Qi Lei's words made me feel helpless, and it also made my heart extremely messy, I don't know what I should do, or maybe what is the right thing to do, Qi Lei wants to accompany me to find Xiaoyan, what should I do? I was dizzy and messed up.

"Qi Lei, are you really going to find Xiaoyan? Can't we get together and disperse? I know I'm sorry for you, but I have to get a divorce, and I don't want you to forgive me, but I hope you can understand me. ”

I watched her clasp my hand, raised my head and looked at her and said very solemnly, my tone was also trembling, I knew what state I was, after thinking about it for a while, I also knew what kind of situation I was, and I also knew how to do it, how to say it.

"I won't forgive you, I won't understand you, I just want to accompany you, just treat me as a cheap, I know what you think, I don't want you to bear all this one by one, what I have to bear with you."

Qi Lei's hand was held tighter by me, she still said to me firmly, I can't say how I feel, my firm heart just now is messy again, and I watched her eyes moisten again.

I suddenly want to go out for a walk now, walking alone at night, thinking about nothing, not paying attention to anything, just walking alone.

"Qi Lei, I want to go out for a walk."

I looked at her and said indifferently, and then got up and prepared to leave, but Qi Lei stood up at this time and looked at me with a serious face, those big eyes staring at me tightly, as if I was afraid that I would disappear in a moment.

However, I didn't speak, I just broke free of her palm, and walked out of the bedroom without looking back, I walked out of the house, and then I left the house, I walked downstairs, walking slowly at a not very fast speed, walking in a state of confusion, the sky was full of stars, the wind was blowing, the strong wind was so embarrassing to me, my cheeks were slammed, I was in pain, but I smiled.

I walked out of the community, walked on the main road, the cars coming and going flashed quickly, set off a gust of wind, lifted my bangs, I walked for a while, I just felt that someone was following me, even if I didn't look back, I also knew who it was, Qi Lei still followed out after all, I didn't look back, just walked like this without knowing the end, a small step and a big stride, the uneven pace reflects my current mood, my heart seems to stop for a moment, and then suddenly jumped up, I felt like I had a heart attack, and it was so uncomfortable that my chest was extremely aggrieved.

After walking for a while, the stars did not fall, and the moon was still nobly hanging in the sky, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and then dialed Xiaoyan's phone, and soon Xiaoyan's phone was connected.

"Xiaoyan, have you slept?"

I thought Xiaoyan was asleep, and asked her with some guilt.

"You didn't sleep, where are you?"

Xiaoyan's tone seemed to be a little different from before, and I couldn't tell what the difference was, but I felt a lot more relieved to hear her say that she hadn't slept.

"Well, what are you doing?"

I asked her.

"What are you doing, you're listening to a song, what about you? Where are you? ”

Xiaoyan asked me again, as if she cared about me very much.

"I'm back in Hangzhou."

I replied.

"Huh?"

Xiaoyan sighed, and then stopped talking.

"Xiaoyan, I came back to prepare for the New Year, and I will go to Dali after the New Year, I will definitely do what I said that day, you must take care of yourself."

I said with concern, and it was also a reminder to her who was shaken.

"Okay, but it's okay if you don't come, don't come, I don't want you to come, Liang Jiafeng, you have a good life, don't bother me, I also have my own life."

Xiaoyan's tone changed suddenly, returning to indifference, and then said to me indifferently, but I heard a trembling tone.

"Xiaoyan, don't say this anymore, I know you want me to accompany you, I will stay by your side, I will take you to the ends of the cape, listen to the best music in the world, and appreciate the beauty of the world."

I said very firmly, at this moment I have decided, I believe that I will not waver, Xiaoyan's eyes are blind, what else do I have to hesitate.

"What can you see when you're blind? Don't say anything nice, I don't want to hear it, okay I went to sleep and hung up the phone. ”

Xiaoyan still said indifferently to me, the tone was so indifferent, but I couldn't hear it, I couldn't feel it, I made up my mind, no matter what Xiaoyan did, I would also go, as soon as possible.

"Xiaoyan, I will definitely go, waiting for me."

