The second hand rubs the surface of the clock, the whole room is dead silent, the autumn wind can't blow, and even the light of the sun is gone, these days Hangzhou is evil, it rains at every turn, I am afraid of the autumn rain, I am afraid of such a moment, I am alone in the empty room, Xiaoyan sent me home, accompanied me for a while and left, after she left, the sky is really fucking tacit understanding that it rains,

An afternoon passed in irritability, dizzy and wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep, my mind was full of her figure, her cold face, her smile that could light up the world, the whole head was full of her, since that night with cold wind and cold rain, I fell into evil, fell into her evil, fell into Gu, was tricked by her, punished me for deceiving her feelings Gu, let me fall into the pain of missing every day, let me live every day in a mess,

It was raining outside, and I couldn't tell what time it was, so I got up slowly, looked at the clock hanging on the white wall opposite, and found that it was already past five o'clock in the evening, and Tom was about to get out of school, so I was about to pick up Tom, but I just put on cheap slippers and found that I didn't want to pick up Tom, I wanted to see her, and I was in a daze, as if only seeing her could calm the movie clip that was playing on a loop in my mind,

If that's the case, I can only be sorry for Tom, trouble Ou Kuangda, anyway, now Ou Kuangda doesn't have a girlfriend, and I'm bored in the store every day, and the relationship with Tom is very good, so let Ou Kuangda take it for one night, I find a reason for myself not to pick up Tom, I don't think I'm a competent father,

With a guilty heart, he picked up the mobile phone on the yellow-orange bedside table and dialed Ou Kuangda's number,

"Hey, what are you doing, is there something wrong?"

Ou Kuangda's thick and vicissitudes of voice came from the mobile phone,

"Kuangda, help me take Tom for the night, I have something to do,"

I said shamelessly, such words have been said countless times unconsciously, troubled Ou Kuangda countless times, I am very grateful in my heart to this brother who came to Hangzhou to meet, when I had no money and no guitar and needed to go to the square to sing, he rented me a guitar, and in the end simply borrowed it for free, which helped me a lot,

Of course, the biggest help for me is to help me take care of the child when I have something to get rid of, and sometimes I really want to kiss him hard, because only in this way can I express my gratitude to him, but I am not bent, and I can't do anything like that, I just don't know if he is bent, and I haven't been close to a woman since I met, I'm a little suspicious,

"No questions, but what are you going to do, it's raining heavily,"

Without the slightest hesitation, Ou Kuangda agreed, but also asked the questions that the representative was concerned about.

I was silent for a moment, looking at the dense rain curtain outside the window, and immediately her figure appeared, and I sighed and said: "Emotional things"

"Come on, chase whoever you like, we're not bad at all, you're a great writer who can enter the Writers Association in the future, don't feel inferior, don't feel bad, believe in yourself,"

Ou Kuangda also pondered for a moment before he said to me meaningfully and encouragingly,

"Yes, I will,"

Hangzhou, a beautiful city, is gradually about to become a water city, the usually lively streets have become deserted at this time, there are not many pedestrians, and even the so-called "pulling" guest girls, pulling the skin "strip" men have disappeared, because they are afraid of the cold autumn rain, the only car that is not afraid of the cold rain has set off a crazy splash, rendering this world that is about to be dirty.

Because of the rain, I didn't ride an electric donkey, but took a taxi covered with water stains, and the place I went to was not the villa area, but the bar, my intuition Li Qingshu would go to the bar, and she would go to the bar where the ghost face suddenly appeared and disappeared, and if she had feelings for the ghost face, she would definitely go

Looking at the dense rain curtain outside the car window, my heart was a little heavy, and I was imagining what would happen to her if I went to the bar and met her, whether she would leave without saying a word, or as if she hadn't seen me, as if she hadn't seen me, as a stranger with a story, anyway, no matter what happened, she might not have any communication with me, nor would she look at me, when I thought of her strange eyes, my heart was fiercely calm, rubbing the pain, filling my thoughts,

When it was almost seven o'clock, I came to the bar, it was raining outside, and the bar was also very deserted, maybe because of the rain, or maybe it was too early, there was no one in the bar, there was a singer on the stage who had never seen it playing and singing, maybe it was a ghost face singer,

But fortunately, she came, it was still that corner, it was still the round table, it was still the chair, but there was no luxury red wine on the table, just sitting on the chair, listening to the singers on the stage singing,

I stood at the door, carefully observed her, found that her expression was very ugly, her brows were slightly furrowed, as if she was very dissatisfied with the singer singing on stage, I found a corner and sat down, listening to the song and looking at her, I don't know if she didn't see me at all, or found out that I just didn't want to pay attention to me, but to be able to look like this, the chaotic picture in my mind disappeared, at this moment I was very calm, I ordered a dark blue drink, and looked at her quietly

Soon this strange singer finished singing and walked off the stage, and another singer I knew walked on stage and began to perform songs full of sadness

"Have you decided?"

He asked me straight to the point,

I understood what he meant, he was asking me if I really didn't continue to sing as a ghost face, I looked up at him and motioned for him to sit down first, and after sitting down, I sighed: "The ghost face has disappeared, and from now on there will be no more ghost faces, only Liang Jiafeng,"

"Is it because of her, she's beautiful, very similar to the person I love,"

Yan turned his head to look at Li Qingshu, who was sitting on a chair and looking at the center of the stage, and muttered,

I didn't speak, it was a kind of wordless acquiescence, the sad singing was difficult to disappear, and the unspeakable thoughts were indelible, but when I thought of the beauty of the person I loved, I was a little curious, because I had never seen a strange beauty who could be quite similar to Li Qingshu in the bar,

"I don't seem to have seen anyone you love, and I've been at the bar for so long, and no woman has ever looked for you,"

I took a sip of my drink, looked at Yan and wondered,

Hearing my inquiry, the death was obviously sluggish, his face changed, it became unusually ugly, it was a particularly tangled look, I had never seen such a tangled look, it really shocked me, he was speechless, I was not ready to continue to ask, his story must be very tragic, it is not something I can do to rub salt on other people's wounds

"I cowardly fled here, she couldn't find me, I was a person who didn't take responsibility, I was very cowardly, I loved her but I couldn't love her, I couldn't guard her side"

When the sad song drifted farther and farther, and had reached the chorus gaochao, he suddenly said to me heavily, the trembling voice had never been seen, he cried, I used to see him with moist eyes, and today the hot belt with tears full of guilt and sadness flowed on a very mature and slightly vicissitudes of life on the face of his pain infected me,

The strong man cried, which meant that his story was painful, painful-

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