The snowflakes continued to fly, making the originally lonely city much more gorgeous, but adding a lot of sadness, the whole city was in such an atmosphere, and walking in the snowy night I could only sigh, I still can't help but think about what she is doing at this time? Is it snowing in Beijing like Hangzhou? Is she losing her mind, or is she having fun?

Even if the snow is vast, even with an unusually cold wind, the atmosphere of the bar is still strong, I walked into the familiar bar, the first thing that caught my eye was the small blackboard hanging on the wall, this story has been widely circulated, in fact, I am particularly envious of the man in the story, he has a woman who has loved him all his life, this is enough, and then think about yourself, how can I compare with it, I have now really become a walking corpse, only know how to work, every day I get up and will shout to myself, success, Be sure to succeed and then start on the road to success.? Bayi Chinese Network w?w?w?.? ８?１z?w?．? com”

The bar was as usual, even though it was snowing tonight, but there were few people with smiles on their faces, and when I came to the bar, I also saw Yiyi who was working as a bar waiter.

"You're here? It's snowing today, which is good. ”

Yiyi saw me, a faint smile appeared, and said to me.

"yes, the first snow of the year, a little later than usual, Yiyi got me a bottle of whiskey."

Snow has become a sad thing in my heart, and wine and cigarettes have become my favorite things at this stage.

"Are you drinking again? You must be thinking about Li Qingshu, right? I haven't seen her in a long time. ”

Yiyi reluctantly brought me a bottle of whiskey, and at the same time said with emotion.

"No, what do I think she does?"

I said very indifferently, and at the same time quickly twisted the cap of the bottle and poured myself a glass of wine.

"Don't lie to me, look at your lost soul, I know what you think, in fact, to be honest, you and Li Qingshu are really not from the same world, you will be hurt sooner or later if you go on like this."

Yiyi retracted her smile and said to me very solemnly.

"Sooner or later, it's already a reality, don't talk about it, I'm not in a good mood."

I took a sip of wine and said lightly, the sad music playing in the bar vividly set off the sadness in my heart, I really don't want to show it on the surface, but I can't control it.

"What? It's already a reality? Have you broken up yet? ”

Yiyi's solemn face with a hint of concern instantly appeared in horror, obviously shocked and unbelievable that Qingshu and I parted ways so quickly.

I didn't speak, and continued to drink, which was a kind of acquiescence.

"Hey, this is the result that can be imagined, sometimes God is really a creation to make people, you must be very heartbroken now, I will accompany you to drink a bar, and you will not return home if you are not drunk today."

Yiyi took a cup, quickly poured herself a glass of wine, touched the glass with me, and drank, I looked at the cup in my hand, looked up at her who was drinking, wanted to say something, and finally did not speak, in fact, for me, drinking is an important thing now, if someone accompanies me to drink, then I should drink better, maybe some words can only be said when I am drunk.

I can see that Yiyi's mood is not very good, she drank wine, more fierce than me, just a moment, half a bottle of whiskey is down, I feel that I have dizzy, already drunk, but I continue to pour wine The action does not stop there, and Yiyi is the same, even if we are drunk, we are all crazy to drink, gradually I don't know what is born in the bar, I don't know what songs are playing, all the qiē is blurred, I just know that I keep cheering, Then it's the hot feeling, and then there's nothing to know.

When I came to consciousness, I had a great headache and couldn't open my eyes, but the environment was not quiet, I heard a voice, a very familiar voice, and when I heard this voice, I stopped for the time being and continued to want to open my eyes, pretending to be asleep and listening to this sound.

