I took it for granted that it would fall apart in front of her. {We don't write novels, we're just web text porters-

This woman's behavior was beyond my expectations, and I didn't know how to answer. If I really agree with her, I don't want to be near her again in my life.

The so-called involuntary self-control is that you can't control your words and actions.

I really couldn't talk to her as originally planned, and I couldn't help but fall behind, leaving room for words to be said in and out of the way. I can't imagine what it would be like to live without her in the future. It's a strange feeling, it's clear that it's a complete stranger, but there will be a feeling that you don't want to let go.

It was because of these uncontrollable feelings that I messed up my plans.

When He Zelin found me again, I agreed to his conditions and promised to go back to the group to help.

All of a sudden, things went in a strange direction, and I was facing the people I had ever been closest to, doing the strangest things.

He Zelin was very calm about this qiē, and he used his own means to take Lin Leyi back to the He family.

It's a strange situation, the three of us live under the same roof, and there are three children in the middle who don't know anything about the situation.

If it weren't for those three children, the three of us would have been embarrassed every day. 、

I don't know when I fell in love with Lin Leyi, those familiar feelings came back little by little in the process of getting along, and I wanted to talk to her just when she arrived, even if she just smiled at me, or nodded, the joy in my heart was indescribable.

In this initial awkward relationship, I actually found the feeling of love in her.

To be honest, I hate it.

When did I become a man who couldn't help but smile for a woman's laughter? When did I become a man who felt at ease when he saw a woman appear in front of me?

Maybe this qiē was calculated by He Zelin, the old fox, and a faint smile appeared on his face.

Just when we all thought the dust had settled, He Xiao appeared.

If he didn't show up, I would have almost forgotten about him.

He was He Zelin's illegitimate son, and he stayed with him for the sake of profit from the beginning. He is very smart, very lawful, and has good ability, but he is not right.

As Cheng Xin, I stood in the position of an outsider and watched him come back and fight for the family property with all his might, and I felt ridiculous in my heart.

He Group's money has been transferred a lot by him, but he is not satisfied.

I estimated his ends, not his means.

After the life of our "family" slowly got on the right track, the child was kidnapped when I became more and more unable to give up on her, and even deliberately distanced myself from her in order to hide my inner impulses.

The first time I saw her crying, my heart crumbled.

The feeling of pain spread from the heart, and the whole person began to ache.

It's the first time I've ever had this feeling, but it's like I've experienced it a long time ago, and it's familiar.

Lin Leyi has always been strong, no matter who she is in front of. She was like a well-crafted dummy, who behaved appropriately every day so that people could not fault anything, and there was never a time when she panicked, even when her company was about to close, she only looked a lot haggard.

And this time, she cried in front of me like an ordinary woman.

Her hair was messy, her eyes were red, her face was filled with tears, and her eyes were helpless and panicked.

"Don't worry, I'm here." I wrenched her shoulder.

For a period of time, I deliberately went to check the matter between "me" and Lin Leyi, and what I got from outsiders was just a few words, and even she was mixed, and some people even deliberately told me that what she liked was only my money.

I don't believe that.

Among Lin Leyi's suitors, there is a man named Liu Tian, who is better than me in terms of family background and character, but she chose the former me, the playboy named He Liancheng.

Her tears made me feel like we were so much closer at once.

She didn't let the police call it, saying it was for the safety of the child.

I also have feelings for Kuankuan, and after this period of getting along, I like this child more and more, but as a man, I still sensibly quietly called the police, and then took the ransom and went to the place demanded by the kidnappers.

I didn't expect her to come quietly, and the moment I saw her, my mind went blank.

She dares to come to this kind of place, is there any safety for children in her heart?

However, I can't blame a mother who has lost her mind because of her child.

In the end, the child was rescued and immediately after being hospitalized.

I watched over the child with her in the hospital, and at night when she was asleep, I dared to take a serious look at her facial features, and suddenly I found that she was so beautiful.

……

Perhaps, I should think back to the old days, that feeling should be good, right?

I don't know when I had this idea in my mind, and then it got out of control and grew like a weed.

When I made the heavy decision to finally find myself, I couldn't help but let go of Lin Leyi, a woman.

