The first meal I had when I got home was even heavier, I didn't know what I was going to do after eating, and I didn't know what to do every second in the future.

The revolutionary father and the matchmaker took Tom back to the next door, only me and Qilei were left in the house, the house was silent and silent, no one spoke, Qilei was taking a bath, and I was watching TV, although the lights were unusually bright, I felt unusually dark, the heavy darkness seemed to be pressed down in a moment, this feeling was particularly uncomfortable.

The choice between the left and right intersections left and right left me in a daze, and although I was watching the TV broadcast, I didn't know what was being played.

The bathroom door opened, and I looked at her, she was wrapped in a bath towel, like a hibiscus out of the water, and I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, until she walked in front of me, and I was relieved.

But I didn't speak, but looked at the TV again that I hadn't understood, and at this moment it was just me and her, and I really didn't know what to say, maybe all I could do was be silent, right?

"What are you looking at? So seriously. ”

Qilei asked me softly.

"See for yourself."

I actually didn't know what I was looking at, so I said such a sentence, quite indifferent, in fact, I told myself that I had to be indifferent to her, so that Qilei would hate me, and we could divorce, how cheap my thoughts were, really too cheap.

"Stop looking, go to sleep."

Qilei didn't change much emotionally, and still whispered to me, I'm like this to her, she's still like this to me, I really don't know how to express it, I only feel guilty about Qilei, I only have guilt left.

"You go to sleep first, I'll watch it for a while, it's a good TV."

I still pretended to be indifferent and said to her.

"Are you watching TV? It's a movie, right? ”

Qilei asked me suspiciously.

"Well, it's a movie."

I scratched my head in embarrassment and said, but still didn't look at Qilei, I couldn't face Qilei because I had done something wrong, but I had to do it.

"Don't look at it, let's talk for a while, I think it's hard to talk in the future."

Qilei sat down beside me slowly, and said to me calmly, which was also meaningful.

I didn't speak, but watched TV with my eyes, but my heart was not on TV, and my whole being was in an indescribable state.

"Do you still love Wang Xiaoyan now?"

Qilei didn't answer me, ignored me, and didn't be angry, but continued to talk to me and ask questions.

"Qilei, let's not talk about these things, there are no things, let's sleep."

I finally turned my head to look at her, still calmly, and then stood up and walked to the bedroom.

"Liang Jiafeng: Are you running away now? You're going to divorce me, what else can't you say to me? ”

Qilei's words resounded in a high-pitched voice, I heard it, but I didn't answer, I didn't stop walking, but still strode into the bedroom, but I knew that Qilei would follow, this is what I need to face.

I walked into the bedroom and sat on the bed, and Qilei walked into the bedroom and stood directly in front of me, she looked at me seriously, the whole person was in a calm state, but I felt extremely excited, I couldn't see through her, maybe I myself became blurry, messy.

"How did you meet Xiaoyandong in Dali?"

She asked me quizzically.

"Not met."

I replied very simply, almost without even thinking about it.

"Do you think I'll believe it?"

Qilei said to me meaningfully.

"What I'm saying is true, believe it or not."

I said indifferently, looking at her with extremely indifferent eyes.

"Hehe, of course I don't believe it, if you hadn't seen Wang Xiaoyan in Dali, how could you divorce me?"

Qilei said to me firmly, anyway, it was confirmed, of course her identification was correct, but this identification was a hurt to her, and it was also painful.

"Could it be that when I go to Dali, I will meet Xiaoyan? Others can also come across it. ”

I said it with the same seriousness.

"You went to Dali to find Wang Xiaoyan, and my intuition is like this, you and Li Qingshu should have ended, as for the others, I don't know, so I think you just met Wang Xiaoyan."

Qilei's words were extremely certain.

"I'm going to sleep, if you don't believe it, you won't believe it no matter what I say."

I continued to say indifferently, and when I spoke, I was lying on the bed, looking like I was enjoying it, and I was also looking tired.

"If you don't make it clear today, don't sleep, even if you divorce me, you have to explain it, I don't want to be unclear."

Qilei continued to say loudly, and at the same time reached out to pull me up, but when I lay down, I didn't want to get up, because I really didn't want to face Qilei, her words touched my heart, the surface is calm and the heart is turbulent, I want to fall asleep peacefully, even if I can't sleep, I have to turn off the light, let me be an ugly monster.