"It's been a long time since I've looked at you so quietly, and I don't know whether to be happy or feel helpless, why are we so far? In fact, I regret my decision, but even if I regret it, I have to swallow the bitter fruit of regret alive, if I can choose again, I will not do this, otherwise the person who is with you is me, and now, it is useless to say anything, I am already pregnant with his child, I can't start all over again, when I sit alone on a cold chair, it's really not worth how to do it, to live, when I saw you and Xiaoyan extremely happy, I was relieved, However, you and Xiaoyan broke up, seeing your sad appearance, even though I was secretly worried in my heart, but I couldn't do anything, I could only look at you closely, but when I learned that you and Li Qingshu were together, I was relieved again, but I was worried, I understand the gap between you and Li Qingshu, I am even sure that you and Li Qingshu have been together for only a year, but you broke up in less than half a year, in fact, I have been returning to you during this time, but seeing that you are very happy, I also tried to let goI was really with him, of course, because I was drunk, but because of that time, I was pregnant and had his child, and it was almost two months. ”

I was still lying on the bed, listening to her voice, and the meaning and trembling of every word, every word, every sentence, I couldn't hold it anymore, I always thought that she had already let go, but at this moment I understood that she had never let go, she was so similar to Liu Qilei.

"So, Liang Jiafeng, I hope you can be happy, find a woman who can always accompany you to continue to live, he and I may be getting married recently, I hope that when I get married, you can bring your new girlfriend to my wedding, we met in youth, and youth has become a memory of the past, let us bury the memory of the past in our hearts, I believe we will all have a good life."

Her voice continued to resound, and then suddenly disappeared, lying with her eyes closed, I felt that she was leaving, but at this time I suddenly had a feeling of emptiness, but more helplessness and sighing, no matter what the love is, I can't say a bad feeling, but just when I thought she was gone, my forehead was touched by the soft storage zài, and my body immediately tensed, I know what this means......

A dragonfly kiss landed on my forehead, and after a moment of separation, I heard rather rapid footsteps, and then the sound of doors opening and closing, and then returned to calm, and I opened my eyes for a long time, touched my forehead with a somewhat numb hand, looked at some familiar rooms, and then realized that I had returned home, the lights were off, but there was moonlight, but I was a little heavy now, and of course I felt happy for her, she was pregnant, I'm getting married, and it's really worth congratulating, but I immediately thought of me, and I'm back to being single again at this moment, how many times has this experienced? After drinking, you will forget jì qiē for a while, but when you wake up, not only do you have to remember a qiē again, but you also have a splitting headache.

"I hope you can be happy, don't be like me."

I looked up at the ceiling and muttered.

I don't know what time it is, but I can't sleep when I wake up, but at this moment when I don't know the time, I am lying on the bed, looking at the dark room, I feel the taste of loneliness, this taste is really indescribable, this is the huge room, the lonely bed.

And just like that, just like that, I gradually fell asleep with an indescribable feeling......

After the snowfall, the city of Hangzhou became extremely gorgeous, the snow-capped world gave the city a touch of nobility, I got up early, went to the nearby breakfast shop to buy some breakfast, on the road stepped on the snow that others had not walked, leaving their own footprints, holding a steamy bun in my hand, walked to the door of the small courtyard, I saw Liu Qilei's car, looking at her car, I was not surprised, just shook my head and sighed, this qiē has made me accustomed to it, she still came so early, even if the city has been covered with heavy snow.

I quickly went upstairs, opened the door and returned home, and also saw Liu Qilei who was busy in the kitchen, Tom should still be sleeping, after all, today is the weekend.

"I've already bought breakfast, don't make breakfast."

I changed my slippers, and before I had time to take off my coat, I walked to the kitchen and said to Liu Qilei, who was cooking.

"If you buy it, you will buy it back, and I will make a little more, and it will be good to have a little more hearty."

Liu Qilei turned around, looked at me and smiled, she was holding a spoon in an apron, she was boiling porridge, for some reason, after I saw her just after I came back from the cold world, it was very warm, and there was a warm current in my heart.

Yes, I just want this kind of life, but it's so hard......

"Okay, I'm with you."

I said with a smile on my face.

No matter what happened last night, I'm going to be happy today, she has a home, and I'm going to find my home.

"Oh, the sun is out in the west today, you want to cook with you?"

When Liu Qilei heard my words, she looked at me with a surprised face and said with emotion.

"There is a sun on the wool, today is cloudy, the snow is white, okay, let's cook."

As I spoke, I put the bun in the kitchen, then quickly took off my coat and walked into the kitchen, ready to make a few sandwiches.

"Anyway, something is wrong with you today, and I don't know if it's good or bad."

Liu Qilei looked at me very seriously and said meaningfully.

"It's definitely good."

I looked at her and said firmly.