"Enough"

"Did you ask me for my opinion when you said you were going to take me to your house to recuperate? Am I just something for you to snatch around? If you don't want to grab it, just throw it to the other party, right? ”

My silence can't stop the fierce fight between the two, so I can only use the opposite method of silence, only then can the two extreme beauties stop talking.

Of course, there is a reason, Li Qingshu has fallen into the disadvantage, I don't want Li Qingshu to feel guilty because I have been in prison, after all, something has happened, of course, maybe she didn't think about guilt, indeed as Xiaoyan said Li Qingshu never asked me what happened in prison? Even if her heart is bitter, it's best that way, she won't feel guilty because of me.

As soon as my sudden words came out, Xiaoyan in front of me and Li Qingshu behind him all stopped, no one continued to make noise because of me, I looked at Xiaoyan who was looking at me, Xiaoyan's face was full of words that I didn't mean this, I looked back at Li Qingshu behind me, Li Qingshu looked sluggish but couldn't see through it at this time, I have no words to anyone, I don't want to be a burden, I don't want to send people under the fence, and I don't want to owe a debt to people.

The environment was dead silent, the atmosphere was heavy, I didn't speak, I protected the lunch box with one hand, and began to turn the wheels with the other, bypassing Xiaoyan, ready to leave alone.

Seeing this, Xiaoyan was going to push me into a wheelchair, and Li Qingshu was the same, as if the two of them were completely fighting, no matter what they did, they would fight, if they didn't care about me, but to fight for a high level, then I, the so-called person who was cared about, was just a sad being.

"Leave me alone, I don't deserve you like this, I know my worth, I know, I'm not worthy."

I said calmly while struggling to get the wheels, and then I fell silent, being a silent self, my eyes crossed to the road ahead, my breath was transmitted rapidly, blending with the cold wind, colliding with the blocking wind and moving forward with difficulty, pretending to be 'forced' to leave Xiaoyan and Li Qingshu behind.

Indeed, my 'forced' pretending to be loud was loud, and the two beauties completely refused to push the wheelchair

I didn't look back, but I also heard hurried footsteps, and I knew that it was Xiaoyan who was chasing, so I yelled loudly: "Don't chase me, I want to be quiet." ”

Xiaoyan really didn't chase after me, and I was also turning the wheel with difficulty, I don't know where I went? I stopped when I was tired, and I sat in a wheelchair, which was resting on the ground covered with a layer of cold air.

In fact, my sudden angry words, suddenly left alone, the most real reason is just that I feel that I am a waste, but also a burden, because the argument between the two made me really understand that I can't do anything now, and I pushed the wheelchair with difficulty for about ten minutes, so that I understand more deeply that if I can't stand up from now on, I will become a waste completely, and the hot sweat on my head is all proof of my waste.

I can only pray now that everything I fantasize about is nothing, and what they say is true, and they are not lying to me, what if it is not me? What's the use of me living in this world?

touched the thighs draped in the cotton blanket with his hands, smiled bitterly, and then looked at the pork rib soup that had become cold in his arms, the heat was gone, and the taste was gone, but I was hungry, and I didn't want Li Qingshu's hard work to be in vain, and the soup that lost the best tasting time, although there was no deliciousness, I couldn't give me a trace of warmth in winter, but this drinking the soup she stewed, my heart would not become cold after all, it would always be warm.

I opened the lunch box, and used the soup spoon inside to fill a spoonful of pork rib soup that had lost its temperature, looking at the ripples blown by the cold wind, I smiled, and put it in my mouth without hesitation, the soup went down my throat into the spleen and stomach, without a trace of hot feeling, on the contrary, it was very cold, like a cold wind, it was hard to drink, but I continued to drink a spoonful

In this way, I am located in a place where the wind is ventilated on all sides, an area where people come and go, drinking cold soup spoonful by spoonful, sometimes it is like this, it is obviously hot soup, but I can only drink a few spoonfuls, and the cold soup at the moment is constantly drinking, I don't care about the strange eyes of other people, and I don't pay attention to the cold feeling, I just know that I want to drink, it's so simple.

There must be people who think I'm a stupid '', and if someone knows that the soup I drink in the cold wind is cold, they will definitely add an adjective in front of the silly '', ''.

But whether it's stupid or stupid, everyone knows their hearts best and what they are thinking. What exactly do you want?

The appearance is for others to see, the surface of things is also for others to see, and the inner part of the things you do is your own understanding, and your life is also your own life, no matter how you drink this cold soup, it is warm and happy after all.

I don't know how long it took, my frozen hands were stiff, red and purple, and I also drank the pork rib soup in the lunch box, drank it all, there was not a drop left, covered the lunch box with trembling hands, and suddenly turned the wheelchair to look in the direction of the right side, but only saw a squirrel that had never withered, although short but always upright in the four seasons.

Except for the pine trees, which were sparse pedestrians, there was no one else to see

"Strange, how do I feel like I'm being watched all the time? Could it be that the frozen is hallucinating? But it's really cold, let's go back to the ward gratefully, why is it so cold in the south, and the thief is cold. ”

I looked at the tall pine trees and said strangely.

In the end, I still held the empty lunch box in one hand, and turned the wheelchair with one hand and walked towards the way back to the ward, even if Li Qingshu and Xiaoyan were gone, I believed that there were so many kind-hearted people who would help me up the steps, right? As soon as I go up the stairs, I can sit on the stairs by myself.

Just came to the door of the building, I told how many people to help me, but they were all in an emergency as an excuse not to help me, after I asked a dozen people to realize that their ideas were too whimsical, the current society has changed the taste, and there are a few who really help others.

And just when I was discouraged and about to freeze, a man stood beside me and said such a simple word, and then someone came to my aid.

"Do you have any help, I can't help anyone."

The sound of a sparrow sounded, and immediately two passing men came, and they diligently pushed the wheelchair up the steps, and the road ahead immediately became a flat river.

At this moment, I am very embarrassed, I begged for a long time and was not willing to help, I came up with a casual word, it is really more people than people are dead.

I wanted to say thank you to her, but in the end, I thought that the word thank you couldn't be said to her, I was afraid of shortening the distance between us, I had no words, and she didn't have words, and the two were very silent, one of them pushed the car, and the other walked into the interior of the hospital in the car.