440 I am not me without you

It's just that I yelled out, and there was still no response, I touched my throat and was about to lower my head, but when I was desperate to suffocate, the double doors that had been tightly closed opened, and Xiaoyan's figure appeared in my eyes, my despair disappeared in an instant, full of surprises, my tense body relaxed, and the heart that mentioned my throat and eyes also fell steadily.

Xiaoyan didn't disappoint me after all, her feelings for me are still there, she is just angry for a while, it's not that she doesn't love me anymore.

"Xiaoyan, you're still willing to see me."

I looked at her and said loudly, but I was very loud, but my voice did not support me, but made my loud voice the sound of mosquitoes.

While speaking, I finally moved my pace, my tired legs instantly gained strength, and before Xiaoyan walked towards me, I ran to her, grabbed her shoulders, smiled excitedly, looked at her and said: "Xiaoyan, thank you, thank you for forgiving me, today's words are my fault, I shouldn't lose my temper with you, I'm sorry." ”

I said hurriedly, but Xiaoyan didn't speak, just looked at me calmly, with a faint indifference in her expression, a kind of indifference that made my heart chill, looking at her I was very strange.

"Don't fantasize, I didn't want to continue to listen to you cry wolf, you don't feel ashamed of the New Year, I'm ashamed."

Xiaoyan quickly broke free of my palm, took a step back and said to me coldly, her words kicked me from the spring season to the cold winter, at this moment the wind seemed to be blowing more fiercely, I took it for granted that after all, I couldn't resist a simple ruthless word.

"It's impossible, it's impossible, Xiaoyan, we haven't reached this point yet, we just had a simple quarrel, every couple will inevitably quarrel, Xiaoyan, you sue me, you don't mean it, you sΓΉ me."

I stepped forward again, but Xiaoyan retreated quickly, I didn't grab her shoulder with my hand~ and couldn't give her the shake she deserved, but I still hurriedly said to her, my face may have been distorted, and in addition to eagerness in my words, the madness of the devil emerged again.

"I can tell you with certainty, when you speak for other women and get angry at me, we are already finished, and I don't want to continue to endure it again and again, you go, or I'll call the security guard."

Xiaoyan is still so indifferent, she answered very indifferently when I asked for verification, looking at her, close at hand but far away from her, I can imagine that if I don't leave and continue to stay, she will definitely call a security guard like her mother.

I don't know what to do at this moment? Do you continue to pray like a pug, or turn away like a dashing man, no more than her, no less than her.

"If you can't go, don't blame me if you don't go."

Xiaoyan no longer has her warmth, full of indifference comparable to Li Qingshu, every time she is so indifferent and indifferent to me, my heart hurts, it hurts, I may be a little irritable because of Yu Xue's matter, I said it wrong, and I became nameless.

But because Xiaoyan vetoed me, I was really unwilling.

I still want to continue to obey my heart and remember what the strange woman said to me, even if I am taken away by the security guards today, I am willing.

"Okay, you call the security guard, if you really want to give up my feelings ruthlessly, you call the security guard, Xiaoyan I am very calm and say to you now, you have changed, the former Xiaoyan has disappeared, I didn't expect such a change, your warmth and understanding I don't know where to go? On the contrary, it was all suspicion and anger, and it was even more crazy to scold women in general, this is not you, Xiaoyan, can you sue me, what made you become like this? ”

I didn't turn around and leave, but hid my anxious look, suppressed my irritability, and asked the strange Xiaoyan in front of me very calmly and indifferently.

Xiaoyan's face changed, but it only changed for a moment, and then she had a cold face, but said to me with a smile: "Because of you, because love is selfish, maybe I showed selfless love before, but that's what I've endured, because I believe you will really fall in love with me, because I'm no worse than Li Qingshu, but you still let me down, disappointment may not be able to describe my state of mind at the moment, I'm desperate for you, just when we never started, I'm tired, really tired." ”

Xiaoyan's words made me close my mind for a while, I don't know how to keep her, I can't help but wonder if I can make her turn back and be willing to believe in me again and again, the situation we are facing is no longer a stalemate, it is no longer a simple break, but a retention, and a refusal.

Looking at Xiaoyan who seems to have an iron heart, I am very sad, Xiaoyan may think that I don't love her, or only love Li Qingshu, but she misunderstood, I fell in love with her, I have fallen in love with her deeply, I understand that this is not a touching love, but the kind of love that is inseparable, I can't leave Xiaoyan anymore, I hope Xiaoyan, who has changed at this moment, can understand and understand my love for her.

"Xiaoyan, you still don't believe me, that's why we are in such a situation, but I can say to you with a clear conscience, I love you, I can't do without you, if I lose you, I will really have nothing, Xiaoyan, even if you have changed now, it has made me a little stranger, but my love for you will not change at all, I just hope you can seriously consider it, don't block our love, please."

I was completely down, I used to think that Xiaoyan would always be by my side, no matter what I did, she would never give up, such a she, such a thought made me unscrupulous, without the slightest sense of crisis, and now that the crisis is coming, I feel afraid.

"You love me? If you love me, will you speak for Li Qingshu? If you love me, do you care if I say other women? Liang Jiafeng, don't continue to deceive yourself like this. ”

Xiaoyan was completely cold, she didn't believe me at all, such a different Xiaoyan really made me unacceptable, as if no matter what I said, Xiaoyan would not look back, as if she had made up her mind, as if I was doomed to fail today.

But I'm not reconciled, I want to refute, I want to continue, I don't believe that Xiaoyan will give up on me like this, give up our relationship.

"Xiaoyan, if you choose to break up with me, I won't continue to stay in this city that doesn't belong to me, I will go back to my hometown with my parents, I let them down again, so I have to be by their side, I can't make them sad, I'm ready to leave tomorrow, if there is no you, I'm no longer me, and there's nothing to be nostalgic about, let me stay in the countryside for the rest of my life, maybe it's my destination, if love is right, then I may have been wrong, Xiaoyan, I didn't expect us to end up like this, I guessed the beginning, but I didn't guess the ending, it belongs to our taste of happiness, just let the cold wind tremble away, as you wish, our love is scattered. ”