How bright the clear starry sky is, covering the whole world brightly, the environment after the rain is always so refreshing, riding a small electric donkey on the road where cars come and go, I try to be happy,

It's already more than eleven o'clock, Tom is asleep, the book to be written is finished, I feel warm after eating the instant noodles that Tom soaked, no matter how bad the mood is, it is perfect to be able to eat the instant noodles that my son soaked, because I slept for a day, I couldn't sleep at night, so I rode a knife electric donkey, and came out to breathe fresh air,

Tom told me that I was going to have a parent-teacher conference on Monday, and I would also announce the results of the midterm exams, and when I heard Tom's words, the first thing I thought about was not how Tom did in the exam, but whether Li Qingshu would come for her nephew's parents during the parent-teacher conference, I couldn't help but wonder, I thought these were all because I wanted to see her, I scolded myself in my heart for really not being productive,

In fact, I also understand that my heart can't be settled yet, I don't know how deep my liking for Li Qingshu is, I will be so nostalgic, I know in my heart that she is the one who sent me to prison, and she is also the person who hates herself, why do I miss her shamelessly, when I think of what I said when I stood at the window of Li Qingshu's bedroom, I told myself that I must firmly forget jì, even if I can't forget it today, it can be tomorrow, tomorrow I can't forget, it can be tomorrow's tomorrow, I believe that I will definitely erase Li Qingshu's memory and no longer be bound by her

It's always hard to give up between liking and disliking, the stars in the sky and the street lights on the street are indistinguishable, can't distinguish which light is the best, I ride a small and exquisite knife electric donkey, driving on the waterlogged and dry road, shuttling through the streets lit up by countless lights, the shape of the ** person, luxury and cheap cars, whether he shows off his biceps, or she twists her fat buttocks, all of them are reflected in my eyes, but I can't set off the so-called ripples, my mind is still her after all, I seem to be poisoned, as if I am stunned, In short, from hatred to liking her, I have her in my mind, is it because I owe her in my last life, so that I am completely caught in the so-called muddy whirlpool in this life.

I tried to forget Li Qingshu, shuttled countless streets, but unconsciously came to the road of Hangzhou villa area, when I saw the familiar road conditions, immediately stopped the knife electric donkey, my mind immediately came to a thousand thoughts, I looked at the luxury villa area close at hand, shook my head with a wry smile, and muttered: "I'm really drunk"

I was about to turn around and go back immediately, but as soon as I used my strength and had just made a move, I felt weak all over my body, and the weakness instantly permeated my whole body.

"I'm kind of like smoking, let's go to the supermarket and buy a pack of cigarettes,"

I said to myself, after affirming the idea, my whole body immediately gained strength, my palm tightly grasped the handle, twisted the handle, and the knife electric donkey immediately rushed into the night lit by a group of street lamps that were only a few meters apart, because of what, because of the excuse I made for myself

This is the second time I came to the villa area today, I came to the supermarket in the community, I really bought a pack of cigarettes, although I never smoked, but my friends around me smoked, naturally bought a pack of cheaper Hongta Mountain, and at the same time bought a dollar plastic lighter, but also bought a bag of crispy sausages, bought a chicken leg, bought a bottle of water, I don't know why I just ate why I bought these food, now I don't know what I'm thinking, I can't figure out myself,

But the cashier of the supermarket looks very good-looking, I can't help but look at her a few more times, of course, just appreciation, out of the supermarket, with a plastic bag in his hand, ready to ride an electric donkey out of the community, but when the plastic bag with the words luxury supermarket was hung on the handlebar, I was weak again, the hand that had touched the black car key didn't even seem to have the strength to turn, the so-called strength disappeared inexplicably, and the brain that controlled the strength just came with a blank answer,

"It seems that I haven't taken a good look at the largest community in Hangzhou, maybe I want to buy a big villa here when I settle in Hangzhou in the future, let's explore the road first, it's okay anyway,"

I got up from the saddle, looked at the detached luxury villa, and muttered,

I set off on a knife electric donkey, and rushed into the night lit up by lights, because of the excuses I had made for myself

I walked around in the community, unconsciously stopped at the door of Li Qingshu's villa area, looked at the tightly closed iron gate, looked at a dark villa, there was nothing else on the clean window except for the moonlight, and then looked at the other villas were also pitch black, I sat on the knife electric donkey and prepared to light a cigarette, a dozen lighters instantly illuminated the small world around me, the fire red spread the flames of heat, with the lonely autumn wind swinging, swaying and disobediently lit the cigarette for me, I calmly put the cigarette in my mouth, I took a puff and was about to take a smoke ring, but I choked on the smoke in my throat, and I coughed so badly that I was so uncomfortable

After all, I didn't know how to smoke, and almost choked out my tears, but I looked at a dark villa area, and I wanted to continue smoking, the first time I was not used to it, and the second time it was much better, I smoked, looked at this row of villas without light, and muttered: "Where did you go if you are not at home?" Bought drunk luxury,"

A cigarette burned out quickly, I threw the cigarette butt away, looked at the starry sky, then at the closed iron door, and muttered, "The scenery here is beautiful, if not, just sit here and watch the stars,"

As I spoke, I got out of the car, found a place to squat down, and lit a cigarette again, although I didn't want to smoke it, because it was too uncomfortable, and the pungent smell of the tobacco was so bad that I wanted to cough when I smelled it, but I had to smoke it

Although the villa is very luxurious, but it is very deserted, as if the whole community has lost its vitality, I squatted in a hidden corner, half an hour passed, the Hongta Mountain cigarette box is about to bottom, and I didn't see a few people, just saw two uncles who seem to be local tyrants with beautiful women in their twenties, into their own villas, these women twist the so-called plump buttocks, all charming wrapped around the forty or fifty-year-old man who can be a father, because of the man's so-called wolf hand, women from time to time to let go '' moan', Seeing these pictures, I couldn't help but spit out, and then continued to light the cigarette and smoke hard.

"Hey, it's boring, let's take a look outside,"

I extinguished the last cigarette butt, put it in a plastic bag, and sighed bitterly,

He patted his buttocks while talking, walked to the electric donkey that had been standing for a long time, patted the car seat, and said with a smile: "Let's go, take you to see the night view of Hangzhou, the most beautiful place in Hangzhou,"

As he spoke, he sat in the car seat, twisted the accelerator hard, and rushed into the night like the wind because of the excuse he made for himself,——

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