The sad but emotional melody resounded, I stood on the stage with my eyes closed and the topic in my hand, all in my mind was her, I had left this world, entered another world with all my heart, and then hummed softly.

"Whenever I hear the melancholy music, the sadness of the memory, whenever I think of the white moonlight, the side of your face, I know that I shouldn't think about it, I can't think about it, but I think of it again, who makes me sad, who makes me worry, it's you."

"I know those words that shouldn't make you wander in a negative mood, I want to know if you want to add the time that has been floating for many years, if you kiss you at that time, hug you at that time, maybe the ending is difficult to tell, I have so many regrets, so many expectations, do you know?"

The whole world seems to fall into a deep sleep, as if I am the only one in this world, and I am the only one in this world screaming heartbreakingly, this bitter love song, stunned by me to sing a heart-rending rock love song, I can catharsis with all my heart when I put on a ghost face, I even feel that it is so beautiful to go on like this, when I sing, she seems to be standing in front of me, I sing again and again, are thinking about her words and catharsis.

"I love you, how clear, what a strong faith, I love you, how warm and brave the strength is, I don't care how sad my heart is, no matter how panicked I love, no matter what others think, love is a kind of faith, bring me to you, I love you, it is true to my faith in love, I love you, it is from the soul from the power of life, in a distant place, are you the same, hear my cry, love is a faith, bring me to you, love is a faith, bring you, back to me."

When it came to the high 'tide' of the song, I sang harder, my tears had already flowed out, I finally opened my eyes, the tears in my eyes were on my cheeks, but the figure in front of me had disappeared, I sang this song Zhang Xinzhe's "Faith" is to tell sù others, but also to sù myself, no matter when and where, can not forget the faith in my heart, just as the lyrics, love is a kind of faith, bring me to you, love is a kind of faith, bring you back to me, because of love, I want to accompany Xiaoyan, I want to be with Xiaoyan for the rest of my life, with Xiaoyan's departure, this faith will not disappear, but will be stronger, I will use this faith to bring Xiaoyan back to my f⊥f⊥f⊥f⊥, m.◇.co↗mstyle_tt; Beside me, I want to hold her hand firmly, don't let her leave casually, if I had to choose a choice now, I won't choose, I will firmly want to carry on this faith, even if I still have her in my heart, even if she is still important, but my faith has been imprinted, all I want, what I want to do is to bring her back to me, I kneel in front of her on one knee and put the ring named faith for her, I really have no choice between her and her.

The emotional melody stopped, I opened my eyes and looked at the situation in the bar, the bar was very quiet, so quiet that even if a needle fell on the ground, I could hear the sound, until I handed the microphone to someone else, and when I was about to step down, the whole bar instantly fell into a crazy wave, everyone present was applauding and shouting, their eyes were already full of tears, and even some people had shed tears on their cheeks, I think they were all infected by this song "Faith, they completely walked into their own story, And I'm already a little weak at this moment, a song has vented all my feelings, I need to find a place to sit for a while, or cry cowardly for a while, she won't hear my cry just now, how long will it take to bring her back to me? I was very heavy under the mask.

If a song can bring out the emotions of the whole body, but it will never feel good, tears flow, but the poison is not released, and the pain in the heart is not so lightly erased.

The sudden appearance of the ghost face made the silent bar become enthusiastic, I walked off the stage, some of them gathered around me, all asking about my recent situation, and I really wanted to find a place to calm down at this time, but at this time, the dead suddenly appeared, and finally dispersed the crowd, and he took me to the office, and when I arrived in the quiet office, I sat down on the sofa like a paralyzed person, and I didn't have the strength to take off the mask.

"How?"

I didn't say much, just two words, which were like gold.

"It's cool, but it's very uncomfortable, when I sing this song, my mind is full of her, I really can't live without her."

I leaned back on the couch and said in some pain.

