603 Ignore
"Character? I just came here I don't know, sir, what's the matter with you? ”
The front desk shook its head and asked me. "Words, feelings, first, http://www.Klxsw.com
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"It's okay, just asking, when will she take over your class?"
"One change a day."
"Okay."
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Because the front desk that deceived me was not there, I hurried back to the meeting place and continued to take the tourists to visit Erhai Lake, because I had already played in Erhai Lake before and knew where to play, so I took them to the villages around Erhai Lake in the afternoon to feel the atmosphere of Dali countryside.
At night, I can finally be alone and quiet, there are so many things that have happened these days, seeing unbelievable situations, and desperate things happening, my life is really exciting.
Holding a can of beer, strolling and walking in the lonely night wind, my mind is full of the scene of Xiaoyan climbing on the back of the smile and entering the smile home, my angina pectoris, this taste is really unacceptable, no matter how many seconds and hours have passed, it is unacceptable.
"Why? Why? For what, exactly? Why did you leave me? Why was he with him just after he left? Sue sù why the hell? ”
I threw the can heavily in the night, looked up and shouted at the vast sky, the wind came, the night came, the day was gone, she was gone, the sweetness between us became a cloud of the past in a blink of an eye, I still can't believe it's true, my yelling, naturally attracted the gaze of passers-by, but I shook my arms like a madman, staggered and walked, I miss her very much now, it's just a second of thought, her departure buried our memory, Her inexplicability and wonder made me feel sad but I didn't want to believe it.
Unconsciously I, a madman from Erhai, actually came to the community where Smile is located again, this time I did not enter the unit building, but stood downstairs, looking at his house, just as I could see the lights on his house, I could see the clothes hanging on the balcony, it seemed that there were women's clothes, and the clothes hanging on the balcony were so familiar, maybe this was Xiaoyan's clothes.
But I could only see the clothes, I couldn't see the people in the house, but I didn't leave because I felt like I didn't know where to go. Here, here, I feel helpless, here, I just want to see her, and there will be such a thought in my heart that I want to ask her, even if it will lose the so-called face.
Standing under the eaves of the building, staring straight and earnestly at the home that was very close but far away, I stood without moving for almost ten minutes, and finally saw a figure, but it was not the person I wanted to see, this figure was smiling, but smiling was coming out to collect clothes, and at the same time talking.
"Xiaoyan's clothes are dry, I will take them back."
I don't know what Xiaoyan said, but my heart hurts when I look at the smile with a smile, and it hurts very simply.
I knew that it would be uncomfortable and painful to come here, but I still came resolutely, even if I didn't come, wouldn't it hurt? It's better to hurt more violently and heavily.
Smile packed up Xiaoyan and his clothes and took him home, just for a moment, Smile actually took Xiaoyan to the balcony, because I was standing relatively far away, worried about being seen by them, I couldn't see Xiaoyan's face clearly, even the smile could only see a faint smile, of course, the most important thing was that Xiaoyan wore a hat.
Smile and Xiaoyan stood on the balcony, Xiaoyan held the balcony and looked up at the starry sky, and Smile was the same, he was close to Xiaoyan, as if she was afraid that she would fall, that kind of caution really made me uncomfortable.
"Xiaoyan, have you eaten enough?"
Smile asked Xiaoyan with concern.
"I'm full."
Xiaoyan replied simply.
"Xiaoyan, I'll sing you a song."
Said with a smile.
"I don't want to hear it."
Xiaoyan's words are still very simple, and his face seems to be expressionless, so I can hear their conversation clearly, because I saw Xiaoyan and involuntarily walked to the front of the building, if it was more than ten meters away from the building just now, then now it is only five or six meters, I stood next to a red Honda, wearing a black tracksuit, the bangs touched my eyes, and tears appeared in my eyes, I choked up gently, I couldn't help but want to cry when I saw her, maybe I am really not a man.
I impulsively walked downstairs, also to let Xiaoyan look at me before forgetting, I was wondering what would happen if Xiaoyan saw it? Will you turn away? Or will you ask me how I am doing?
However, under the starry sky, when Xiaoyan on the balcony lowered her head, she saw me, anyway, my eyes and her eyes met, because the light on the balcony was not very sufficient, and I couldn't see what was in her eyes, anyway, I was sure that she saw me, but the plot I envisioned did not happen, Xiaoyan did not turn away, nor did she say hello to me, and asked if she hadn't seen me for a long time, but just looked at me as if she hadn't seen me, and then looked away for a while, and it seemed that she really didn't see me.
