187 Take me to Hangzhou now
The outside world is very chaotic, but the traces of a bar in the bustling world are different from that chaos, where there is only a simple listening to music, drinking, smoking, and tears, which seems simple, but can be deep into every wounded heart.
The sudden arrival of the ice girl made me very confused, but when I spoke to her, she didn't seem to hear it, and I didn't want to talk more when I was scarred, she ignored me, and I ignored her, and I was also a person with a temper, and they all drank their own wine, and used useless wine to anesthetize themselves and make themselves happy, just drunk will you be happy, won't you be sad,
We were silent, neither of us bothered each other, but this silence will eventually be broken by someone, when I watched the wine bottles in front of me begin to spin, the ice girl opened her mouth coldly, and the voice that was very cold and trembling resounded in my ears in a high tone,
"The person who was beaten, do you have a special favorite in your heart?"
Her inquiry made me put down the bottle in my hand and try to sit up straight, even if it would be painful,
"Yes, but she doesn't like me, I can only watch her from afar, watch her eat, watch her talk, walk with her, and look at the same star under the same night sky with her, hundreds of meters away,"
No wonder everyone says that they spit the truth after drinking, now I just can't control myself, I especially want to say my emotions, and say it happily, and this special place, this person who is as cold and impermanent as Li Qingshu is just right,
"Then she doesn't like you, do you think it will be painful to look at her from a distance like this every day?"
The ice girl took a sip of wine gently, not looking at me but looking at the various wines placed on the wine shelf, and said coldly, maybe I'm already drunk, but I can also detect her faint sorrow, maybe it shouldn't be light, but thick, she is a female classmate with a story,
"There will definitely be pain, but more happiness than that,"
I also looked at the wine rack, looked at the dazzling array of wines, and muttered with a bitter smile,
When the ice girl heard my answer, she finally looked at me, looked at me like a monster, and asked me with a strange meaning: "She doesn't like you and you're still happy, what do you think, why do you feel happy?"
I already knew that she would ask me like this, after all, the person I like doesn't like me, that's the most painful, normal people don't feel happy, but I'm not a normal person.
Shaking the wine bottle in his hand, listening to the song that hurt the extreme, feeling the special pain, but said with a smile: "Because I can see her, watch her do everything, she laughs at me, she is uncomfortable and I am uncomfortable, because she is sick, I am the only one who can take care of her, even if she doesn't know, because I can find a reason to talk to her, even if she looks indifferent, she will say words that she doesn't know me, but these are at most a small pain to the soul, more happiness and happiness." ,”
"Of course, the most important thing is that I like her, I'm glad I can meet her, although there are too many things I don't want to happen after meeting her, but it's enough to like her and silently guard her behind her,"
I was emotional, my eyes were occupied by tears when I spoke, and I didn't know why I was crying, whether it was relief or the grievance of being misunderstood, or the remorse of the ghost face
"This woman is very happy, even if she doesn't like you, your feelings are happy, even if she doesn't like you, but my feelings are painful, we know that the other party loves us, but we can't love each other, and I can't find him at all now, I can't see him every day, I'm afraid that I won't see him in my life, I live in the pain of torture every day, the fear of my heart, every day I wake up in the middle of the night because of nightmares, and there is only him in every dream"
The ice girl covered her face with her hands and said her heart, for me, a strange man who was not familiar with each other, she seemed to cry again, feeling that her words were trembling, and even her body was trembling slightly,
"That's why you're here at Trace Bar,"
"Yes, this bar is where he used to sing, and I can see him here, and it feels like he's always been there for me, and he's never left, but"
"But this qiē is a fantasy after all, it is the inner self-comfort, in fact, you are more painful when you come here, right?"
She hid her face and wept, I resisted my drunkenness, endured the pain all over my body, looked at her and sighed,
The ice girl didn't speak, but turned her back to me, covering her face with her hands, her trembling body followed the rhythm of sad music, and the singing was the so-called tear gas, it seemed that the bosses of the big group who were high above were so dedicated, such pain, the ice girl was like this, Li Qingshu was also like this, the coldness and indifference may just be the shell that they were forced to add after being injured, it seemed to be hard with thorns, but in fact, it broke when touched,
Looking at her sobbing, I didn't have words, closed my eyes and was silent in a sad atmosphere, I couldn't help but think of me in Hangzhou, standing on the stage with a ghost face and singing, Li Qingshu listened quietly in the audience, I was already in tears, and I drank the beer that I didn't drink all the time, in fact, beer is particularly bad for me, and it is extremely unpleasant, but I want to drink, drink to death, get drunk and fall asleep, so I don't have to worry about it,
"We also have a bar like this in Hangzhou, it's exactly the same, it's a copy at all, I think it's just these two niche but unique bars in the country,"
As soon as my words fell, the ice girl who was sobbing sadly with her back to me turned around violently and asked me eagerly: "What do you say, you say it again, quickly, say it again,"
While speaking, the anxious ice girl with tears on her face grabbed my shoulder directly, forcing me to repeat the words I had just sighed, she was a little terrible at this time, I saw her beautiful pupils full of panicked bloodshot in a trance, as if what I said shook her heart, and I was shaken by her and was almost about to die
"Please, I'm dying of pain, you let me go first"
I gritted my teeth and said, the drunkenness dissipated in a moment, all of them were pain that permeated the whole body, and there was the question of whether this ice girl was stupid,
"Say it quickly, don't ink, say it quickly"
But the ice girl, who had fallen into a daze, said even more anxiously, no, it has begun to roar, and for a while the people around us are looking at us, maybe someone has already recognized me, because what happened during the day must have been posted on the Internet by netizens, but I am used to that so-called look, and now I am helpless in addition to pain.
"Damn, I've convinced you, I said we also have an identical bar in Hangzhou, okay, you fucking let go of me, it hurts to death,"
I gritted my teeth and said with indignation, I was about to twist in pain, but the ice girl was anxiously twisted,
"Take me to Hangzhou now, hurry up,"