When people were exclaiming, when I was about to push away Xiaoyan who was blocking me, the smiling fist was retracted, did not hit Xiaoyan, and the fist fell weakly, and then with anger in fear, I said to Xiaoyan in disbelief: "Xiaoyan, you are still protecting this bastard, have you forgotten the taste of your heartache every day?" You've been sad for so long, and you've been hurt so deeply by him, have you forgotten your scars? Wake up, Xiaoyan, let me teach you a lesson for this bastard. ”

Smile changes the usual peace, at the moment it is full of grievances for Xiaoyan, if the heart is replaced by me, I will do the same, all for the beloved, in order not to let the beloved be hurt, I don't complain about the smile, but happy for Xiaoyan, she is truly happy, my guilt may be reduced.

With a smile, he was about to continue beating me as a bastard, and Xiaoyan finally couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed the smiling clothes and said angrily: "Smile you are enough, you don't have to worry about my affairs, and I don't need you to participate in my feelings, we are just ordinary friends, or even just passers-by who met in Dali, no one knows anyone after tomorrow, who I love or not, who hurts me or not, it has nothing to do with you." ”

Although Xiaoyan was very angry, her tone of voice was quite calm and low.

Standing in front of Xiao Yan with a smile and frozen, perhaps he couldn't imagine that Xiao Yan, who had always been gentle and warm, would say such words, and Xiao Yan turned around after the words fell, pulled up my palm trembling in the cold wind, and said softly: Let's go.

This sentence is full of warmth and gentleness, like a big heater burning hot carbon, so that I feel particularly warm in the winter night, warm my palms are numb, warm I tears, I said with difficulty: I ...... You......

But Xiaoyan didn't give me a chance to speak at all, in front of too many people, pulled me away, and the beautiful face was full of strong looks, as if nothing had happened, smiled and called her to ignore it, she didn't care about the discussion all over the world, just held my hand tightly, and left the bar street step by step, slowly Xiaoyan let go of my hand, and walked alone away from me, the wind made her hair fly, but created an unknown silence.

And I didn't choose to leave secretly, but followed her behind her, very silent and confused, I don't know what she wants to do? Suffice it to say that she was not kicked in the head by a donkey, that she was worried about her with a smile, that she was so determined to observe why her subtle man would refuse, and that she was such a fool, and that I had not thought about the words I had said to her at that time, they were all the product of impulse, and I did not know why she said those words.

The vast night sky can't give me a real answer, so I can only keep walking behind Xiaoyan, not near or far, she only gives me a thin back, I can't see Xiaoyan's joy, anger and sorrow at this time.

I don't know how long I walked, how many strangers I met who belonged to passers-by, and we unconsciously came to the shore of Erhai Lake, Xiaoyan stopped her pace, looking at Erhai Lake stupidly, and I who had been walking behind me, also stopped my pace, but did not stand by her side, staring at her motionlessly, long hair flying freely, the back and Erhai Lake have become one, melted into one day, special beauty.

Today's moonlight is very beautiful, but my mind is very messy, even if I breathe pure air, I can't wash away what happened tonight very safely, what kind of emotions do I have for Xiaoyan?

"Bingbing, what do you mean by what you just said? Why do you say that? Did something happen to you? ”

Xiaoyan stood on the shore of Erhai Lake for a long time before turning to me and asking in confusion, but I also wanted to ask myself, why did I say such words, a very inexplicable word, and how could I say what had happened?

"I didn't ...... Nothing, whatever you want, and what can happen to me? Isn't that great? ”

I quickly replied, I wanted to say that Li Qingshu took good care of me, but I felt that there was no need to say this, anyway, I felt that there was no need to say anything more.

"Is it just a casual talk? Is there really nothing going on? ”

Xiaoyan stared at me tightly, even though her hair covered her eyes, but the firmness of the verification also made me a little nervous, my eyes couldn't help but move to the side, and I unconsciously touched my nose with my hand and continued to pretend to say: "Xiaoyan is really fine, but I think you are a little stupid, that smile seems to care about you very much, why don't you accept him?" ”

When I said such childish words, I regretted it, and I understood a little from her actions in front of the bar.

"If you don't like him, you refuse, it's nothing stupid, Liang Jiafeng, what do you mean by that? You're in a hurry to get me a boyfriend, right? I'm afraid that I will disturb the sweetness between you and Li Qingshu, right? ”

Xiaoyan said excitedly, and the pretended composure disappeared on her cheeks.

"Xiaoyan, I didn't mean that, you listen to me......"

"Since that day after leaving the villa area, I came to Dali, people say that Erhai can meet beautiful love, but I came here is not this reason, I just want to travel, and then simply forget about you, Liang Jiafeng, do you know? In your most difficult time, I can't be by your side to take care of you, that feeling is really painful, as the smile said I came to this beautiful and erosive city, I almost every time I came to a simple thing sad or tears, such as the sky full of stars, such as the garbage thrown away at will, will be fragile venting. ”

Xiaoyan interrupted my words, looking at me and seemed to speak calmly, and the more Xiaoyan expressed it calmly, my heart curled up hard, I understood that Xiaoyan's pain was no lighter than my pain, and this qiē was all my fault, and I deserved to end up like this now.

"In fact, with the company of a smile these days, my mood is much better, the smile is very good to me, take care of me, walk together in the vicinity of the ancient city of Dali every day, see the scenery here, but whenever I am happy, I will remember that you are still curled up at home in a wheelchair, and there is a time bomb around me, I will be sad and worried."

"I thought I would forget you and never be sad again, but when I saw you that night, of course, I wasn't sure if it was you, and I knew it was really difficult, but I didn't want to disturb your life, after all, you already had her by your side, 'Where you are, I'll be there, I want to accompany you's promise can not be fulfilled, I will leave here tomorrow and disappear forever from your sight, Bingbing wishes you happiness, please remember, I Wang Xiaoyan loves you very much, I really love you, we will be indefinite, as if we have never known each other, just as bright as a meteor, but a short time to rush by. ”

Xiaoyan was emotional, and even said this in tears, and finally glanced at me, then lowered his head, and was about to leave, and soon passed by me-

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