Because I was so anxious, I didn't even have time to pick up the blue guitar case on Xiaoyan's car, and I only remembered it when I rode an electric donkey out a few streets

Because of the heavy rain overnight, it was raining even in the morning, and the water on the road gathered a lot, because I rode the electric donkey too fast, and the lower half of my body was splashed with filthy muddy water, although the city was very clean, but after the rain, the dirty things would still blend into the rain, but I directly chose to ignore these, now the most important thing is to rush to the West Lake Bridge to see if the ghost face is still there, I don't want the white ghost face that has been with me for more than a month to be lost by me like this, then I will be sad,

Dozens of minutes later, I came to the West Lake, came to the place where too important things happened last night, compared with last night, the feeling of revisiting the old place is completely different, the early morning and night are long, the heavy rain invades, the whole beautiful West Lake is only me and Li Qingshu, and Xiaoyan, and now it is full of people walking and exercising, heavy and depressed in the middle of the night, relaxed and refreshing in the early morning, we have no smile in the early morning, the so-called smile is also bitter, and now everyone's face is full of smiles

I searched the entire West Lake Stone Bridge, but I didn't see any trace of the white ghost face, I gradually changed from desire to disappointment, and then despair, the ghost face was lost, my heart lived in regret, although I am the ghost face, but I still feel sorry for the ghost face, the ghost face is just a thing to cover up his identity, it is a tool to make money, and it is also a use of revenge, in the end it was abandoned by myself, I watched the bustling crowd turn around decadently, and suddenly felt so tired, so tired, I want to lie on the West Lake Bridge like this, lie on the ancient stones, close my eyes and enjoy the warmth brought by the sun,

Whether it is the body or the mind is already extremely tired, it seems to be very open, in fact, I am very messy now, I am about to fall asleep, I want to find a place to sleep well, and when I turned around and was about to ride a decadent away, I found that the Beetle was parked next to my car, and the owner of the Beetle, Xiaoyan, stood in front of the car, wearing a beige sportswear, with high-end sneakers that looked very comfortable, and a warm smile appeared on the moving face, looking at me, waiting for me,

At this moment, I suddenly felt that no matter where I went, Xiaoyan would find me, and would definitely appear by my side, standing beside me, I couldn't help but wonder if Xiaoyan was an alien, Xiaoyan waved at me, and I slowly walked in front of her,

"Xiaoyan, why are you here,"

I asked, confused,

"Why didn't you say a word all of a sudden, just ran away on an electric car, like a car thief, and ran to the West Lake, of course I came here to give you the guitar you desperately pursued, and you don't even want anything to chase with your life, what does it matter to you, so in a hurry,"

Xiaoyan said with a puzzled face, and his words were full of helplessness,

"It's okay, I just feel that the weather is good, and I want to come to West Lake for a walk,"

I coaxed Xiaoyan with a reason that no one would believe, because there is really no better reason than this, and Xiaoyan is not a fool, I saw that her expression became intriguing, reflecting the sunlight that gave her warmth, it seemed very sacred, opened her slightly shriveled lips, and said to me: "Bingbing, can you find another excuse worse than this, is there anything you can't tell me, do you think that woman will come here early in the morning?"

"She won't come here, don't mention her in the future, I'll go first, I'm tired and want to rest,"

Hearing Xiaoyan talk about her, my mood was inevitably a little lonely, so I said to Xiaoyan with exhaustion, I bypassed Xiaoyan while talking, opened the car door, took out the blue guitar case, firmly carried it on my back, walked to the knife electric donkey with a slightly heavy step, stepped on the seat, twisted the key, drove away from the West Lake Bridge, and left the beautiful West Lake that was still filled with sadness.

This time I looked back and found that Xiaoyan did not follow, but stood in front of the Beetle and looked at me, because my vision was getting blurred and I couldn't see her eyes and her expression clearly

The rubbing sound of the clock continued to ring, I had already woken up but didn't want to open my eyes, the feeling of fatigue still existed, I didn't want to move, I came home at nine o'clock in the morning, I don't know how long I slept, I picked up Tom and took him home, but when I went to sleep, I told him not to disturb me, the food had been bought for him, he ate himself when he was hungry, leave me alone, and it was true that Tom didn't bother, let me sleep until now, I don't know what time it is, but it feels like it should be evening, After all, I didn't close my eyes after a busy night yesterday,

After waking up, the first person that came to mind was her, thinking about what she was doing at this time, whether the fever was already cured, whether the mood was better, whether everything was better, whether she would think of me when she woke up in the morning, whether she thought of what happened in the early hours of this morning, or whether she had forgotten the story of the night rain,

No matter how firm my heart is, how much I suppress myself from thinking about her, but maybe open the cage, break through the shackles from the moment I understand, I do to her, are the embodiment of like, I think I can't easily forget her, but I want to forget her, in fact, I understand that I and her are not destined to be the same world, and what happened between us, the irreconcilable contradictions between them are the arrows that block the intersection, the second hand knocks on my heart one by one, Let the head getting rest become more and more disordered,

In the end, I really couldn't bear such darkness, so messy and filled my heart, I opened my eyes suddenly, looked at the pure white but had a dirty ceiling, and found that the room was particularly dark, was it already dark?

"Liang Mengmeng, wake up, you have to forget about her, she is not the person you want to protect, and you don't need to like it,"

Looking at the darkened room, I muttered,

The words fell, and after a while I got up, looked out the window, and found that it was already shrouded in black, and the night world was lit by sparse lights, I looked at the clock hanging on the wall but it was a blur, the room was too dark to see anything, and then I felt a dry mouth, so I shouted in my throat: "Tom is still not there, pour a glass of water for Lao Tzu, I'm dying of thirst,"

But there was no response, and after waiting for a while, when I felt impatient, and when I wanted to yell again, the bedroom door suddenly opened, and Tom, the stinky boy, walked in with a glass of water, and saw me sitting on the bed with an extremely ugly face, and said very happily: "Father, you have finally woken up,"

Without a word, I quickly took the glass and poured it wildly, until I drank all the water in the glass, and then asked Tom, "How long have I been asleep, what time is it?"

"It's past eight o'clock in the evening, father, are you hungry, I'll make instant noodles for you,"

Tom sat in front of the bed, sat beside me affectionately, and asked with concern,

Hearing Tom's words, my dry heart warmed a little, and I still had him by my side,——

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