We stayed in the bar that night, in the quiet of the bar, and some cowardly ones hid behind the world.

At dawn, I opened my eyes and found that there was no longer the man in the office who had been crying last night, now thinking about the situation last night, thinking about the real experience of the martyr, I instantly felt that I was very lucky, at least she had left this world, but left me, I still had the opportunity to see her, and even hugged and kissed her, but the funeral can only see the woman who paid for him in the next life, maybe this is a powerless irony.

I put the ghost face that I had been holding in my hand on the sofa, stood up straight, ready to leave, the white mask no longer needs me, because of the death, I understand how I should live, so I don't need the white mask anymore, just let the ghost face disappear in a flash in the pan, use a song "Faith" to vent all the sadness, I want to change the status quo, I am a man.

I opened the door and walked out of the office to another break room, where Tom slept last night, maybe he's still sleeping?

I pushed the door and walked into the lounge, and found Tom lying on the bed covered with white sheets, asleep, I slowly walked to the bed, looked at Tom, very guilty, following me, this unreliable old man, for Tom is really unlucky, at such a young age, he has to follow me to the bar to wander, and he can't even go home.

Luckily, he was going to school today, so he didn't need to wander with me, so I woke up Tom from his sleep and took him out of the lounge.

The bar is closed, but the doors are still open, and there are still employees cleaning up the messy tables and floors.

"Where's your boss?"

I walked up to the waiter who was cleaning and asked him.

"He's gone, and he'll let me tell you a word."

"What?"

"Persistence is victory."

“……”

The words of the dead were so ordinary that they were so profound that I strode out of the bar with Tom, and I felt alive at this moment in the harsh sunlight shining on my cheeks.

After leaving the bar, I took Tom back to the yard, went home to get my school bag, and took Tom to school, but when I walked into the yard, I saw ←←←←, m.⌒.co⊙mstyle_tt; There is a figure standing in the corridor on the second floor, holding the guardrail with both hands, looking at me calmly, the moment I saw her, I was particularly helpless, I instantly stood in place, looking at her, now I don't want to dodge, what should be faced must be faced after all, even if Li Qingshu is my neighbor, what can I do, as long as I stick to my heart and not be affected by other feelings, she can do what she wants.

"Why are you here with your kids all night?"

Li Qingshu looked at me condescendingly, and said very coldly, there was a very obvious resentment in her beautiful eyes, obviously my stay up all night made her very angry, but now she will no longer be as easy to get angry as before.

"You care about me?"

I don't want to talk to her too much, I acquiesce that she is here, and I won't choose to escape, but I won't have a close or even ambiguous relationship with her, just be a strange neighbor, just keep it like the female neighbor before.

I said three words indifferently, and then I took Tom's hand and walked towards the second floor, when I walked to Li Qingshu and didn't talk to her again, but walked directly to my door, but when I was about to take out the key to open the door, my arm was tightly grasped by a palm.

"What are you going to do? I have something to do, and I don't have time to talk nonsense with you. ”

I turned my head and looked at her with a cold face, and said angrily.

"You tell me, where did you come last night? Why not go home? ”

Li Qingshu said a little idiot early in the morning.

Looking at her beautiful but resentful face, I paused for a moment, shook off Li Qingshu, and said extremely angrily: "Where am I going, whether I go home or not has something to do with you, I already have something to do with me, I have something to do, I want to send my children to school, can't I wait for me to come back?" ”

As soon as I spoke, I opened the door very quickly, pulled Tom into the house, and then asked Tom to find his schoolbag, while I leaned against the door, thinking about things, although I just said that I would come back again, but this is obviously a procrastination, for Li Qingshu, I can only do this now.

When Tom put on his schoolbag and came to the door, I looked at him and said very seriously: "You go out to find out about the enemy first, this girl must be pestering me today." ”

"Father, it's not a matter for you to hide like this, you and her know clearly, just love Aunt Xiaoyan?"

"You brat, don't you understand? How can you, as a child, see and understand the feelings of adults? You can go out and see if she's gone, right? If you and she are here, you have to go to school alone, she may accompany you, and my father will not send you today, I have to avoid this, this is no way to do it. ”

I touched Tom's head and told Sù how to do it, in fact, I was also using Tom, and I was really enough as a father.

But Tom was also really sensible, and when he heard my words, he didn't cry or complain, but instead walked to the door with a heavy and serious head, opened the door and walked out.

