The dim light flickered without bright light, and the depressed heart could not be stirred, even if it could be stirred, it was only a ripple of pain, sitting on the wooden chair and crying bitterly, I, a bystander, felt his heart-rending pain, and the appearance of holding my head and crying made me think of the appearance when I lost my first love, the appearance when I lost Tom's mother, the appearance when I lost Manqing, and the appearance when I watched Li Qingshu leave

The pain of death touched me, I understand that he is also a sentimental person, I don't know his detailed story, I can only give him some encouragement and comfort by feeling, in fact, I feel very empathetic with Yan, as a man, I understand the helplessness of men,

"Death, I don't know your story, but I know that since love has to love, don't be like I don't have someone to love, and I don't have someone who loves me, your escape can only make her suffer, this is not love, this is torture, love someone, not to make her miserable, but would rather suffer yourself and make her happy, this is love, mourning, since you have chosen the name, there must be a reason, but no matter what the reason, you can't let the person who loves you, the person you love suffer, you have to always guard by her side, guard until your hair is gray, Guarding until the folds of his face, guarding until his teeth fall out, guarding until the moment he lies in the black coffin,"

I drank all the drinks in the cup and said to the mourner from the bottom of my heart, hoping to help him and myself.

He didn't answer, just sobbed hard, his pain seemed to have been suppressed for a long time, and he needed such a release at the right time, in this case, I went up and sang a song, hoping to make him understand what love is, and let himself understand whether it is love or not,

At this time, the singer on the stage finished singing, and the scattered people in the audience applauded, I glanced at Li Qingshu, who was still sitting in the corner, lying on the round table in a daze, smiled bitterly, and walked straight to the stage, maybe she didn't see me now, but after I went on stage, she would definitely see me, I hope she didn't leave, I hope she can finish listening to my song, just as I am a ghost, listen to me quietly

After going on stage, I communicated with the singer, and I took the microphone standing on the stage, and told the band behind me the song I wanted to sing, Fan Fan's "Guard", and then turned around and looked at Li Qingshu in the corner,

Li Qingshu saw me, but I didn't see the slightest wave on her face, she still sat there very indifferently and calmly, looking at me quietly, like looking at a stranger who had never seen before, this is the most direct ignorance, and it is also the most sad ignorance, my heart was withdrawn for a while, I tried to empty myself, felt the accompaniment that had been played, and sang this song on behalf of love wholeheartedly, to the mourning, to her, and to myself,

Finally, I glanced at the indifferent Li Qingshu, I closed my eyes and gave myself the darkness of a song

"Once upon a time, your heart was hollowed out by despair,

An innocent face, still insisting on a smile,

Tears flickered, and it flowed in my heart,

After tonight, there will be no more nightmares,

I will be by your side, and you will see what is forever,

The rainbow hangs in the sky, don't give up lightly,

Selfless love will give you tomorrow,

There was a kind of affirmation in those eyes,

Innocent laughing in contrast, blue sky,

The heart is beating, filling every second,

Love, can be warm, every winter"

I no longer restrained myself, I sang my heart hard, swayed my body, held the black microphone stand with both hands, and sang and roared in a deep voice, this is the first time I stood on the stage and sang in front of Li Qingshu with my real identity, no need to cover up, no need to be restrained by the ghost face of lack of air flow, singing dignifiedly, really releasing my singing expression, I don't know what Li Qingshu's expression will be at this time, or as usual calm, or there are waves,

"I will be by your side, and you will understand what it is forever,

The wind and rain have disappeared, and our efforts,

Countless hearts, creating miracles,

I am by your side, and you will see what is forever"

Constantly singing the chorus, singing as if I have been isolated from the world, temporarily blind myself, while singing I seem to see the sky smeared by thick ink, see the white clouds that the wind does not blow, as if I see sad tears under the sky, as if I saw the dry trees all turned to ashes, blown away by the ruthless wind, but in such a world, I looked at myself, looked at myself wearing heavy armor, looked at her and him from afar, silently smiling in pain,

The accompaniment has long since stopped, but I am still singing, "I will be by your side, you will understand what it is forever," and kept singing and roaring,

This kind of wishful thinking can be used as a luxury constantly floating in the oppressive gray space, until I seem to have no strength to open my eyes, I opened some moist eyes, the first thing is to look at the corner, but I found that the round table in the corner has become empty, there is no figure of her, only the chair is not neatly placed, I was stunned for a moment, immediately looked at the door, I also did not find her figure, I did not have any extra consideration, quickly ran the stage, and no one communicated, is to run out of the bar that is gradually crowding,

In the process of running, I was thinking that Li Qingshu should not want to see me, let alone see my singing, what she wants to see is the ghost face, and I am the thing that destroys the ghost face, at this moment I am afraid that I will not see her, I am afraid of losing her, I am worried that she is walking alone in the rain

I rushed out of the bar, anxiously looking in all directions, it was still raining at this time, although it was not big, but it was not small, after a while, I found Li Qingshu's lonely figure, the dark road surface did not have dead leaves all over the ground, it was full of densely falling raindrops, wherever Li Qingshu walked there would be a faint light, and the beautiful figure could only become a cloud of smoke,

When I saw Li Qingshu, I felt at ease, maybe only when I saw her would I feel at ease, I couldn't control my heart from moving closer to him, I didn't care about it, I thought of her would hurt, but when I saw her, the pain would weaken,

She held an umbrella, walking slowly, I was far behind, has become a soup chicken, in order not to let her find out, I am nearly dozens of meters away from her, and have been ready to dodge at any time, in the past we can walk side by side, but now it is a thing or a person, a mask interval, but two completely different planes, now only she can walk in front, I follow her steps, like a stalker to follow her,

Following her, I found that she walked alone like a child, only walking on a piece of ground with lines and water stains, wearing a swinging long skirt was too beautiful, she seemed to be very happy, and the long skirt was also happy with her, but I thought she was a little trembling,

We kept walking, and during this time many men who met her greeted her, and I wanted to rush up several times to deal with these flies for her, but her indifference, her force was enough to frighten everyone, and I was not needed at all,

She walked and stopped, looking at the stop sign on the side of the road in a daze, looking at the shuttle vehicles for a while, looking up at the dark clouds in the sky that the wind could not blow away, walking in the cold wind, walking in the night rain, I followed her, even if I was wet by the rain, I was willing to follow her like this, and looked at her secretly,

It's simple, because I like her,——

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