"I don't know what the hell happened to you? But it must be because of emotion, at this time you are very similar to me at the beginning, in a heavy state all day long, I really have a deep understanding of this feeling, but you always have to believe that no matter how fucked up the world is, you can't give fucking a life, you have to use your own heart to change what happened, this is my experience through some things, and summed up the experience. ”

I poured me a glass of water, and at the same time very solemnly, I took the water glass, took off the mask, and the tear-stained look on my face appeared in front of the eyes, but he didn't laugh at me, but sat on the side, I drank a whole glass of water in one go, and then took a long breath, looked at the mourning and said: "You're right, no matter what happens, as long as that heart is still there, you can change the status quo, I can't be so heavy, I want to be motivated, I want to find her, I want to bring her back to me." ”

"It's right that you can think like this, there is nothing difficult in the world, the main thing is to look at the people and the heart, I believe that you can change the status quo, no longer let tears flow, no longer hide under the mask and sing."

He took out a cigarette, handed me one, lit it for me, and at the same time spoke, and he also smoked, looking at his smoking posture, it seemed that he was a person who liked to smoke very much, but I found that he didn't drink, and every time I saw him, he drank juice.

I took a puff of my cigarette and wanted to divert myself from the subject, so I asked him, "You own a bar, but I haven't seen you drink, don't you drink?" ”

I asked a very casual question, but when my words fell, the face of the dead instantly changed, the look of pain really appeared on his face, the cigarette in his hand fell to the ground sadly, his breathing became rapid, his hands were trembling slightly, there were tears in his eyes for a moment, he was so painful at this time, I was extremely puzzled, I asked a question about wine, how did it immediately become like this?

"What's wrong with you?"

I subconsciously asked, he is too abnormal now, but if you think about it, he must have something to do with wine, maybe he doesn't think very much, maybe he needs to be alone quietly, thinking of this, I glanced at him, walked to him and picked up the cigarette that fell on the ground, and then prepared to leave.

And when I threw the cigarette into the trash, I suddenly became unusually speechless.

"I'm a barkeeper, but I don't drink, this is definitely rare, in fact, I used to drink, I don't know how many times I've been drunk."

I turned around, looked at him, listened to him, and saw that he had paused, and I didn't ask, because I understood that he needed to think, to think about whether he wanted to drink or not, and why he went from being a drinker to a bar owner who didn't drink.

A moment later, Ou Kuangda took out another cigarette, and then smoked in great silence, and I sat back on the couch, smoking and waiting for him to speak, I might be a listener today.

Calmly, he silently finished smoking a cigarette, threw the cigarette butt in the ashtray, turned his head to look at the office desktop, and said in a trembling voice: "As for why I don't drink now, because I dare not drink, because I am extremely sinful when I think of wine, let alone drink, because I was drunk, I didn't protect a woman who loved me the most, because I was drunk, her young life disappeared that night, and she also died because of me, so since she died, I stopped drinking....... I ....... my ......."

I thought he would be very happy with the boss of the Ouyang Group, but as he looked at it now, he was unhappy, maybe this is the reason why he didn't close the bar, and he will continue to come to the bar.

I looked at him quietly, without words, just quietly, because I don't know what to do now, because getting drunk and letting a woman who loves him leave this world is perhaps the most terrible blow to him, or maybe compared to him, what happened to me is simply light, I really don't know how he persevered.

"I'm really sorry for her, I can't wait to die, to get her life back, she is so good, so selfless, and I don't know how to cherish her before she dies, and I still think about other women, I don't love her with all my heart, I ...... I'm just a bastard, a total asshole bastard. ”

The death has become out of control, maybe he and the boss have been suppressing this kind of affection all the time, maybe he can't let go of the dead woman at all, the woman named Liang Yu and I have the same surname, I am very curious about what kind of woman Liang Yu is? What kind of boundaries does she have to be selfless? How much love does she have? But to be able to die for the sake of death, this kind of love is already beyond a qiē.

Yan kept muttering a word, I kept saying that I was a bastard, I was sorry for her, it lasted for a few minutes, and then I drowned and cried bitterly, looking at him at this moment, I couldn't help but think of Xiaoyan, I was wondering if something happened to Xiaoyan? Won't I ever see her in my life? I'm really scared at the moment, I can't wait to find Xiaoyan immediately, it's just the huge world, the huge China, where should I go to find her?

The huge office fell into a heavy atmosphere, and the two big men were in a state of emotional collapse, and if others saw it, they would definitely scold me for not being productive.