The current corridor seems to have been staggered, looking at Li Qingshu, I still sighed after all, lowered my head, looked at the wet shoes, looked at the water droplets falling from my hair, paused for a moment and raised my head to look at Li Qingshu and said indifferently: "You are Yiyi's sister, not my sister, so what I should do has nothing to do with you, I think we hate each other, it's better to talk less in the future, bye, I'll go back to the room." ”

As soon as the words fell, I hurried to the door of my room, but when I knocked on the door, Li Qingshu said to me coldly as usual: "I hope you can make the right decision." ”

I didn't answer her reminder, but kept knocking on the door, as if I hadn't heard.

After a moment of silence, the door opened, and it was Xiaoyan who opened the door, when I watched the door slowly open and saw Xiaoyan's pale face, my heart was confused, and my heart was broken with red and swollen eyes.

"Xiaoyan"

I looked at her with a calm face and muttered.

"You're back? Come on in. ”

Xiaoyan still said very calmly, and then turned around and walked into the depths of the room, looking at her back, my heart was like a knife, I can imagine, and I can't imagine how Xiaoyan thought after Yu Xue and I left, she must have cried fiercely, no one thought of such a situation, whether it was my fault or not, after all, it was because of me, and the beautiful marriage proposal turned into a sad season.

I followed Xiaoyan into the room, and then closed the door tightly, I didn't know what to do, and said to Xiaoyan after a moment of silence: "What is Tom doing?" How is the 情 xù? ”

"The love is not very good, just slept."

Xiaoyan replied calmly, sitting on the sofa in the living room, wearing home clothes, she lowered her head, her soft hair was draped over her shoulders, she didn't seem to mind what happened, very indifferent, but the more she was like this, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, if she saw me and asked me what happened to Yu Xue? I can feel better, and now she bears the grief silently, and I feel pain in my heart.

"Xiaoyan, today's things are too sudden, to be honest, I'm very messy now, Yiyi, En, that is, Yu Xue, she suffered a lot, when she was in high school, there was a fire at home, her parents died, and her face was disfigured, and her face was completely made after tomorrow, and she was adopted by an old grandfather and changed her name, but the old grandfather died within a year, and then she lived alone, she was always alone, she didn't dare to come to me, and she didn't want to be true when she saw me~ Phase, which caused the current situation, she is a poor person."

Seeing that Xiaoyan didn't speak, I took the initiative to say to her, the voice was very low, so low that even I couldn't hear it, I was like this, I didn't know why I was like this, the quiet and silent room seemed to be filled with the sound of waves crashing on the reef, I didn't know that I was out of this, how did Xiaoyan think about it, how to express it? I just looked at her with my head down in embarrassment, waiting for her to communicate with me.

The problem needs to be solved, Xiaoyan and I must communicate now, otherwise Xiaoyan's heart will not be able to bear it, and Yiyi's impact will affect her.

"What? Yu Xue has been through so many things? That"

As soon as my words fell, Xiaoyan hurriedly confirmed to me, like a shaking wind chime, the shock and confusion in the words shook my heart, I hurriedly sat down beside her, holding her trembling palm tightly with my hand, we were very close to each other, I also saw Xiaoyan very clearly, I also understood that I couldn't do without her, no matter what, I couldn't let Xiaoyan leave me.

"You must ask what to do, right? I'm honest today is very sudden, but I also understand my heart, I have no love for Yiyi, just guilt and sympathy, I love you, but I can't bear to hurt her again, Xiaoyan, I don't want to lie to you, do you know what I did to her? I don't have anyone about it, because I can't talk about it. ”

I held Xiaoyan's hand tightly and said in a trembling voice, in addition to grief in my heart, regret and guilt, and Xiaoyan's tears had already flowed out, and he hurriedly asked me, "What's the matter?" What did you do? ”

"Me"

I'm a little unspeakable, in the end there is only one word for me, I want it, but I don't say it, if I go out Xiaoyan will definitely look down on me, but at this time I have to, if Xiaoyan breaks up with me because I did this, I have nothing to say, I deserve it.

"Bingbing, what did you do to Yu Xue?"

Xiaoyan held my hand and asked me, tears crossed her cheeks very pitifully, but my heart was struggling, I was still struggling so far, a heart may have been divided into two halves, half and half no.

I looked at Xiaoyan, gently wiped the tears on her face for her, and said like a mosquito: "I"

For a moment, I didn't want to do what I did to Yiyi and the woman I was closest to now, but since I had come out impulsively, Xiaoyan also kept asking, no, it's not okay, in fact, in the bottom of my heart, I also want to see what kind of attitude Xiaoyan should have when she learned that I had done something like this? At this time, I was born to be curious.