I said to her firmly, and then she hung up the phone before I finished speaking, listening to the blind sound of the phone I smiled, I don't know if the smile is bitter or pleasant, and then put the phone in my pocket and continued to walk, I don't know how long I walked, how many steps I walked, anyway, I felt that I had been walking for a long time, and it was also very far, but Qi Lei behind me still followed me, I finally stopped my steps, but did not turn around, I waited for her to come, and there were some things I wanted to say to her, even if I didn't want to say it, but I had to say it, That's my choice.

In a moment, Qi Lei's footsteps were getting closer and closer, resounding loud and loud, and every time she took a step, my heart jumped suddenly.

My eyes were filled with tears, as if they would flow out in a moment.

"You called Xiaoyan?"

Qi Lei walked up to me and asked, she pretended to be calm, but I knew her eagerness.

"Yes, I told her I would go to Dali soon."

I said indifferently, Xiaoyan is indifferent to me, but I am indifferent to Qi Lei, it is really a narrow road, and it is also a portrayal of life.

"When are you going?"

Qi Lei asked me.

"After the Chinese New Year."

I replied.

"When the time comes, I will go with you to see her and take care of her, two people are better than one care."

Qi Lei said firmly, and her face was unusually serious, as if she had told me not to continue, she would not listen, but would only do so.

"Okay, you can follow if you want, but I will always stay in Dali, do you want to stay in Dali all the time?"

I turned my head to look at her and asked, hoping in my heart that she would say no.

"If you stay in Dali all the time, then I will stay in Dali all the time, and we can pick up Tom."

Qi Lei said seriously.

"Do you have to follow me like a fart? You're really annoying like this. ”

I said to her with a little annoyance, and my eyes were full of boredom.

Qi Lei didn't answer me immediately, but looked at me calmly, and then suddenly hugged me tightly, and said very seriously: "I'm just a fart, you can think whatever you want, I won't let happiness slip away from me." ”

Hearing Qi Lei's words, my body trembled and my heart trembled, but I still pretended to be indifferent, because this is the only way to cut off the connection that shouldn't be, and I just want to take care of Xiaoyan now.

"Qi Lei, Qi Lei, why? You are such a good woman, why do you have to hang yourself from a tree? I really can't figure it out, why the hell are you? ”

I said with a full stomach of doubt, and I really wanted to get this answer.

"There's no why, it's because I love you, because I love you, I won't let happiness slip away, because I love you, I can't watch you go with other women, even if you're together, I'm with you, just when I'm crazy, I only have you in my eyes, Liang Jiafeng, you don't want to get rid of me."

Qi Lei still said so firmly, and I heard her cry, she still hugged me tightly, but I put my hand down casually and responded to her with an indifferent look.

"But I just want to get rid of you now, how do you say that I want to get rid of you too, I am such a ruthless person, I chose to marry you because I was lonely, do you understand? It's because I'm lonely, I want to find a woman to marry, I must not love you, even hate you, I'm lonely, I'm lonely, I'm married because of my parents, but also because of my son Tom, do you understand? So please put yourself in your own position, I don't love you, I don't love you at all. ”

I pushed her away hard, and then stared at her tightly, and even said to her with a hint of ferocity, I am very ruthless now, it is simply cold-blooded and ruthless, even if Qi Lei can see it again, how big her heart is, her expression at this time is still changing, her appearance is pitiful, but I want to pretend to be fierce, indifferent and ruthless, now I want to give her this, I have to do.

The wind continued to blow, the stars were also full of hanging, the moon continued to move slowly, and then it seemed that it was not walking, after saying these words, I didn't care what Qi Lei's mood was, I just turned around and left, I didn't choose to go home, I don't want to go home today, I want to sing, it's not bad to have a crazy night today.

This time Qi Lei didn't seem to follow, and my pace quickened, as if I wanted to get rid of her.

However, I didn't take a few steps, Qi Lei's voice just rang out, I couldn't help frowning, and then I thought helplessly: Qi Lei, Qi Lei, why? I'm such a bastard, why are you doing this?

Qi Lei was running this time, and soon came to my side again, she didn't speak, just followed me silently, as if she was still digesting what I had just said to her, every ruthless word, and ruthless words were echoing in her ears, I knew it must be so, it must be so.

"Don't follow me, I have something to do."

I said coldly, not looking at her, but at the unknown road ahead.

"I'm bored, I'm just going to follow you, can't I? If you don't love me, I love you? ”

Qi Lei said very firmly, as if she was angry with me, but I knew that this was sincere, and at this moment my heart was dripping blood and crying.