But I'm sure she must have seen me, her appearance made my heart like a knife, the pain was almost numb, she really forgot about me, she pretended not to see me, and she didn't smile and say that I was standing downstairs, just continued to look up at the sky, although I couldn't see the look on her face clearly, but she was no longer as kind as before.
"Xiaoyan, you don't want to listen to me sing, I'll test you a few brain teasers and see if you can guess."
The smile was silent for a while, and then said to Xiaoyan, who had been silent beside him.
This time Xiaoyan agreed, and I saw her nodding slowly.
I stood downstairs, trying to leave, but found that my legs had been filled with lead, and I couldn't move at all, and now I was completely confused, and the whole person was not good, maybe it had always been bad, right? I remembered the past with Xiaoyan, and her qiē all came to my mind and surfaced in my mind.
"Winter melon, watermelon, cucumber, pumpkin can be eaten, what melon can't be eaten?"
Smile asked a very simple brain teaser, and I stood downstairs and stopped clearly, after all, the floor he was on was not high.
"Fool."
Xiaoyan replied without thinking about it.
"Clever."
smiled and gave a thumbs up to Xiaoyan and said, but I didn't know what to think, I immediately withdrew my thumb, I looked at them, listened to the game played between them, that feeling was really indescribable, the soft wind blowing the skin was like a sharp blade cutting.
Looking back on Xiaoyan's past beauty, seeing Xiaoyan playing a childish but loving sweet game with a smile at this time, I finally admit that I lost her, and I really lost her.
My love is real, how much I want to walk hand in hand with Xiaoyan, no matter how much trouble there is in the world, I will never give up, but I haven't changed, I will be an impossible person to change.
However, the next sentence of the smile made me want to roar, and my clenched fist was shaking violently, and so was my heart.
"Xiaoyan, I wish I could hear you call me a fool for the rest of my life, every day, even if I ask you this childish question countless times."
Smiling at Xiaoyan and saying very sincerely, it seems that he wants to cry like me, but there is a qualitative difference between him and mine.
Xiaoyan didn't speak, smiled and didn't get angry, but continued to ask a question.
"The sunrise is beautiful, the friendship under the waning moon is long, but you have no intention of going, a spoonful of white water is heartfelt, the spring rain is not smiling, but someone has gone to the end, Chang'e has no woman is unusual, guess what the riddle is?"
As soon as the smiling riddle was said, I knew what it was, because I accidentally saw it on the Internet before, this is a riddle about love, just want the other party to say such a sentence, at this moment I have to accept the smiling ability of the pickled girl, looking at the rival in love with a solemn look on his face and waiting for Xiaoyan to answer.
When I saw this riddle, I wanted to find time to say it to Xiaoyan, but I didn't say it, and now I ended up being said with a smile, and I was standing downstairs and waiting, and at the same time I was looking forward to it, hoping that Xiaoyan couldn't guess it, so that the dream of this guy with a smile would not come true.
I don't know if Xiaoyan is thinking or what, anyway, he fell into silence, and the so-called silence lasted for a few minutes, Xiaoyan didn't speak, and the smile is also a patient person, Xiaoyan didn't speak, he didn't urge, just waited silently, I have to admit that the smile is really good to Xiaoyan, maybe better than me, right? At least people won't make Xiaoyan jealous and sad.
And Xiaoyan hasn't spoken for so long, I don't know why, and I'm also surprised that this guy is so close to me that he didn't see me, maybe because he only has Xiaoyan in his eyes.
"Don't say these childish things again."
Xiaoyan said to the smile a little lukewarmly, this was the first sentence after a few minutes of silence, it was surprisingly cold.
"Xiaoyan, when I met you, I became a naïve person, Xiaoyan, I want to take care of you, take care of you for a lifetime, no matter what kind of person you are, how you treat me, I only know that I love you, I love you more than him."
Smile to show the truth, excitedly said, I listened to the truth, and my fists clenched tighter, I want to scold my dad now, I can't help it, but I want to hear how Xiaoyan will answer, so I held back for the time being, standing next to the red Honda car and waiting.
"It's not worth it."
Xiaoyan didn't say much, just such a sentence, and the tone was extremely low, as if something was pressing on her heart, it seemed that she was in special pain now, but I came here, waited here, and finally couldn't help but speak, tilted my head, looked at the balcony, looked at the smile and Xiaoyan said the words that had been aggrieved in my heart for a long time.
The lonely heart finally broke out, I didn't want to face Xiaoyan like this, but I still couldn't help it, because Xiaoyan deliberately ignored it, because he said that he loved her more than me when he smiled sincerely.
And this sentence also happened to answer the riddle of the smile, yes, I just told the riddle