It's just that Xiaoyan heard my explanation and she was silent, she fell into silence directly, she didn't express any words, her hand was still held by me, her body was still close to me, the silent room instantly reached the ice, although Xiaoyan didn't speak, but I could feel the change in her feelings, I especially hope that Xiaoyan can slap me at this time, can dispel my guilt, and can also make her feel better.

"Xiaoyan, I did something wrong, I did something like a beast, I spend every day in guilt and regret these days, I'm not a man, when I learned that Yu Xue is Yiyi after plastic surgery today, my heart was torn apart, if she knew that I did such a thing to her, what would she think? Maybe I will choose suicide directly, I hope you can keep it secret, and I, Liang Jiafeng, am a coward and a brute, and I am not worthy of you at all. ”

I looked at Xiaoyan solemnly, and cried uncontrollably, the tears flowed very slowly, and when they flowed on my cheeks, they were stinging, like scrubs.

Seeing that Xiaoyan didn't speak, I took the initiative again, I am no longer a human being, but I, a person who is not a human being, is afraid of silence and loneliness, I hope Xiaoyan can speak, and it is good for me to beat me, but she is silent.

"Bingbing, it's actually my fault that you did such a thing, if I hadn't forced you to be too fierce during that time, you wouldn't have done this kind of thing, I'm sorry, Bingbing is sorry, it wasn't Xiaoyan at the time that I made you like this, let you live in guilt every day, let you do such a thing to your first girlfriend, I also thank you, thank you for keeping such a secret with me, I'm very touched, I won't doubt your character, no matter what kind of person you are, what kind of things you do, I like you, Love you, this matter must not let Yu Xue know, listening to you She has suffered too much, if she learns that her dearest person has done such a thing to her, if I were her, I would definitely collapse, and we will rot in our stomachs from now on. ”

Xiaoyan spoke, no longer silent, the clock continued to walk, my heart was beating, her tears flowed, listening to her words I don't know what to do? It's just that I know in my heart that Xiaoyan is really good, but I have too many things to do, and I can't give her happiness for a while, and now there are two people who know about my evil things, one is Li Qingshu and the other is Xiaoyan, I'm sure Xiaoyan won't, but I'm afraid that Li Qingshu will, I have to call her out to talk to her for a while, even if I ask her not to, the current Yiyi can't withstand other impacts, otherwise something will really happen.

"Xiaoyan, what do you want me to do? I can even do such a thing, don't you have a trace of disgust with me? ”

My eyes stayed on Xiaoyan's face, and I asked her very seriously.

"Why should I dislike you, everything you did was for me, for our relationship, so you did extreme things, now I can only blame myself, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be so melancholy and uncomfortable, Bingbing, how is Yu Xue's state now? No, you go to accompany her again, I'm fine, I watched her on the grassland today, listening to your past in front of everyone, I was also very moved at that time, I think she is a poor woman, but just now I learned from you that she has suffered so much, disfigured, plastic surgery has been experienced, my sympathy for her is even more, I should be glad that I have parents who love me, and the life I want, without a disfigured face, and then I heard you do extreme things, my sympathy for her turned into guilt, Bingbing, don't worry about me, I'm fine, you go, talk to her more now, after all, you're sorry for her, I'm tired, I want to sleep. ”

Xiaoyan was very fast, and a faint smile appeared on her tear-stained face at the same time, but it was a bitter smile to the extreme, although it was to let me go, but I held it tightly before letting go of my hand, and I even felt the pain, but when the pain went down, Xiaoyan had already hurriedly gotten up and walked into the bedroom.

I sit on the soft sofa and I don't feel the slightest softness, I want to talk but I don't know what? I'm wondering if Xiaoyan's words to me are true? If I went to comfort Yiyi, what would she think? I think Yiyi and I have to calm down, it's best not to contact, I always have to play the role of a bad guy, the most important thing now is to talk to Li Qingshu, I hope she can give up, don't do things that hurt Yiyi because she hates me, I can't think about it now to protect Yiyi calmly, but I also want to prevent such things from happening.

After thinking about it, I looked up at the closed bedroom door, then shook my head, stood up with a sigh and walked to the door, ready to go to Li Qingshu.

At this time, I was actually thinking in my heart, am I such a painful person? How can you meet such a bloody love? I will meet so many women and owe so many love debts, and when I walked at the door, I touched the ring on my heart, and sighed heavily.

It's a 000-word chapter today.,It's been a bad state lately.,Hey.