The time in the hospital is not fast, it is not slow, it is not slow, and I am about to be discharged in the blink of an eye, during this time, Li Qingshu and Xiaoyan have clearly expressed that they want to take me to their home, and my answer is also very vague, in fact, I don't know how to choose, I don't want to go to anyone's home, and I don't want to choose one of them to let the other person be hurt.

But I'm a wolf now, no one can take care of me, and what makes me wonder is who to go to?

I'm going to be discharged from the hospital in the next few days, I lie in the silent night that belongs to a person, looking out the window, the darkness is dark with a cold light, but neither darkness nor light can solve my doubts, maybe only anyone's home is really the best result, no need to continue to owe Xiaoyan love, and no need to make Li Qingshu feel frustrated, often when people on top snatch something, they are determined to win, but they lose, and they must be in a bad mood, and I have to avoid such a thing.

Just when I made a decision, the dark room suddenly had a light reflection, and the door opened at this time, I turned my head to look and found that it was Li Qingshu who came, and Xiaoyan came as soon as she left, as if she was deliberately pinched.

After Li Qingshu came in, he didn't turn on the light, quickly came to the bedside, sat on the chair, and said straight to the point: "I'm going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, do you want to come to my house to recuperate?" ”

In the face of Li Qingshu's direct inquiry, although I was surprised, I could imagine that since I told me last time, I haven't said it a few times, and I am about to be discharged from the hospital, so I came to tell me again, it seems that she really wants to take me to her home, and it is definitely not just casual talk.

"I want to go back to my own home."

I sat up with difficulty, of course, thanks to Li Qingshu's support, and I sat up and said my decision.

"Why?"

Li Qingshu's face was full of so-called surprise, and he quickly asked me about the doubts in my heart, "There is no reason, I just want to go home." ”

I smiled indifferently and answered Li Qingshu very calmly.

It's just that when I said very calm words, Li Qingshu's face changed and changed, I don't know what she was thinking at this time? I knew she had something to say, so I remained silent, waiting for her words, just looking at her shriveled lips, I had indescribable tastes and feelings.

"I understand why you want to go back to your own home, but can you take care of yourself when you go back like this?"

"Liang Jiafeng, you have done so much to me, in fact, I remember it all in my heart, I just want to be able to help you when you are helpless and in difficulty, take care of you, and make my heart less guilty, in fact, I want to ask you several times about you in prison, but it is difficult to speak, it is my reason that you were wronged and imprisoned, and you have suffered a lot, I am not a person without conscience, just me"

"It's just that you can't digest the mistakes you've made, but you don't think you can make such mistakes at all, right?"

I interrupted Li Qingshu's rather enthusiastic words and said for her what she wanted to say but was difficult to say.

Li Qingshu was interrupted by me, looking at me with a look of surprise and disbelief, but I continued to speak.

"Actually, you don't have to feel guilty at all, no matter whether you are wrong or right, I won't blame you, after all, you are just a person who was deceived, if you want to blame me, you can blame me for accidentally being framed by Huang Mao and Liu Tianzhu and put in prison, even if you believed me at that time? Can you sway the police? So you don't have to feel sorry for me, it's not your fault. ”

I leaned against the wall and said to Li Qingshu very calmly, I don't care on the surface, but I don't care about it in my heart, Li Qingshu has lived in my heart, and I won't deliberately care about what she does, just treat it as a cloud of smoke.

Li Qingshu heard my calm words, fell silent, in the darkness I could only look at her moving face through the reflection of the moonlight, sometimes frowning, sometimes extremely different, I knew that she was thinking about things, and she was also thinking about what to say next?

"Liang Jiafeng, now in the ward without the lights on, there are only the two of us, and we don't have to hide and hide when we talk to each other, do you have any thoughts about me? If you don't have ideas, there is absolutely no person as good as you in the world, who has saved me in danger several times, and I don't want anything, to put it simply, it is in vain. ”

Li Qingshu was silent for a moment, sat in the dark, looked at me very seriously, and said solemnly, his extremely aggressive eyes scanned me, as if he wanted to see through me completely and guess through

And her words made me stunned for a while, yes, I do have ideas, I have ideas that are not boundary, ideas that I dare not even say, and ideas that may not be realized in this life.

"What? Am I not right? ”

Li Qingshu saw that I didn't react and didn't speak, so he immediately asked.

Looking at her shrouded in darkness but shining all the time, I moved my body slightly, and my palm also grabbed the white sheets, which might be torn by me if they were not of good quality.

"Yes, I just have thoughts about you, no, no, it should be about your money, I am a child who grew up in the countryside, I have suffered enough, and it is even more difficult to survive in the big city, I am ready to make some money, don't let me be so difficult, it just so happened that I heard the conversation between Huang Mao and Liu Tianzhu that day, and I thought that if I reported to you, if you believe me, you will give me a sum of money in order to thank me."

"Of course, what I hope is not that you believe me, but that you don't believe me, if you believe me, they calculated, I will appear again to save you, you will be more grateful to me, and the money will be more, and this time, I sacrificed my life to push you away, also for money, in fact, I was also ready to dodge, but I didn't expect the car to be too fast, and it became like this, but after becoming this look, now my leg is also broken, you will definitely give me more money, and the money given by your identity must be a lot, and I will not worry about it in my life, You're right? ”

I'm still cowardly after all, I can't admit that I've always liked her, loved her, and would rather call myself a complete scumbag like a fool, and I'm just a cowardly actor.

After saying all the words that framed me in one breath, I hid in the dark and secretly took a long breath, the sheets that I had been holding on to never let go, but the tighter and tighter I grasped, the tighter and tighter I cried, in fact, I was cowardly, when I said such words, my heart was really painful, if Li Qingshu really believed it and didn't pay attention to me anymore, it was also my own blame and the price of cowardice.

What's the use of not coercing? The gap between us is too big, I don't deserve her, I really don't deserve her, the so-called love is just thinking about it.

I finished speaking very calmly, Li Qingshu's expression changed again, but what remained unchanged was the gaze that saw through Qiē, only to see her frowning, and said in disbelief: "Then when I said last time I gave you money to arrange a job for you, you still retained the so-called dignity, which sentence is true and which sentence is false?" ”――

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