462 can't let yourself down
After this incident, I understood why Xiaoyan didn't want to take me to meet her parents, and I also understood that in Xiaoyan's heart, I was a powerless and weak man, at least so that I could have some self-knowledge in the future.
The moon looks the same every day, and I am a mood every day, and I can't vent what I hold back in my heart, go home and cook a meal for Tom, and then sleep well, don't think about anything, don't think about anything, let myself be comfortable for a while.
Soon I took a taxi back home, entered the courtyard, stepped on the stairs, walked in the corridor, I felt a trace of coldness, but when I knocked on the door a few times, the door opened, and it was not Tom who opened the door for me, but the woman I least wanted to see now, not Li Qingshu, but Xiaoyan, she said that the good move out did not materialize, maybe because someone had already broken the news, there was no reason to continue to hide.
"Bingbing, where have you been this afternoon? How can you leave Tom home alone? If you are hungry and have no food, it is even more dangerous for the bad guys to come. ”
Xiaoyan said quite complainingly when she saw me, and there was a slight sadness between her eyebrows, but I don't want to give her a good face now, after all, I am also resentful.
"Didn't I say that? Don't come to me, when I stabilize my feelings, I will call you when I understand things, I will go to you, don't you understand what I said? ”
I pulled a face and said to her quite angrily, I didn't give her any face, and now we should be in a cold war.
"Bingbing, I know that you are very angry in your heart now, and mistakenly think that you are very weak in my heart, I can now tell you very sincerely that I have absolutely no such thoughts, I hide it from you, and let my father help you, just because you can return to your hometown as soon as possible and take me to Inner Mongolia, I hope you can understand me, don't be angry, okay?"
Xiaoyan was not dissatisfied with my words at all, but spoke softly and said to me in a low profile, I looked at her standing in front of the door and felt a little unbearable after all.
"Father, you're back, haven't you eaten? Aunt Xiaoyan specially made a lot of dishes for you, and also stewed crucian carp soup, I said I wanted to eat, and Auntie had to wait for you to come back, saying that it was good to eat as a family, that was called happiness. ”
Just when I didn't know what to say, Tom, the little guy, suddenly appeared at the door, and seemed to complain to me, but his face did not look dissatisfied, but very pleasant, and seemed to get along well with Xiaoyan.
I was a little speechless when I heard Tom's words, and Xiaoyan slowly lowered her head, as if she was a little embarrassed by what Tom said.
"I'm hungry too, so let's eat, or our Tom will go crazy and won't eat at noon."
Although Tom's words made me a little speechless, I also had a reason to go in, and the wavering in my heart was also biased towards leaving Xiaoyan to eat together.
I walked into the house, touched Tom's head and walked happily towards the dinner table, no matter what happened outside, I always had to be happy in front of my son.
Seeing that I didn't continue to drive her, Xiaoyan closed the door silently and followed us to the dinner table.
"I'll be hot first, your father and son will talk first, watch TV for a while, and wait a few minutes."
Xiaoyan came to the dining table, glanced at me, and saw that I didn't talk to her, so she hurriedly picked up the plate and prepared to heat the rice.
"No, I can't work you all the time, you cook, I'll do the hot meal, you and Tom will watch the phone for a while."
I looked up at Xiaoyan and hurriedly said, and at the same time stood up and prepared to take the food from Xiaoyan's hand.
"Let's come on, you just came back from outside, your hands must be frozen, take a break and warm your hands."
But Xiaoyan didn't give me the plate in his hand, and turned around and walked quickly to the kitchen as he spoke.
I watched her neat movements and wanted to speak, but I felt that it was useless to say anything, so I also picked up the food on the table and hurried to the kitchen.
Since no one will let anyone, let's do it together, after an afternoon of precipitation and excess, I have seen a lot of what Xiaoyan has done to me.
In this way, the cold war between us can be regarded as lifted, and perhaps the cold war between us is just a deliberate cold on our side.
After the meal was heated, our family of three also ate happily, I ate very violently because I didn't eat at noon, and the most important thing is that the demons have weakened a lot, in addition to me, Tom is also a good eater, that's called a crazy, maybe Xiaoyan's cooking is too delicious.
Our father and son ate like crazy regardless of their image, so that Xiaoyan, who eats elegantly, has been holding back a smile, anyway, she is very happy, she usually doesn't eat much, she also ate two small bowls of rice today.
After eating and drinking, Tom coughed a little and went to sleep, and Xiaoyan and I tacitly began to wash the dishes and chopsticks.
The two of them stayed in a somewhat small kitchen, very calm but not silent washing dishes, although on the surface I was still cold-faced, as if very angry, but the heart was warm, I used to yearn for such a life, eat together, wash dishes together, plain and warm.
Although I don't have a job now, Xiaoyan will always be by my side, what else do I have to expect, Xiaoyan is enough, of course, if Xiaoyan has a little confidence in me, don't give me like this, that would be better, now she will also get rid of her paranoia, our happy days are coming, but I have to work harder.
"Bingbing, have you really decided to resign? If you resign, all your previous efforts will be in vain, and I think you should consider it. ”
Xiaoyan was concerned about me while washing the dishes, but the more she was like this, the more I felt that Xiaoyan cared about my identity.
"Don't say it again, I've made up my mind, Jinmu I will never go back, I'm not a particularly face-saving person, but I can't be shameless, my current situation can't raise my head in the company at all, although I feel a pity, I'm also a little unwilling, unwilling to lose to Liang Hao, but I will be easy to leave Jinmu."
I washed the dishes and said to Xiaoyan with a serious expression, and there was a trace of anger in my tone, Xiaoyan didn't say that it was okay, I didn't want to pass it, but this time my heart was very chaotic, and all kinds of feelings were gathered.
"Well, I support you no matter what decision you make, but if you do this, Dad will definitely feel pity."
Xiaoyan said thoughtfully.
"Maybe I know that if I don't resign, the general manager will feel a pity, and I will definitely be disappointed in my heart, imagine me as a fame and reputation seller, I don't want to disappoint your family, let alone let me down myself."
I washed everything that should have been washed, washed my hands and looked at Xiaoyan with a bad face and said, my words were full of firmness, and I think my idea must be correct, I believe that Xiaoyan's father is hoping that I will resign, maybe I have disappointed him by not resigning this afternoon, or maybe he has tested me through Xiaoyan's request.
"Wouldn't it? My dad really regards you as his successor and likes you very much, so how could he want you to resign? You're thinking all day. ”