After listening to the sound of raindrops knocking on the car window for a few minutes, I finally returned to the hospital, gave the driver money, let him go first, and then hurried into the hospital, even then I became a soup chicken, I was worried that Yiyi would arrive at the hospital earlier than me, and I didn't even have time to take the elevator and ran to the previous ward, fortunately Yiyi did not come back, but I found that I didn't buy food at all, so I hurriedly ran to the supermarket of the hospital to buy some food, and then returned to the ward, but when I ran back to the ward with a plastic bag, I found that Yiyi was already in the ward, was holding my phone to make a call, and at the same time my phone rang.

Then Yiyi turned around and saw me, her face was covered with water stains, I didn't know if it was rain or tears, but before I could say anything, Yiyi ran to me, hugged me tightly, cried and said in fear: "I thought you were gone, I thought you left, I thought I had no chance, Feng, thank you for not leaving, thank you for giving me a chance to be selfish." ”

Hearing Yiyi's trembling words, I was full of guilt and self-blame, and full of sadness and helplessness, guilt for the wrong things I did to her, self-blame for abandoning her like this, sad about our situation, helpless fuck in the world.

At this time, I was hugged tightly by Yiyi, tears had already crossed my face, my lips had been bitten by my teeth, and I couldn't speak, I don't know what my feelings for Yiyi are? Anyway, seeing her heart hurting now, I feel so pitiful, maybe most of it is sympathy, right?

Yiyi is more damp ~ wet than me, and her long hair is simply washed by the rain, I suddenly thought that she was so cold on the phone just now, so I hurriedly broke free from Yiyi's shackles, pulled Yiyi, who was a little dazed and worried, to the bed, let her lie on the bed~ and covered her with a quilt.

"It's not cold this way, it's a little warmer, I won't leave, we'll go back to the grassland in a while."

I stood on the edge of the bed and looked at Yiyi lying on the bed~, and said with a smile, but I didn't dare to look her eyes for a long time.

After my words fell, there was a moment of silence in the ward, and then Yiyi looked at me and muttered, "Feng, you are crying, I still have mine in my heart after all, just like I have always had you, right?" ”

Yiyi's sudden question caught me a little off guard, I didn't know how to answer, and now I'm talking to Yiyi, every question is a special question, no matter how you answer it, there are flaws, and there are reasons not to answer.

"Yiyi, to be honest, I don't know what my feelings for you are? I don't want to lie to you. ”

I sat on the white chair, put my hand on the big ~ leg, looked at the hair damp ~ wet, the face was more damp ~ wet Yiyi said seriously, but the helplessness in the seriousness may be more intense.

"It's good if you don't know, if you know, maybe it's not good, at least I still have hope, Feng, I'm not cold, let's go back, you still have a job, don't go out for the first time and have an accident."

Yiyi sat up slowly, looking at me with a faint smile, but tears with a smile are always grateful and extremely awkward, hearing Yiyi's seemingly relaxed answer, I don't know anything, even if I know something in my heart.

"Okay, then let's go out and rent a car to the grassland."

I also try to keep a smile on my face when I get out of bed.

Soon Yiyi and I got out of the hospital and rented a taxi, we sat in the back seat, watching the rain together, listening to the sound of the rain colliding with everything in the world, we each had our own hearts, anyway, sitting in a somewhat cold car, I was a little depressed, and my feelings were on the verge of collapse.

The heavier the rain, the more depressed the mood becomes, the heavier it becomes, embarking on the way home, about to face the people who witnessed the first love woman messing up the marriage proposal, especially in the face of Xiaoyan and Ou Kuangda, I know that I have a good wording now, and it is also vain when I go back, not to mention that I can't think of good wording at all, I even feel that it is a stupid decision to go back, but I am a man, no matter what kind of things I have to solve, I must solve it, otherwise it will only make more people sad if it drags on like this.

There is no way, I don't know anything, I can only take one step at a time

Yiyi also talked to me along the way, and every time she came to create a zào topic, because my heart was so chaotic that I couldn't even speak.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, we finally returned to the hotel where we had been staying for seven days, when we got off the bus, there was no one in the tourist area, after all, the rain was still quite heavy, and my and Yiyi's body was not easy to be not so damp ~ wet, and now it has become a soup chicken again, and this spring rain is too big.

The world that has been zeroed by the rain has become much more depressing, and the road surface is covered by the rain, but my heart can't be mirrored.

A few hours ago, the woman who walked with me was still Yu Xue, the woman who pushed Ou Kuangda over, and now she has become my first girlfriend, and the fucking world is always like this.

After getting off the bus, we fell into silence, walked into the hotel, met the clerk, and walked up the stairs together, the rhythm of the soles of the feet on the stairs was very uniform but also very chaotic, the sound of the rain zero was very loud and low, we integrated into a heavy world, when I was in the car, I gave Ou Kuangda a call, just to ask him how the tour group was? Then I heard his deep answer, and I hung up.

When we walked to the corridor and were about to return to our respective rooms, we were very surprised to see Li Qingshu just walking out of the room, and when she saw me and Yiyi walking in the corridor one after another, her expression changed after all.

Yiyi, who was walking in front, stopped, and so did me, the three of us stood in the empty corridor, I didn't know why I looked at each other, but I felt helpless.

"Snow, back? I thought you were gone. ”

After all, it was Li Qingshu who spoke first, and he said very calmly.

But Yiyi didn't say anything, just walked quickly to Li Qingshu's side, and then opened the door and walked into the guest room, only me and Li Qingshu were left in the corridor, we were far away, but I could clearly see Li Qingshu's changed expression after Yiyi walked into the guest room, and his originally calm and smiling expression instantly became much colder.

"Liang Jiafeng, I want to know what you are going to do now? Yu Xue has suffered like this, what are you going to do? No, it should be called Lin Yiyi now. ”

Li Qingshu didn't give us a chance to be silent with each other, and quickly asked me, but her question surprised me extremely much, looked at her alluring face for a moment, and asked suspiciously: "How do you know?" ”

"After you left, I asked people to check her situation, it's the hairstyle that she can be so pitiful, Xue should have told you everything, right? I just want to ask you, what are you going to do next? ”

Li Qingshu said coldly, and asked me very resolutely, listening to Li Qingshu's words, I felt a trace of emotion, but more helplessly.

"Mr. Li, it seems that what I am going to do has nothing to do with you, right? In what capacity do you ask me this? ”

She was cold, and I replied coldly.

"Just because I'm a good sister of Xue, is this identity enough?"

Li Qingshu didn't think about it, her cold face was even stronger, I really can't imagine that the relationship between her and Yiyi is really so good?