"You won't be alone again in the future, and I'll have it in the days to come—"

Liu Qilei's tone couldn't stay calm, I heard her words, it was even more difficult to calm down, my heart could only be more messy, I muttered and sighed: "Maybe I'm destined to play a one-man show all my life, right?" You'd better stay away from me, I'm a lone star. ”

**The hot pot is not cared for, but it keeps heating up the temperature of the box.

"If you want to cry, just cry, don't say it, I understand you, I know what you need now."

Liu Qilei's words resounded again, and I was obedient and silent, leaning on her shoulder and sobbing in a low voice, my mind was full of the scenes of last night, and then overlapped the first snow of the previous year, some fragmented memories were like sharp blades cutting me fiercely, if I used pain to describe the current I was not enough, I only knew that I was very fragile now, extremely fragile, as Liu Qilei said, she understood me and knew what I needed now......

I surprisingly didn't drink this night, just washed my face with tears, and finally returned home, Tom was at Ou Kuangda's house, Liu Qilei sent me back home, and did not leave immediately, but did not feel bored to take care of me, this qiē I saw in my eyes, I am not hard-hearted, but my chaotic heart can not be lightly touched.

"I think you want to sing now, I'll sing with you, and sing until the neighbors report us, how about it?"

Liu Qilei seemed to be able to see my heart, put a glass of boiled water on the bedside table, and then smiled at me sitting on the bed and said, and I looked at her at this moment, slightly stunned for a moment, and then also smiled and said: "Okay, then let's go crazy and let the neighbors report us for disturbing the people." ”

"Well, I don't sing love songs, I only sing songs that make us roar."

Liu Qilei looked extremely excited, and when she spoke, she took out her mobile phone to find a song, and I couldn't help but smile when I looked at her appearance at this time, this time I laughed very happily, and temporarily forgot the sadness in my heart.

And the song that rang from Liu Qilei's mobile phone made me a little speechless, I saw Liu Qilei put the mobile phone on the bed with a smile, and then swayed along with the music, and the prelude with the active atmosphere made me more relaxed.

"Come on, jump up, I want to see the boy who used to be so optimistic? No matter what happens, it won't stump him, and no matter what happens, he always smiles. ”

Liu Qilei stretched out her hand and looked at me very seriously and said meaningfully.

I looked at her, didn't speak, and at the same time as a smile appeared, my mind went back to the time when I was in college, the memories of my youth, the carefree, funny life came to mind, and I also stretched out my palms, and I stood barefoot on the cold floor, but now I need such stimulation.

"Cool Cool Cool ......"

I got out of bed, stood on the ground and yelled, and immediately I was like a madman, and Liu Qilei next to me also went crazy with me and sang with me.

"That's it...... The sky is so bright, the earth is so wide, the love is so rippling, the heart is so waves, the song is so melodious, the song is so crazy, ha-ba-oh, ha ”

Liu Qilei and I swayed face to face, like two patients who had just come out of a mental hospital, completely releasing our nature, because our goal was to let the neighbors report us for disturbing the people, at this time we were so happy, so cool, I was barefoot on the floor crazy jumping, and Liu Qilei was competing with me to see whose voice was bigger, at this time I have forgotten any sadness, I only know that there is such a woman who is willing to accompany me crazy, this is enough.

Long hair fluttering, smiling is still the same, singing is out of tune, dancing blindly, this is Liu Qilei, not at all like her usual appearance, maybe this is her nature, or maybe she is completely for me, I am grateful to her from the bottom of my heart, and I also feel worthless for her, no matter what, I finally shook my head, let myself be completely silent in the madness, everything that should not be there is thrown away, only happiness and loud roars, and slightly messy dance steps.

"Just this feel, double cool, double cool, this feel, double cool, feel double cool...... Refreshing, refreshing, the soul is so free, God is so loose, the love is so rippling, and the heart is so wavelike. Turned into a ray of light, blinding all wounds. Woo-oh, Woo-oh, Woo-woo. Ha baba oh oh oh go you, wow oh oh oh, just this feel, double cool, double cool, this feel double cool, feel double cool, cool cool ...... Five words floated in the sky, that's not a thing, it's a matter of annoyance for a while, and it's over for a while... Just this feel, double cool, double cool, this feel, double cool, feelfeel, double cool, cool and ......"

