I am very resolute, resolute when the wind blows, and Xiaoyan didn't expect me to be so resolute, even at the expense of saying the words of breaking up.

The tears in Xiaoyan's eyes became more and more turbulent, and the palm that I broke free again didn't know how to place, but stood in front of me a little dazedly, and the imaginary pain appeared all around me and permeated the surroundings.

"Bingbing, everything I did was for you, how could you do this to me?"

Xiaoyan said to me with some sadness.

I understand that what I said is a bit heavy, but it is impossible for me to continue to stay in Jinmu, and after this incident, I want Xiaoyan to understand that I don't need charity, whether it is openly or secretly, I also have to rely on my own struggle.

Xiaoyan is the daughter of the general manager, the daughter of the big boss, and a big writer, my current identity may be difficult to match her.

I really don't know what to do right now? I'm a little messy~ messy, especially looking at Xiaoyan who is staring at me with ~ tears, my heart is trembling.

"Xiaoyan, I have made up my mind, don't force me, I think we need to be calm and calm, think about my future path, I'll go first, I want to be alone, I will go to resign tomorrow."

I am very serious and a little hazy said to Xiaoyan, the tears in my eyes are no less than Xiaoyan, now Xiaoyan is close at hand, but I feel far away, her identity is like Li Qingshu's identity, it is an insurmountable gap for me, only I become really strong, there will be no problems with me and Xiaoyan, I will not make her feel weak everywhere, I need help and charity, even if it is kind, but it is really difficult for me to accept such kindness.

"Bingbing, I understand, I know I'm wrong, even if you want to resign, you can't break up with me, even if you don't work in Jinmu, I will always be by your side, and you have to let me be by your side."

Xiaoyan was obviously shocked and scared when she heard my words that were a little decadent or even broken, and I didn't know whose fault it was when I looked at her, whether it was me or her, or if we were both at fault.

But my mind and mood are so chaotic right now that I can't grasp my thoughts, and being alone may be the right thing to do now.

"Xiaoyan, I didn't say I wanted to break up with you, and I didn't blame you, I just can't continue to stay in Jinmu, and I also want you to understand, I'm not a child who needs to be cared for and protected, I'm a man, although I don't have the ability to stand up to the sky, but I don't need to be cared for like a woman, so I might as well castrate myself directly."

I stretched out my hand to grab ~ Xiaoyan's slightly trembling palm, and said to her with helplessness and emotion, no matter how I face her now, I will think that my struggle is fake, and my mood can't be calm, the huge courtyard is a little deserted, and the coldness makes me feel muddy.

I'm a weak person who gets cheap and doesn't want to be cheap, and I'm really speechless.

"Ice Ice"

Xiaoyan was about to speak immediately, but I directly covered her mouth, and said very calmly and gently: "Xiaoyan, I'll go first, don't look for me, don't contact me, wait until I digest this qiē and figure out everything, I will contact you, you have to be fine, don't worry about me, I'm fine." ”

I didn't want to break up with Xiaoyan, but at this time I was very messy and chaotic, and I couldn't continue to deal with the problem rationally, so I stopped wandering between words, and after a glance at Xiaoyan, I turned around and walked briskly in front of the iron fence door.

"Bingbing, you know that I did this qiē for you, I know that I did something wrong and made you lose face, don't be angry, I will deal with this matter well, whoever talks about it in the company will fire whom, see who dares to say that you have a word."

Before I walked to the iron bar, Xiaoyan's hurried words resounded, but the more I heard her like Li Qingshu, my heart was very confused, and the more aggrieved I became.

I didn't stop my pace, and I didn't pay attention to Xiaoyan, who was anxious for me, and opened the door and walked out of the courtyard that made me feel chaotic.

After I walked out of the hospital, I ran wildly, unscrupulously colliding with the cold wind, and my mind was full of the general manager's words to me, and that look of love, but now I understand this qiē, I have always lived in the so-called self-confidence heart, I thought that my talent touched the general manager, I thought that all I did was my own efforts, the team leader, and now the big director.

I don't know if Xiaoyan chased me, but even if I chased her, I couldn't catch her

I just ran out of the community in one go, but I didn't know where I was going after running out of the community? Where can I ease my mood a little, today's events hit me too hard, and the efforts I always thought I had worked on were just the product of charity, and I wanted to laugh when I thought of this, and I wanted to laugh at myself.

I don't know where to go, but I know what to do, I should smoke a cigarette now and walk on the cold road, I don't even feel the cold of the cold wind, I just feel very uncomfortable in my heart, anyway, this kind of being underestimated, the taste of being cared for, I am really uncomfortable as a man.

I'm not going to work today, I've decided to quit anyway, although it's not easy to sit in the position of sales director, but I can't be at ease with Xiaoyan's handouts.

Now in fact, Tom is alone at home, I am a little worried, but I don't want to go home after thinking about it, anyway, now Tom is sensible, I am like a prodigal son walking on the road with endless traffic, walking for a long time, and finally in an alley with his back against the dirty wall, continue to smoke, these days I smoke more and more, proving that it is not a good thing, people will only smoke when they are lonely and helpless, and when they are upset.

The light blue smoke filled the air indulgently, and I crouched on the ground and looked up at the things that were once annoying, but now I couldn't do without the things that were harmful to my health.

I was smoking and thinking about things in my heart, and I couldn't figure out what happened for the time being, even now I can't believe that Xiaoyan is the daughter of Jinmu, from the eyes of outsiders, no matter how I look at it, I have other plans, either people or money.

Anyway, I, the director who is about to resign, has been labeled as hooking up with his daughter~.

"Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, you have been controlling me since the moment I entered Jinmu, I really don't know what to say about you?"

I didn't see Xiaoyan, I just breathed smoke and said the words that I felt emotional.

Now I'm very quiet, except for the passers-by to look at me a few more times, it can be a way to calm my mind.

And just squatting, squatting directly from the afternoon to the evening, of course, squatting is like a supermarket taking a piece of paper and sitting on the ground, night fell, looking at the twinkling starry sky, the irritability in my heart was calmed down, and I gradually digested the things I couldn't believe I didn't want to meet.

I've been alone for a few hours, it's time for me to go home, Tom was fine at home alone during the day, but now it's night, and it's a little unbearable for me to leave him at home again, but when I was about to get up, I found that my legs were numb and couldn't help myself, and I walked out of the dark alley with a heavy sigh