142 There is no end to thy paths, and so are my paths
Shuttling through the cold night again, the little electric donkey keeps turning the wheels, driving on the safe road, the high-rise buildings do not belong to me, the same is true of luxury cars, the so-called warm happiness can not touch the slightest, I feel that I am a loser in love
When I fell in love with someone, I already understood that it was impossible for me and her to be without confession, with such thoughts, I cowardly escaped, and found the so-called reason for myself, the so-called excuse for cowardice, the so-called look at the outside world, see the most beautiful attractions in Hangzhou, isn't it the West Lake, isn't it an excuse for myself to look for Li Qingshu, and I'm not afraid that something will happen to her,
Liang Mengmeng, Liang Mengmeng, you admit it, you are just worried about where Li Qingshu went at night, worried about whether she drank alcohol, what happened, don't make excuses, you look at the direction you are going, whether it is the way to the West Lake, don't say anything, I'll just wander around, since you like it, you have to be brave to like it, even if there is no result, at least you are worthy of your heart, do you think you will be happy if you forget Li Qingshu who has been fighting with you for half a year, if you are happy, what are you doing in the middle of the night, looking for death, Or looking for an affair,
A person has to see himself clearly, think clearly about what he wants, it seems that he doesn't mind what Li Qingshu did to you, in fact, you are still a little melancholy and entangled, you should ask yourself now whether you like her more or hate her more,
I rode a knife electric donkey, shuttling through the bright but somewhat lonely streets in the wind, saying to myself in my heart, saying what I didn't want to admit, but what I was doing, the streets, there were not many pedestrians on the road, only the people who were going to go to the nightclub and hotel carnival in the night taxi, the night world was erosive in their eyes, but also enjoyable, but for me it was heavy,
The West Lake is coming soon, the ridiculous thoughts and the palm of the handlebar cooperate, a wisp of autumn cool wind scorching my cheeks, the still painful red and swollen cheeks need such coolness, the fuzzy heart also needs the erosion of cold, I am especially looking forward to winter, I hope that the cold of winter can freeze my gradually melting heart, I am afraid that I will sink slowly like this
When I came to the West Lake again, it was already close to twelve o'clock, and there were no people around the West Lake, and the men and women who were sparse were all leaning on the trunks of the trees, or finding a hidden place to kiss and kiss themselves, moving their mouths and hands, in the dead of night, maybe it was the time to do such a thing,
Riding an electric donkey around the West Lake, I walked around, looking around with disobedient eyes, looking for the figure in my mind, maybe when I met for the first time that day, her figure was already quietly hidden in my heart, but I didn't find it.
After looking for a while, I saw her on the stone bridge, or the stone bridge where too many things had happened, looking at her hair swept by the autumn wind, I suddenly thought of the guitar she gave to the ghost face, I haven't opened it until now, I haven't opened it to see what kind of guitar it is, I don't want to destroy it, what I hope is to be able to sing for her, to play the unopened guitar, that time must be a beautiful moment,
But this day may never come, I can quickly go from hatred to liking, because the previous accumulation has changed her mood in one night, and if she goes from hatred to liking, it may take a lifetime
I docked the knife electric donkey next to a very dry and leafless tree, the rough bark that was clearly visible exuded a thick sadness, I stood secretly not far from the West Lake Bridge, looking at Li Qingshu standing at the head of the West Lake Bridge, looking at her somewhat lonely back, watching her hair blown up by the lonely autumn wind, making her loneliness more and more aggravated.
I understand why she came to West Lake and why she revisited the old place
She came here for only one purpose, that is, to remember the ghost face, maybe the ghost face made up in her heart is extremely important, even if the face under the ghost face is not the face she wants to see in the end, but the ghost face and what happened to her will be remembered, of course, this is also my guess, after all, I am not the roundworm in her stomach, I don't know what she is thinking, the woman's heart is too difficult to guess, and Li Qingshu's heart is even more difficult to guess,
Li Qingshu stood motionless at the head of the bridge, I don't know how long she stood at the West Lake Stone Bridge, she was a ghost, I don't know whether to be happy or sad, I really want to walk to the bridgehead full of ancient atmosphere, stand by her side very calmly, don't speak, don't speak, just be able to stand by her side, you can smell her unique fragrance, your bitter cheeks touch the flying crimson hair, you can accompany her to see the beautiful West Lake, look up at the stars in the sky, to be able to do this, I am enough, I will not expect anything else, For I am not worthy of her inferiority at all, and my heart has sued me,
But I had no reason to stand there, I had no chance to stand there and blow the wind with her, I could only stand by the secret tree and look at her secretly, she hated me so much, she would not look at me when she saw me, turn away, since I could not stand by her side, then stand behind her, and look at her quietly,
The wind can't blow away the faint sorrow, and the stars can't light up the darkness in the heart, from me to the present, Li Qingshu has been standing like a sculpture for nearly ten minutes, and I've been standing not far away to peek at her back, I can't control the want to smoke, and use cigarettes to solve the melancholy in my heart, but I found that the cigarette box has already bottomed out, and finally I have no choice but to eat the crispy intestines, the smooth crispy intestines enter the mouth, I chew very hard, chew the troubles, chew the irritability that can't walk to the bridge, The person in my heart is obviously in front of me, but I can only see her back, I can't see her face, I can see her charming smile, the surface of the West Lake covered with a layer of moonlight must reflect her appearance at this time, it must be beautiful, it can make the West Lake rippling, and it can also make the autumn wind mild, but I don't know whether her face is melancholy or sad, angry or confused
Time passed bit by bit, I wanted to take a step several times, leave the grass, step on the cement road, bypass the lake, walk on the bridge, but in the end I gave up cowardly, and wanted to leave quietly like this, no one knew when I came, nor did I know when I left, but the heart that was affected could not give such an order, and the blank head could not give instructions, so I stood for more than half an hour, and ate the crispy sausages bought in the villa area, and ate the greasy chicken legs
Li Qingshu, who had been standing at the head of the bridge in a daze, bathed in moonlight, finally moved, turned around safely, and seemed to be ready to leave, I hurriedly hid my body behind the dead tree, and secretly watched her walk off the bridge elegantly but a little lonely, I looked at her and felt that the aura on her body seemed to be much darker,
Li Qingshu shouldn't have drove, after stepping off the stone bridge, he walked around the West Lake, and I finally moved behind the dead trees, pushing the electric car and following her not far away, just quietly following her, looking at her back, watching her wavy curly hair out of her reach walking in the heavy darkness,
Li Qingshu left the West Lake and walked on the night road in Hangzhou, she didn't seem to drink, the pace was very standard, there was no messiness, I was afraid that something would happen to her a woman's house, so I suppressed the mood of leaving, and kept pushing the knife and electric donkey, followed behind, and didn't even dare to ride, just afraid that she would notice that someone was following her, and found that I was following her, and followed her to three stop signs, I looked at the endless night road, slightly opened my dry lips, and muttered: "Your road has no end, then my road is the same"——
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