Seeing the door closed by Tom, I stood for a long time, and when I opened the door to see that Li Qingshu and Tom were still away, I found that the corridor was already empty, except for a soft gust of wind, there was nothing else, it seemed that Li Qingshu still sent Tom to school as I wanted, but quickly left the hospital to go to work.

In the morning, he avoided it for the time being, but at noon, would Li Qingshu pick up Tom directly? She had to go home after picking up Tom, so where am I going?

But I didn't expect that I had just worked not long ago, Li Qingshu came to the travel agency to visit, when I sat in the office and saw Li Qingshu who opened the door directly and broke in, it was instantly covered with black lines on his head, for Li Qingshu this kind of persistent person, I really can't be convinced, and Li Qingshu is not the imaginary Xingshi to ask for guilt, but walked to the desk and said to me: "Tom has been sent to school, I know why you want Tom to go to school alone, didn't you just guess that I would take him with me, and then you came to work?" It's just that you didn't think that after I finished sending Tom, I would come to the travel agency to find you? ”

Li Qingshu stood in front of the table and talked to me, looking at her smiling face, I silently tapped the desk with my fingers, I didn't know what to do for a while, the ninety-nine in my heart were guessed by Li Qingshu, what else could I do? Fortunately, I chose to be silent.

"Liang Jiafeng, I tell you, you are single now, I can pursue you with a bright and righteous attitude, since I have moved to the courtyard where you live and become your neighbor, I have already made up my mind, so don't think I will give up, I will not give up when Wang Xiaoyan is here, not to mention that Wang Xiaoyan is not here now."

It was the first time that Li Qingshu expressed her thoughts to me so bluntly, it was so firm, and it faintly revealed a strong domineering, which made my heart feel deeply helpless.

"Then I also tell you, I won't choose to accept it when Xiaoyan is there, and even less when Xiaoyan is away, Xiaoyan and I didn't break up, she just has something unspeakable, I believe she will come back and come back to me, I always believe so."

I am also extremely firm, the firmness in my heart is not lighter than Li Qingshu, I sat on the boss's chair and looked at Li Qingshu who was standing, at this moment when my words fell, no one continued to speak, they were all tacit silence, they were all looking at each other like this, this moment seemed to have stopped time.

"You insist on yours, I insist on mine, one day one of us will give up the insistence in our hearts, I'm leaving, I'll pick up Tom, you go home directly after work, it's okay if you don't go home, then I'll have dinner with Tom."

Li Qingshu finally chose to break the silence, but still stared at me tightly and said to me, the words fell and turned to leave, slowly walked out of the office, I sat on the boss's chair, watching her leave blankly, until she walked out of the office and closed the door, it was a heavy sigh, muttering: "It's really a ...... evil"

Li Qingshu's insistence shocked me, I would never have thought that she would be so insistent as an upper-class boss, and the object of insistence was a silk struggling in the middle and lower classes, maybe it was really like her, what I did to her, she took it for granted before, but now she remembers it.

I was in a state of confusion this morning, Li Qingshu's statement today is a heavy dazedness, if Li Qingshu keeps going like this, I keep insisting, she will be sad in the end, I really don't want to hurt any woman, now Xiaoyan is gone, Li Qingshu insisted abnormally, Yu Xue is unusually with Ou Kuangda, these women are all related to me, and I can't give up my affection for them, every woman has different affection, every woman doesn't want to hurt.

In this way, I have been thinking about things, although I made a decision in my heart last night, but after the decision, my heart can't be completely cold, my heart is still hot, Li Qingshu's insistence has touched my heart after all, but I also tell myself, I will insist, I will bring Xiaoyan back to me.

After work, I didn't choose to escape, nor did I pick up Tom, but took a taxi home, I can't ignore the child because of a woman, Tom is my son, after all, I still have to take care of it, even if I eat with Li Qingshu, as long as I can tell myself to stick to two words, always remind myself, nothing will happen.

I returned home and found that Tom and Li Qingshu were both there, Tom was doing his homework, and Li Qingshu was cooking in my kitchen with an apron, and I simply didn't cook at her house today, for such a situation, such a picture, I could only sigh secretly, I put my briefcase on the sofa, sat on the sofa a little dazedly, and looked at the clock hanging on the wall and moving.

I wish you all a happy Chinese New Year's Eve and all your wishes come true.