There will be no time after that......

Pass......

When Xiaoyan said or did this, my mind turned pale for a while, I suddenly felt so reluctant, I watched Xiaoyan walk to me step by step, my heart suddenly hurt, is it just because I am about to completely lose a friend and feel sad?

When faced with the moment of being a hurried passerby, I was powerless and powerless, until Xiaoyan walked in front of me and passed me without the slightest pause, I also stood dumbfounded, without words, without movement, this moment was so quiet, so quiet that it was so quiet that it was so quiet that it was all cut off from the raging cold wind.

Xiaoyan stepped on soft steps, resolutely, painfully left Erhai, completely left my world, after all, I didn't hold her wrist with a weak hand, didn't keep Xiaoyan leaving, maybe I especially want to hold Xiaoyan who was in pain, but after retaining? Do you accept Xiaoyan? So what kind of person have I become? was invisibly hurt by Li Qingshu, kicked out of the house invisibly, lonely, and when he was lonely, he had to accept Xiaoyan, in that case, he could only be sorry for himself and even more sorry for Xiaoyan.

I didn't look back at Xiaoyan's back, I was afraid that I couldn't help but go up and chase her cheaply, and Tian shamelessly kept her, and I finally understood that Xiaoyan's purpose in pulling me here was to completely break off the relationship with me on the shore of Erhai Lake, where I could meet love, maybe this can be regarded as abandonment, and I am the one who was abandoned.

And Xiaoyan's ruthless refusal to smile in front of dozens of people is also hinting, no, it should be clear to me, she still loves me, very deep, very true, because I will refuse suitors, will not accept anyone, even such a good and excellent smile.

But is there any connection between the two? Rejected the smiling courtship and abandoned me, the so-called passerby, what did Xiaoyan do? Want to be a lonely patient like me? Travel alone, walk alone, live alone.

Facing the inn with my back to a row of flickering lights, facing the flickering moonlight of Erhai Lake, I was particularly helpless, I didn't even have the strength to stand, and I lost the two most important people in my heart in just a while......

……

Dawn and late night did the handover work, and I have been lying in bed waiting for the dawn to come, this night I thought a lot, entangled, I am afraid to make such a choice, this is simply not a decision made by people, think about it, no matter how to make a decision, can not convince yourself, how to do it feels wrong, tangled and entangled, I am tired of such a self.

I am ready to follow my heart, follow my feelings, and do what I think I should do, since everything I do is wrong, then I will be wrong, and I will not regret it if I make a mistake, just like for Li Qingshu's delusional love, I have no regrets, I just feel that I deserve it.

I don't know what kind of transportation Xiaoyan will take to leave, I can only be destined by God, if God is willing to let me stay Xiaoyan and leave her in Dali, I will find Xiaoyan at any station or airport, if I can't find it, I will scold damn God, damn myself.

No matter how sorry I am for Xiaoyan, I can still memorize her mobile phone number backwards, but in exchange for the phone you dialed has been turned off, and I am already anxious sitting in the taxi.

"Big brother, where are you going?"

At this time, the taxi driver said to me impatiently.

"I don't know"

I still haven't decided where I want to go. After all, as long as you choose the wrong one, then Xiaoyan and I are destined to be just passers-by, I can't let this happen, I have to choose the right one.

"Damn, big brother, I've been driving a taxi for so many years, and I haven't met anyone who doesn't know where to go, could it be that you take a taxi to relax? That's not a good deal, it's better to take the bus for a dollar. ”

The taxi driver was speechless, and my mind was still thinking about where to go. Where will Xiaoyan go?

"Master, go to the long-distance bus station, please hurry up, I'll add money to you, I'm going to keep a very important person, please."

I made up my mind and hurriedly said to the taxi driver.

"Okay, you're chasing your girlfriend, right? I'll have to help with this, and make sure to get to the bus station soon and sit down. ”

The driver said enthusiastically.

I didn't speak, but clasped my hands, a little nervous, and still thinking, if I were Xiaoyan, I would definitely see the scenery along the way when I walked alone, and the long-distance bus and train must be the first choice, so I chose one of the two and chose the car, of course, if Xiaoyan came to Dali by car, then there was no way to say anything.

I know that there is little hope of meeting Xiaoyan, but I still have faith.

Along the way, my heart was apprehensive, constantly asking the driver to drive faster, faster, faster, of course, the driver tried his best, it was already the fastest within the specified speed, but I always felt slow, not fast enough.

"Come on, brother, you must chase it back, don't let your beloved leave you, whether you can keep it or not, you will only know after trying."

When the bus stop arrived, the driver encouraged me, and I gave the money and rushed into the bus station without even closing the door.

Rushing into the waiting hall of the long-distance bus station, I looked around for Xiaoyan's figure, Dali as a tourist city, how many people come and go, I entered the waiting hall, like a grain of sand fell into the ocean, want to find another grain of sand with light like climbing to the sky.

As I ran, I looked at the crowded crowd roughly, but after a turn, I still didn't find Xiaoyan's figure out of breath, and now it's ** o'clock, will it be gone? I don't know where Xiaoyan is going?

But maybe I want to go back to Hangzhou, so I hurried to the window to ask when the earliest car from Dali to Hangzhou would be delivered, but I found that it had already been sent

Hearing the conductor's answer, my eyes were dark for a while, I couldn't say what I was feeling at this time, I only knew that there was no play, there was no play, I became decadent, and a glimmer of hope was gone.

Xiaoyan and I want to really have an indefinite future, I hope this is not the end, I don't want to be indefinite, standing in the noisy waiting hall, looking at the pedestrians coming and going, I seem to be turning, and it seems to be the world spinning, I now understand that I have Xiaoyan in my heart, maybe it's because I feel that I have no play with Li Qingshu anymore, and I don't want to continue to be delusional, so I thought of Xiaoyan, right? I'm such a slut.

But I don't have a chance to be cheap, Xiaoyan left, she has disappeared into the sky, I don't want to know, I don't want to know, how do I go on after today, even Xiaoyan, who has always loved me deeply, has been lost.

No, I don't want it to be indefinite, maybe she's at the train station now, I'm going to find her, even if we're not together, I can't let her leave, but isn't this a cheap act?

Xiaoyan, you didn't go, I know you didn't go, wait for me, you must wait for me.

I took a closer look at the overcrowded waiting hall, wiped the sweat from my forehead, and hurried to the door, even though I knew there was no hope