Many people may think that I chose to regain my memories because of the He family's huge family wealth and the huge amount of funds abroad, but I know that I am for her.

The brains that have been washed once want to get back the traces of their original traces are crazy, light, difficult, and even very dangerous. If it succeeds, it is naturally the best. If I fail, maybe I will forget even the beauty and warmth of this paragraph, and even become a madman, a schizophrenic madman.

I consulted with the best brain specialists in the world, and the results were the same.

No one can guarantee that I will be able to regain my memories safe and sound.

Reality can never be like a sci-fi blockbuster, let alone a movie that will have a happy and satisfying outcome after all the hardships.

Everyone's advice is: let me stay the status quo.

Even He Zelin said, "Lian Cheng, I can see how you feel about Le Yi, and she seems to be able to accept you now." ”

"I don't seem to feel like she's coming to terms with me as I am." I shook my head with a wry smile, "Compared with the original He Liancheng, I am not as pleasing to women as him in terms of appearance or other aspects." ”

My words made He Zelin's face sink, and he said: "You are him, he is you, you are the same person, you have to recognize it." If until now, you still feel that you and him are two people, it is too difficult to make Le Yi accept you. ”

His words made me not know what to say next.

Although I know that I am He Liancheng, I still subconsciously regard him as two different people from me. Maybe He Zelin is right, I can only win Lin Leyi's acceptance by thinking of myself as He Liancheng.

It's just, what about the original beauty?

At first, I was just curious, but now I feel like I have to know. Because I know my heart too well, I can't think of myself as He Liancheng.

I thought about it seriously for a long time, and finally decided to be He Liancheng again, from the beginning to the present, I have only one identity - He Liancheng. As for Cheng Xin, it was just an accident.

I told Lin Leyi about my decision, and her eyes lit up visibly.

I was right, I didn't say a word about this matter before I told her about this decision, just to see how she reacted.

I am relieved of her reaction now, because she is also looking forward to He Liancheng's return.

At this moment, we seemed to be closer from friends, and she looked at me a little differently, and she decided to accompany me to the treatment before leaving.

A qiē came suddenly and happily.

The hospital I went to was the same as the one I went to, because they had my original treatment process, and of course it was the best choice.

Before the treatment began, I was apprehensive, but after the treatment actually started, I found that I had calmed down, and that uneasy feeling came from Le Yi.

She's caring about me!

I even thought to myself that I had never thought that this treatment might fail.

Stimulated by drugs and instruments, my brain began to become very confused, and some strange and familiar pieces began to emerge. They are like islands in the mist, only showing a little, and it is impossible to guess how much of their true face lies under the cover of the mist.

Slowly, part of the scene became clear.

I clearly saw her face in my mind, a few years younger, a little fatter and a little whiter, with a mature and charming appearance, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were all amorous that could not be hidden...... It was her drunk.

The first picture I remembered was of her, so beautiful her.

It turns out that this is the lover's eyes out of Xi Shi, since her face appeared in my mind, and then I saw her in reality, the indescribable feeling of wanting to be close in my heart was even stronger. I can't put into words what it was like, but her features became different in my eyes, and the time I spent with her became delicate.

While waiting for the treatment to continue, I unconsciously approached her several times and even wanted to kiss her.

She ducked away in a panic, and my heart sank.

"Lian Cheng, I'm waiting for you, waiting for you to be complete." Sensing my strangeness keenly, she approached me cautiously and said in a slower voice.

"Okay, rest assured, I'll definitely remember all the things we've been through." I accentuated my tone, giving myself and giving her confidence.

At the beginning, the treatment was very superficial, and the fragments of my life emerged little by little, but I also found that I was strange, that is, I couldn't figure out the boundary between reality and the past, and sometimes I felt that a certain scene had just happened, and even I was looking forward to continuing.

She also noticed my abnormality and comforted me softly.

At one point I was relatively calm, but as the times became more and more serious, I became scared. I had read books about it before treatment and knew that it was actually a precursor to schizophrenia.

I really don't know if I want to keep going, because I'm afraid that I won't get anything at the end and become a madman.