The pale space endows the pale thoughts, lying in the cold and impermanent ward, I feel what is called the bitter sea, what is called the bitter sea, what is the taste of being eroded by the waves and fish, my heart is broken, not because of the pain brought by the body by being beaten, but the words of some individuals, the spiritual impact brought by it, whether it is Manqing's ruthless denial, or Li Qingshu's mistaken assumptions, it makes my heart more and more pale and powerless

In this empty ward, I want to call out loudly, to sù Manqing, as if we had never known each other, and from now on we have become strangers, to sù Li Qingshu I am not a thief, I have never been a thief, it is you who misunderstood me, misunderstood me,

The police have investigated the ins and outs of the matter, Pan Zhenggang and I are both at fault, of course, my fault is very light, just a slight fight, and Pan Zhenggang's fault is more strict, first hired a murderer to deliberately hurt people, and despised the authority of the public security department, despised the laws of the country, relying on his own Lao Tzu is a big official in Shanghai, on the street, in front of everyone's eyes is extremely arrogant, I think now he is detained in the detention center, maybe his deputy mayor's Lao Tzu has arrived at the police station, about to be angry to death, I'm definitely thinking about how to curb this terrible incident.

I did a comprehensive examination in the hospital, fortunately I didn't hurt the bones, maybe I was used to being beaten, the bones were hard, the so-called skin trauma bruises and endured the pain can continue to work, no matter what, I can never forget the task of a business trip, and I must not live up to the trust of the general manager, since God let the email not be sent to the mailbox, giving me and Meng Bald, Liang Hao the opportunity to fight, how can I admit defeat by myself,

It's already afternoon, I was sent to the hospital and was questioned by the police, after the ice girl testified to me, I left with the police, probably to see Pan Zhenggang, the whole afternoon was a lonely me, the feeling of loneliness involuntarily arises, I want Li Qingshu to sit in front of my bed to accompany me, chat with me, laugh with me, listen to me sing, no longer listen to her ghost singing, but listen to me sing, but after all, it's just but

Lying on the hospital bed, the loneliness that can't be thrown away surrounds me, filling me, looking at the closed door stupidly, looking forward to a person who can come, but the time of the afternoon slowly passed, the sun was about to set down the cliff, no one came to see me, the loneliness of staying alone in the ward made me about to collapse, I don't want to continue to lie in such a dead silence, I need to leave this terrible place, this makes my heart more and more pale, and my forehead is filled with cold sweat.

At this time, it took me a few minutes to get up, and every time I moved, it was a pain that implicated my whole body, and the bruises all over my body already had the strength to torture me, and they were torturing me hard.

When I stood on the ground with the bed, my whole hair was already damp, and the beads of sweat the size of beans were falling drop by drop, and the sound of falling was the prelude to the beginning of egg pain.

"Lao Tzu doesn't believe it, isn't it just a little skin injury, can't Lao Tzu get out of this ward today,"

But as soon as my words fell, I just took a light step and then I fell to the ground top-heavy, and I fell hard to eat, and the heavy sound resounded, I bit and didn't make a sound, and I wanted to get up with my hands on the ground, but I found that I didn't need strength at all, the unbearable pain spread too fast, and the fainting of my head never stopped, in fact, I could make a good patient number in the hospital, but I couldn't bear such loneliness,

Just when I became more and more frizzy, Man Qing and Li Qingshu came to mind, compared to what Man Qing said is not worth comparing with reptiles, Li Qingshu said that dogs can't change and eat is clearer, it is these two sentences that make my body have amazing strength out of nowhere, a heavy roar, both hands support the ground, and then stand up with difficulty,

Put on leather shoes, I entrusted the wall, walked out of the ward with difficulty, walked in the hospital corridor where you can see the figure, the depressed mood can finally relax a little, although the hospital has been off work at this time, but it is enough to see people for me, maybe it is better to see ghosts,

With staggering steps, the scars all over my body never forgot to erode me, trying to get me back to the ward, but I insisted on taking the elevator downstairs and walked out of the hospital alone.

When I walked out of the hospital for almost dozens of minutes, the sky outside had changed, it was dark, and the sky had changed, and there was an unusual wind blowing in Shanghai, I looked up at the sky shrouded in black clouds, and the scattered raindrops fell on my scarred and swollen cheeks, I smiled bitterly and muttered: "It seems that God thinks that I am not bitter enough, and one more rain is enough,"

I don't want to think of Man Qing, I really hope that she and the memories will be erased in my heart, not to think about the words she said, blind, reptile and other words, but the fall of the rain gradually converged into a figure in the blurred rain curtain, full of sarcastic figures, the serious rain resounded in the ironic overture, negating my past, my memories may be more painful than Man Qing and me to break up,

Maybe this rain is very timely, this is a memorial rain, let me be the last send-off for the memories of the past, I took steps again, involving the pain of the whole body, and instantly became a soup chicken me, I want to go to a place where I can completely bury my memories and encourage me to pursue love,

Staggered to the side of the road, looked at the galloping vehicles, looked into the distance, looked forward to the arrival of a blue car shadow, waited for five minutes, I was about to stand unsteadily, and wanted to fall to the ground when a car came, I waved my hand tiredly, but the driver seemed to see me in a sick state and didn't want to pull me, he didn't stop at all, he was rendered by the splashed rain, looking at the distant vehicles, my mind 10,000 grass and mud horses galloped angrily,

Finally, after another five minutes or so, I stopped a taxi that was willing to pull me, and I immediately closed my eyes in exhaustion, not even having the strength to tell where I was going

The car stopped, but the rain didn't stop, anyway, God will always rain when I am bored in my heart, for me to aggravate the release of love, the car is gone, I staggered two and a half steps before standing firm, standing in the rain and looking at the trace bar, I am a little eager to go in and have a drink, these days have been too aggrieved, all the time is annoying, sometimes people are too uncomfortable to live, but they can't die lightly

Staggering, Shenlong walked into the trace bar with his tail swinged, walked straight to the bar, drank wine with sad singing, and drank beer bottle by bottle, but it was difficult to eliminate my messy thoughts, maybe no one could erase my chaotic thoughts at the moment,

When I drank the third beer, a man sat down next to me, looked at her, and I asked a little drunk, "Why are you here?"

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