We followed the music of the mobile phone, yelling louder and louder, the love xù was simply to a state of collapse, crazy to the rhythm of collapse, Liu Qilei and I were singing, while pushing each other with our hands, our nature was completely released by us, we played like two children, the smile on our faces never disappeared, and when the song fell, Liu Qilei suddenly pushed me down on the bed, and I hurriedly grabbed her arm, and she was also brought to the bed, just behind me, I lay flat on the bed, She pressed against me, and we both looked at each other a little blankly, and then we started to play again, from crazy square dancing to bed fighting, and childish madness played out in the little bedroom.

I don't know how long this state lasted, we finally panted and didn't move, she and I were lying on the soft bed, I was completely tired now, tired after happiness, I didn't have any feelings in my heart, just looked up at the ceiling that was a little far away, and muttered, "Don't you think I'm naïve?" ”

Liu Qilei lay beside me, breathing a little short, but she also said to me: "People sometimes have to be naïve. ”

"Yes, I'm just now realizing that it's really good to be naïve, and now I'm very tired and tired, but I feel extremely happy, thank you Qilei, thank you for being able to go crazy with me, and damage your ladylike image."

I still looked at the ceiling, and said to Liu Qilei lying beside me, in fact, now my heart is also full of emotion, when I fled from my hometown to Hangzhou, I came to Luo Meng's house and met Liu Qilei again, there were some misunderstandings between us, and there were quarrels, but I didn't expect that it was more than a year, and now she is with me, and for more than a year, she and I have experienced too much.

"I should thank you, thank you for being able to be by your side, and I hope it will be the same every day in the future."

Liu Qilei said to me very bluntly.

And when I heard her words, I couldn't answer anything, I could only choose to escape the silence, how could I promise anything in my current state?

"Okay, it's time for me to go back, you can rest early, get up tomorrow and work hard, so that those who look down on you feel how blind they are."

Liu Qilei suddenly sat up from the bed and said to me very solemnly.

"Tom isn't here today, it's so late, you can sleep in Tom's bedroom."

I quickly sat up from the bed, looked at Liu Qilei who was standing beside me and hurriedly said.

"Alright then, excuse me."

Liu Qilei didn't even think about it, she turned around and said to me with a smile.

"I'm going to take a shower."

Then Liu Qilei left five words and walked out of the bedroom, and I was stunned, how do I feel that Liu Qilei is waiting for my words? I shook my head helplessly and lay down on the bed again, very tired, very tired, really tired......

The night is so long, no matter how I want to sleep but I can't fall asleep, maybe Liu Qilei has already fallen asleep, I tossed and turned for a long time and finally sat up from the bed, found a cigarette, lit it and began to smoke violently, and finally I smoked a lot of cigarettes, whenever I was in a bad mood, I always wanted to smoke, maybe cigarettes were my only comfort, right? I sat on the bed, in the dark, looking at the room without light, I didn't know what I was looking at, I knew that I couldn't sleep this night, I knew that the ashtray was going to be full of cigarette butts this night, I knew that the bedroom was going to be filled with heavy smoke, but the stars were still stars, the moon was still high in the sky, but my love disappeared into this somewhat unforgiving world.

……

In addition to Liu Qilei knowing, I didn't sue anyone else, my work has to continue, what I have to do now is to prove myself, and my firm belief is stronger, I want to thank the people who look down on me, I didn't slump, I turned my sadness into motivation, and worked hard, Tom's travel agency is becoming more and more famous, I believe that next year's spring Tom travel agency will not only be a travel agency, but also the bar is also in the efforts of the three of us, opened a third branch, more than two weeks have passed, I spend every day in a busy way, I still spend every day as usual, after dinner, I will walk on the night road shrouded in darkness, because at this time I can see a glimmer of light from the darkness, that is the light of hope, I will walk from home to the bar, I will go to the bar every day to sing a few songs, but today's night in Hangzhou is different from usual, because I don't know when the snowflakes have fallen, the first snow in Hangzhou has finally arrived, it will come later than before, and look up at the snowflakes falling from the sky, The mood is inevitably a little low, more than ten days, the memory is so clear, and now I see the snowflakes, the picture of the past is more real, as if it happened today, as if the future is like this.

I walked in the snowflakes at night, the lights seemed to lose their color, Hangzhou changed in an instant, and my mood was the same.