"Get up, get up, get up quickly."

Qilei didn't let me go, she grabbed the bath towel with one hand, and grabbed my arm with the other to pull me up.

"Qilei, don't make trouble, go to sleep, I'm tired, really tired."

I sat up and looked at her and said seriously, but my eyes didn't dare to look at her, I lowered my head and thought in confusion.

"You tell me, I understand, I understand, just sleep, it's as simple as that."

Qilei said to me unwillingly, and the palm of her hand also loosened me, for me, I am helpless in such a situation, but even if I am helpless, I have to say, if I don't say it today, Qilei is unwilling to give up, and if it goes on like this, my parents will know.

"Okay, okay, I say."

I finally said to Qilei by three points.

When Qilei heard my words, she sat down calmly on the bed, and also sat beside me, waiting for my words.

"I went to Dali and did see Xiaoyan."

I said, then glanced at Qilei and saw that her expression fluctuated a little, and I didn't know what to say next.

"And then?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, Qilei asked me a little eagerly.

"Xiaoyan and I met in a breakfast shop, but it was met with a picture that I can never forget in my life, she was sitting at a dinner table, her eyes were empty, there was no trace of eyes, there was no color, I still can't forget the picture at that time, she just sat blankly, eating noodles a little unfavorably, my heart was hurting at that time, I couldn't believe it, I couldn't believe it, but it happened.

In the end, I walked in front of her, but she didn't notice me, I just sat in front of her and watched her, watching her eat, at that time my eyes were full of tears, my whole body was numb, at that time I resented God, life and death for the world has been desperate, at that time I thought too much. ”

I said word by word, since I have spoken, I have to say it seriously, the first time I say it to others, I feel completely different, my heart is still uncomfortable, but it is also a kind of relaxation, this thing still suppresses me.

When Qilei heard my words, her calm face finally took on color, and she was also incredulous, even if I didn't say it explicitly, but she felt it, after all, what I said was already very straightforward.

Her expression changed, and she was silent for a while, I looked at her, then lowered my head, and silently shed tears, whenever I thought that Xiaoyan couldn't see, my heart was very painful, and I couldn't help but want to cry.

"So that's the case, no wonder, but with your temperament, it's like this."

Qilei said suddenly, but it was extremely bitter, I could hear it.

"You want to take care of her, don't you?"

Qilei asked me.

"Yes."

At this time, I was not going to hide, so I replied directly.

"Yes, she is very pitiful now, she needs someone to take care of her and accompany her, and that person is the best for you, in my opinion, she left you and chose to break up with you because of this, right? She doesn't want to drag you down? She's a good woman, and if it were me, I would be the same. ”

Qilei seemed to say very sincerely, and I couldn't help but look up at her, and found that a smile appeared on her face, but it was full of bitterness, except that bitterness was bitterness.

Her eyes were also filled with tears, although they were not as turbulent as mine, but they were also unforgettable, right?

"Qilei, me."

I wanted to speak, but I only said a few words, and I didn't know how to say the rest of the words, and I didn't know how to say them.

"Feng, you did the right thing, but the current Xiaoyan needs to be taken care of, and she must be taken care of, so you go and take care of her."

Qilei said sincerely, the tearful eyes touched me very much, I feel that she is also so pitiful at this moment, Qilei is a poor woman, and I want to hurt her.

"Qilei, me."

I said the same thing again.

"However, we and I have known Xiaoyan once, and now that she is sick, I also have to take care of her, so I will take care of her with you, and you will be right after taking care of her?"

Qilei continued to speak sincerely, while grasping me tightly with her slender but somewhat trembling palms, and those big eyes looked straight at me, making my heart tremble for a while.

"Huh?"

I just made a simple ah, but this one perfectly reflected the mood at this moment.

I really can't imagine that Qilei would choose to do this, she even has to take care of Xiaoyan and accompany Xiaoyan, which makes me a little overwhelmed, and I don't know what to say for a while? But I understand her thoughts, her good intentions, and Qilei just doesn't want to lose me.

"You wouldn't disagree with that, would you? But even if you don't agree, I'm going to see her, so take me with you next time you go to Dali. ”

Qilei said firmly but sincerely, her hand was also more tight, as if she was worried that I would disappear in a moment.