When I was in a daze, I heard someone calling me, my parents who were far away from home and had no one to take care of them? Or my various ex-girlfriends?

They are scolding me angrily, why is a man so cheap, so stupid, knowing that others don't like you and like others, but also shamelessly like and love

But when my mind was in turmoil and my head ached, I heard her cry.

"Bastard, wake up, have breakfast, why are you so lazy?"

Bastard didn't call me, did he? It's called him, what a affectionate name, but it doesn't belong to me.

Still in a blur, I thought in a daze, I can't forget what happened last night when I was drunk.

"Liang Jiafeng, are you dead?"

Hearing this irritable voice, I opened my eyes suddenly, my ears were subjected to high-decibel noise, and I also saw Li Qingshu's beautiful but indignant face, I couldn't help but be in a daze, thinking of last night's kiss, thinking of what was going to happen today, if I succeeded, I would continue to stay in this home where I wanted to stay, a home that made me happy and sad, if I failed, I would have to leave, and I couldn't pretend like this anymore.

"Hey, what's the fuss? Hurry up and get up, wash up, eat breakfast, and then continue to exercise. ”

Li Qingshu woke me up from my heavy thoughts, and I smiled apologetically and said to her, "Well, I'll get up right away." ”

"I woke up early every day, I got up so late today, why did I come last night?"

Li Qingshu stood on the edge of the bed and pinched his waist with his hands and said coldly.

After all, she still forgot about last night's events, maybe it's best to forget about jì, and we won't be embarrassed between us.

"It's normal to be lazy in the winter."

"That's a good reason, okay, you get up, I'm out, don't grind like a woman."

"Let's spend Christmas Eve together today, let's eat peace fruit together."

I looked at Li Qingshu, who turned around and left, and said with a little nervousness.

"Okay, if it's okay to eat apples together at night, it can also help you get up early."

Li Qingshu turned around and agreed with a smile, but I was even more nervous, watching her close the door, I turned my head to look at the window, looking at the sunlight shining through the glass, watching the sunlight reflect the so-called dust truthfully, and also reflect me as a cowardly person

It's Christmas, but I can't go out and see what's going on outside. Everyone should be having fun and getting ready for a party, right? The cute Santa Claus must have filled the entire city of Hangzhou, right?

Today is really like a year, I look forward to the arrival of the night, but time is moving more and more slowly.

Sitting in front of the window, watching the dusk fall, admiring the beautiful and moving sunset, I knew that I was about to bravely express my love for Li Qingshu, my hands unconsciously grabbed my pants, looked at the sunset, nervously but excitedly waiting for the night to come.

But at this moment, I saw Li Qingshu carrying a bag, and he ran to his car very eagerly, and drove away in a hurry, and I couldn't even say a word in a hurry.

Where is she going? Could it be that something happened to the supermarket? Why are you in such a hurry?

I decided to give her a call, but I didn't answer two calls until the third.

"What happened? I see you eagerly out of the house. ”

I asked, eagerly and suspiciously.

"It's a problem with the supermarket, I'll be back soon, come back to make dinner, don't worry, don't run around, eat peace fruit together at night."

Li Qingshu answered my question very simply.

"That's you."

"Toot"

I didn't wait for me to finish speaking, there was a rapid beep on the phone, I put the phone in my pocket quite bitterly, and continued to sit by the window, looking at the sun that had set down the cliff, my heart was a little restless, I always felt that something would happen today, my confession would not go well, and I might get a very resolute refusal.

The beautiful clouds disappeared, and the clouds covered the sky with darkness, heavy darkness, and the heaviness and darkness represented sadness, and unconsciously, I began to be sentimental again, I am a selfish person, always thinking about myself, ignoring the friends around me, ignoring the people who are good to me, and hurting them, there is only one person in my eyes, a person who may not belong to me at all.

I don't know how many turns the second hand turned, and the same is true of the minute hand, every time they rotate and move, my heart will beat with it, when the night completely envelops the city, when the room without lights can only be maintained by the moonlight, when the short but rough hour hand stops on the number 9, Li Qingshu still does not come back.

She said that she would come back immediately, the so-called cooking dinner did not materialize, and even to spend Christmas Eve together, eating peace fruit had to break her promise, I sat from dusk to late at night, from dusk to dark sky, I felt that I was like the stars at this time, silent and silent, so yellowed and weak.

I can't wait any longer, I'm going to find her, I'm going to find her, I can't waste my peaceful night, I'm going to spend it with her.

I looked up at the stars that were about to be covered in darkness, and quickly stood up, but my numb legs made me almost fall, and I slapped my legs hard, erasing all doubts and anxiety, and rushed out of the bedroom, out of the villa, and out of the courtyard.

I didn't even bother to put on a cotton coat, just a white thread coat, running wildly on the path of the villa area with some life, the cold wind blowing on my cheeks covered with bitter lines, like a sharp knife fiercely cutting through the thin body.

When running hard, the sky that had just been starry suddenly became dark, as if it was going to change the sky, in this cold winter it seemed to be snowing, this year's Hangzhou has not snowed, it seems that it will be the first heavy snow of the year on Christmas Eve before Christmas

Seeing the dim sky, feeling the more and more fierce cold wind, I think it's good, when I really confess to Li Qingshu, it is snowing with goose feathers, a pure world, that will be particularly sacred, maybe unforgettable for a lifetime, I just want to be able to find Li Qingshu as much as possible.

After running out of the villa, I took a taxi to RT-Mart supermarket

Sitting in a bumpy taxi, I always feel like something is missing? But I didn't think that until I saw a flower shop with the lights on, I realized what I was missing. Can I brave confess nothing?

"Driver stop, stop quickly, right here, give you money."

Fortunately, I still have a few renminbi in my pocket, otherwise I wouldn't even be able to pay the fare, let alone buy flowers.

I was so anxious that I didn't even close the car door, and hurried to the flower shop across the road, and because I was crossing the road, I didn't know how many cars honked to warn me.

"Stupid, huh? Want to die? ”

A driver braked suddenly, poked his head out and shouted angrily.

But I didn't pay any attention to it, and I didn't have time to pay attention to it, so I quickly ran across the road, and ran wildly towards the flower shop.

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