He Zelin is a qualified father, and after knowing my treatment process, he sent Kuankuan over-

Kuan Kuan came just in time, because the day after he arrived, my memory of Kuan Kuan as a baby appeared in my memory. Strange to say, when I recalled Kuankuan, those memories flooded into my mind with texture, and the feeling was warm and thick, making me feel deeper than the memories related to Lin Leyi.

The little Kuankuan lying on the baby** is very different from now, but I still recognize it at first sight, this is Kuankuan, my son.

The joy of being a father was found on the third day, and it was a memory of Le Yi's hospitalization and childbirth. My chest was filled with an indescribable love, and there was only one sentence in my head: I am a father.

Kuan Kuan's appearance in my memory made my condition stable, and after the treatment was over, I woke up and saw Le Yi and Kuan Kuan standing outside the glass window waiting. They all had worried expressions on their faces, and they all hurried over when they saw me open the door and walk out. Especially Kuankuan, who hugged my legs and looked up at me without saying a word.

I leaned over and picked him up, looking at Le Yi standing in front of me, my heart full of strange happiness.

Probably because my expression was so strange, she pulled her hair down a little at a loss and said to me, "What's wrong?" What's wrong? ”

"No, I just thought about a lot of things from the past." I looked at her, and my tone softened involuntarily.

"What comes to mind?" She asked.

"We were in that apartment on the top floor, with Kuankuan together, and those memories were fragmentary, but they were also beautiful, and I was glad that I ventured to find them." I looked into her eyes and really felt like something was beginning to thaw in my heart.

The three of us went back to our accommodation together, and even though it was only a short-term family room in the hospital, I felt like I was coming home.

Pushing open the door, Aunt Cao had already prepared dinner, a room full of aroma.

My struggles and helplessness some time ago seemed to be compensated for at once, and those days when day and night, reality and memories were interspersed, finally passed.

After dinner, Aunt Cao coaxed Kuankuan to sleep.

There were only two of us left in the big living room, and she was holding a medical book reading, and I was looking at her.

After a while, she seemed to be startled by my quiet gaze, looked up at me and asked, "What's wrong?" You're a little weird today. ”

"The more you reminisce, the more you can find your goodness." I said to her.

She put the book down with a slight smile, looked at me and said, "I am already very happy that you have recovered to this point, and it is completely beyond my expectations. I looked at your treatment plan this afternoon and thought we could stop this treatment after the second phase of treatment was over. ”

Her words surprised me a little, didn't she want a complete He Liancheng?

I only have one-third of my memories, which is incomplete to her, and I still think of myself as Cheng Xin now, and I have not fully substituted into He Liancheng's identity at all.

I'm very weird now, and I judge that about one-third of it is He Liancheng, and the remaining two-thirds are Cheng Xin.

"Why?" I asked.

"I don't want you to take risks, the third stage will give you greater stimulation, it is very likely to lead to insanity, you are fine now, I can't afford the risk of you continuing to govern." She looked at me, the smile on her face gone, "That's ...... Even if you still just treat me as an ordinary friend, I don't want you to continue treatment, as long as you have that father-son affection for Kuankuan. ”

"No, I've decided to give you back a complete He Liancheng." I looked at her.

It is not easy to make this decision, in fact, it is equivalent to Cheng Xin killing himself.

"What if it fails?" She asked rhetorically.

"I can afford it, and if it fails, you just remember to visit me in the hospital regularly, bring a wide one. If we succeed, we can go back to the way things were, and you don't have to live alone anymore. I said.

As far as I can remember, in our interactions. Lin Leyi will always be a giver, and she has never tried to get anything from me. If it had to be said that we had financial dealings with each other, the money had only helped her for a short time, and she had completely returned it to the He family afterwards.

In the eyes of those money worshippers, she was with me as a wine girl, just for money. She never explained these misconceptions. 、

However, now I want to give her an explanation, I don't want a woman's sincere efforts to become a vain.

"Lian Cheng, I already believe that you are back." She looked at me and moved a few steps to me, "I don't want you to take any risks, it's not easy for us to get this way." It's good to have such a result. We have a forgiveness and a common past, but as for the future, leave it to time, okay? None of us can guarantee what the future holds, and there is no need to take such a big risk for an uncertain future. ”

"It's worth it." I was rare in my determination.

