The mind is pale, the living room is pale, even the world is pale, the whole villa is filled with an ambiguous atmosphere, I even feel that the lights are much brighter, and there is a wind hanging in the villa, a very happy wind.

I would never have thought that Li Qingshu would take the initiative to kiss me, this is definitely a strong kiss, I widened my eyes, looked at Li Qingshu, who closed my eyes tightly, and sucked hard 'Yun' me, my heart seemed to be installed with an accelerator, beating wildly, and I was about to jump out of my throat, and I didn't know where to put my hands? Should I hold her, respond to her kiss, and sink with her in this wonderful night, a happy night, or refuse such an active kiss.

I would like to think that Li Qingshu would kiss me like a dragonfly, but I didn't expect the kiss to be so fierce, how can I be a man, a normal man, Li Qingshu took the initiative to kiss me, wouldn't it be too weak if I didn't respond, maybe Li Qingshu would be embarrassed, after all, she took the initiative to kiss me, which means that she likes me.

And when I slowly hugged Li Qingshu and was about to respond, Li Qingshu's lips left mine, opened his eyes of confusion and temptation, and looked at me with a flushed face, full of true feelings, tears remained, and said sadly: "Ling Chao, do you still love me?" If you love it, please respond to my kiss"

As soon as the words fell, before I could react, he kissed me fiercely again, and my mind was confused for a moment, and I couldn't feel the fragrance comfortably and happily, because my heart suddenly sank, and I was amorous again, it turned out that the bastard in Li Qingshu's mouth was not scolding me at all, and the so-called active kiss was not given to me.

These days, I take it for granted that it was all self-inflicted, and what she thought of when she was drunk was not me, the person who was willing to give her life for her and loved her deeply, but her ex-boyfriend Ling Chao who abandoned her.

But I didn't want Li Qingshu to be sad, so I responded bitterly, hugged her tightly, kissed hard, hot tears slowly flowed out with the beating heart, and crossed the cheeks full of bitterness, and the feeling of tears crossing my cheeks was so painful, like sulfuric acid flowing out of the corners of my eyes, eroding my face and eroding my heart.

Although I kissed her, she kissed me, but I couldn't be happy, my heart hurt, my tears were hot, and the so-called kiss was just a kiss between a drunken woman and a substitute, at this moment I experienced the most painful thing in the world, my beloved kissed myself, but shouted other people's names, thinking about other people, which was a kind of torture for me.

Even if I love her, I can't stand it, and it's because I love her that I can't stand it.

I really didn't expect that it would be so painful to kiss my beloved one one day, and at this time I was even willing to kiss a man, rather than continue to be a so-called stand-in, feeling a kiss that was not a kiss for me.

The so-called happy atmosphere in the villa had already been expelled by sadness, and after a few minutes or so, the crazy kiss finally stopped, and I didn't have to continue to act as a stand-in or a spare tire, but tonight would not let me escape the pain after all.

"Ling Chao, you still love me, right? You must have left me with something unspeakable, right? ”

Li Qingshu snuggled in my arms, not cold, but asked gently.

How do I answer at this point? How do I say that?

"Little book, you sue me, do you have that waste living in your house in your heart? Do you like him? ”

I struggled for a long time, and asked bitterly the question I wanted to ask for, and I had sunk into the abyss, even if I heard a hint of liking, I would feel relieved, I put my arms around her, anxiously waiting for her answer.

The living room was unusually quiet, but the slowly flowing air fluctuated violently, as if to indicate that I was about to hear the worst answer.

"He, he's very good, I also have a good impression of her, but the most is just gratitude, after all, he saved me twice, maybe a little deeper is moving, Ling Chao, I haven't forgotten you all these years, I have listened to the song "Later" countless times, I still love you, I hate you, I hate you for abandoning me back then, your sudden return makes me really a little helpless."

Li Qingshu lay in my arms like a little woman, saying word by word, but when I listened to it, I felt as if I was about to suffocate, as if I was about to go into shock in a moment.

Touched, grateful, hehe, is this the love for me? I thought, I thought, I thought

This kind of answer may be the worst answer, but it makes me feel painful, arousing a brave heart, since Li Qingshu will only be brave to express herself when she is drunk, it means that she is not ready to be sober, and she is even more arrogant and will not say what she thinks, then I can't continue to delay, and my pretense and deception should expire.

Anyway, Li Qingshu still has a little so-called good impression of me, even if the probability of failure is ninety-nine, and success is only one, I should express it.

"Then how do you know that I love you too? I love you deeply, no matter what you are, whether you are domineering or indifferent, whether you have no one in your eyes or love to lose your temper, I will treat you as the person I love the most. ”

I hugged Li Qingshu tightly, said with tears and a smile, or said with a smile and tears, the so-called bitterness has completely enveloped me

But my sincere words did not exchange for an answer, but I heard a heavy breathing sound, and a high snoring sound, I looked down at Li Qingshu with a flushed face, revealing a faint wry smile.

In this quiet night, I saw Li Qingshu who was drunk and asleep because of fatigue for nearly a few minutes, and then stood up with her, and I had already recovered for half a month, so I stepped on the white steps with Li Qingshu in my arms with a heavy heart, and the cotton drags stepped on the steps, resounding with a sad and firm scale, tomorrow is Christmas Eve, I want to give her the surprise that will not splash ripples in her heart, and I also want to express to her the love that will be rejected

Put Li Qingshu on the bed, carefully cover the quilt for her, I straightened up and wiped my tears for myself with trembling hands, looked at Li Qingshu deeply, and then turned around and prepared to leave.

"Don't leave me, please, don't leave me."

Li Qingshu reached out and grabbed my wrist, and said fiercely, I could feel her force, at first I was worried that Li Qingshu woke up, but after listening carefully, I understood that she was dreaming, and the person in the dream was the man who abandoned her to cross the other side, I was thinking about when, she would dream of me in her dream?

I broke free of her palm and hurried out of her bedroom, I needed to wash my face, wash away the tears on my face, wipe the sadness from my heart, and strengthen my mind, tomorrow's Christmas Eve will be an important day, and I must forget what happened just now.

The night is late, the lights are out, the people are quiet, but the heart cannot be calmed