again and enjoy love, and then I met Man Qing in college."

"A woman who makes me forget everything and believe in love, in fact, I tried to fall in love with other women before her, and I want to get back the feeling of being in love, but no matter how many times I talk, I can't do it after all, until I meet her, and I am with her, and I am closest to the promise I made, Tom's appearance, coupled with Manqing's change of heart, ran away with someone else on the wedding day"

"She said to me cruelly to break up, said that the ring is cheap, the picture of sitting in other men's cars is still fresh in my memory, at that time it felt like the whole world was collapsing, I curled up on the ground and cried, but she was in love with other men in the so-called Passat car, I was my fiancée before, just a husband and wife to marry a daughter-in-law, and now I think about it I am also glad that I did not get a marriage certificate before the ceremony, otherwise I would have felt the tearing taste of flashing."

As I kept talking, I kept drinking, and I avoided the feeling of dry mouth, and I didn't know whether I was dissuading Li Qingshu or warning myself, don't love lightly, otherwise all I will leave will hurt.

There are lights in the villa, and there are our greetings at the dinner table, but we are eroded by sadness and wrapped in pain.

Li Qingshu heard my sincere and true story, but the tears were more ferocious, I don't know why she shed tears like this, but it was definitely not for me to sigh, maybe it was for the so-called love and commitment, right?

"You are a person with a story, but we are the same, we are all people who have been abandoned by love, and we are pitiful in love, and it is difficult to meet a person who is truly opposite and loves each other until old age."

Li Qingshu reached out drunken and held my palm, held it tightly, and said in a choked voice, because of the effect of alcohol, she and I lost our minds, but we expressed the feelings in our hearts.

"Wishing to win a person's heart is a fairy tale, and the white head is not separated is a joke, and this promise will be said in every love, all of which are, nonsense sentences."