If I was still a little hesitant when she said to let me give up just now, now I don't have a trace of hesitation, for the sake of this woman in front of me, I am worth betting.

I didn't want to move her with this, but I inadvertently moved her.

She looked at me hesitantly, and stopped talking.

"Don't worry, there shouldn't be a problem, because I have you, and Kuankuan." I said with a smile.

The third stage of treatment was thus determined, in fact, each of us is not completely sure. But there was a firm grasp written on everyone's face, as if the treatment would be successful.

The final treatment represents the most intense stimulus, and no one knows what will become of me after this stimulus.

Forcibly brainwashed amnesia differs from autonomic amnesia because the physical trauma to the brain is bilayered, unlike autonomic amnesia, which is only neurological. Your memories are still in your mind, but you're asleep. And my amnesia is like washing away the recording on a tape, and the only way to get it back is from the subconscious that people haven't studied yet.

God knows what lives in everyone's subconscious.

I remember hearing out of nowhere that there was a demon living in everyone's subconscious.

Perhaps, this is just speculation.

We also hope this is speculation.

The third stage of treatment went on as scheduled, and before I lay down, I left a letter to Lin Leyi, in which I wrote about how the company and the inheritance would be distributed if I went crazy.

All my qiē was left to her, and to our children.

The door to the operating room was closed, and I lay down on the operating table, closed my eyes, and handed a qiē to God.

At first, it felt calm, and then it was like sitting on the sea, and the waves slowly came up, and those memories began to surface again, only this time it was intermittent, and the next moment appeared and then disappeared.

As the waves of these memories grew, I suddenly felt physically uncomfortable, and my whole body began to vomit nausea and vomiting, almost vomiting out my stomach and bitter gall.

The body starts to get hot......

When I felt like I was about to lose consciousness, I suddenly saw a wedding dress, a beautiful white wedding dress, so beautiful that people felt dazzling.

It's just that the person in the wedding dress keeps his back to me and shows me only a beautiful back. The waist is slender and the figure is tall......

I took a few steps forward, wanting to reach out and hold her to see if she was the Lin Leyi I remember well, but after countless efforts, I realized that no matter how I walked, the distance between me and her was only a fixed number.

When I found out about this, people were in a hurry.

"Leyi, is that you?" I asked her.

She didn't answer, I raised my voice, and she walked in front of me without hurrying.

I don't know how many times I tried, but I didn't see her face, and then I saw the wedding car, I saw He Xiao, I saw the bridge and the sea, and I saw a child covered in blood in the middle of the road, and then the person in the wedding dress in front of me began to change color, and his body began to bleed, and the person flew out all of a sudden.

At this moment, I saw her face, it was Lin Leyi......

Without thinking, I ran over and put my arms around her, and then I saw Kuankuan, who was badly injured...... All the qiē started to get messy, I didn't know what was the beginning and what was the end, and I didn't know which picture was in front and which was behind......

I have a headache and a pain all over my body......

A man covered in a mummy-like body lies on the sick **......

He Xiao......

Guo Mingming......

Hoarfrost......

Yuan Zheng......

Peng Jiade......

More and more names and fragments of events poured in, and my brain hurt more and more, and I clung to my head tightly, eager to bang my head against the wall to relieve my discomfort...... This pain is like sticking countless needles in my brain at the same time, each one is sharp and strange, and I clearly feel the needles sewing clothes in my mind......

Suddenly, all the qiē was still, all the qiē faded, and I felt that the one qiē in front of me was back blank......

I don't remember anything, but I vaguely remember what I was looking for......

In addition to the fog or fog in front of me, a face that looked completely different from myself appeared, he was a handsome man, standing calmly in front of me, looking at me coldly and saying, "You are Cheng Xin?" Struggling to disguise yourself as me? ”

I don't know how to answer, am I Cheng Xin? I'm not sure.

"You can never become me, because you are not worthy, you let your woman carry it alone for two and a half years, you gave up your children, you gave up your father, and gave up the country that your mother worked so hard to ......" His words became more and more, and my head hurt more and more......

In front of me is an endless mist, white and expanse......

I didn't know where I was, I didn't know who I was, and my only thought was that I was looking for something important.