Chapter 143: Life Goes On

"I wish you happiness!"

Su Chenfeng lowered his head and struggled for a long, long time, his clenched fist nails pierced deep into the flesh, and he didn't realize that a trace of blood oozed from his palm.

Suddenly, he raised his head, showed a smile that was uglier than crying, his eyes were focused, and he said a word hoarsely and chokedly.

This sentence consumed all his strength, and he no longer had the courage to stay here, so he stood up and walked in the direction of Qin Chenxuan.

Qin Chenxuan showed a nervous look for the first time, he was frightened by Su Chenfeng's appearance, for fear that Su Chenfeng would go crazy and die with him, so he involuntarily took two steps back, but there was a wall behind him, and he had no way out.

"Yuling is a good girl, treat her well! If you dare to hurt her, I don't care who you are or how much power there is behind you, I will definitely destroy you, I will! ā€

Su Chenfeng almost gritted his teeth and said this, roaring at Qin Chenxuan like a lion on the verge of madness, his eyes were bloodshot, and the saliva foam condensed from between his teeth.

Qin Chenxuan's face was gloomy and he was about to drip water, staring thoughtfully at Su Chenfeng who turned his head and left, he had a different opinion of Su Chenfeng for the first time.

"Poor man."

Xu Muyan glared at Zhao Yuling and Qin Chenxuan coldly, and scolded angrily in a low voice: "Adulterer ****!" Then he hurriedly chased Su Chenfeng and ran out.

"Brother Feng, are you okay?"

Xu Muyan panted and finally caught up with Su Chenfeng, took his hand, and asked bitterly and gently, wanting to warm him with her watery delicacy. She was sad and happy, but seeing Su Chenfeng's sad appearance, she only showed sadness.

A woman's heart is a needle.

"Go back!"

Su Chenfeng's voice was very cold, cold, so cold that it had no emotion and no color! It was so cold that Xu Muyan's blood almost froze all over her body, making her watch Su Chenfeng leave step by step in a daze, without moving her steps.

Su Chenfeng didn't know how he got out of the real yĆ n class and returned to the Chenguang Library, the whole person was completely lifeless, and he lost his soul.

He thought he was reborn, and once again met the goddess Zhao Yuling, who had been secretly in love for ten years, he could change history and have a bumper harvest in love and career.

But reality dealt him a hard blow, so that all the beautiful illusions were shattered by the cruel reality.

He is no longer the idle sling in his previous life, but she is still her.

Some people miss it once they miss it, they miss it forever, and there is no fairy tale in reality.

"Little wind, little wind?"

Mo Zirong shook Su Chenfeng's shoulder vigorously, she had never seen such a Su Chenfeng, so decadent that she seemed to have lost her soul. She was very worried and didn't know what happened to Su Chenfeng.

"Sister Rong!"

Su Chenfeng's voice was so hoarse that it was impossible to hear what he said, he laughed, laughed miserably, his face was bloodless and pale, and his eyes were bloodshot.

"You go out first, let me be alone for a while, I'll be fine."

After a man is injured, he will find a corner to lick his wounds, he doesn't need the comfort of other people's words, if he can, quietly accompanying is the best comfort, get drunk, light a few cigarettes, find a place where no one is and roar wildly to vent.

Mo Zirong suddenly felt a pang in his heart inexplicably, the big boy in front of him, who was only sixteen years old, usually sunny and cheerful, calm and calm, encountered what setbacks, and was so sad.

She stopped talking, her hand lingering in the void for a moment, but she retracted, and she quietly exited the office, gently closing the door.

Su Chenfeng was the only one left in the huge room, he slowly stood up from the sofa, walked to the window, opened the curtains numbly, put his hands behind his back, and stared at the road outside the window in a daze.

Su Chenfeng is injured!

He had never felt that he was so close to Zhao Yuling for a moment, he thought that he would definitely be able to chase down this goddess who had been secretly in love for ten years and make up for the regrets of his previous life.

But the reality is so cruel, it obviously gives him infinite hope, but in the end it makes him desperate.

Since it was already doomed, why did she appear!

……

After a long time, Su Chenfeng took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and dialed a familiar number, and the rough voice of a rural woman came from the other end of the phone.

"Who?"

"Aunt Lian? I'm Morrowind, is my mom home? Please call her to answer the phone...... Right...... It's nothing, I just want to talk to her...... Okay, I'm not hanging up. ā€

When you go out, you are tired and wronged, only your family can really care about you, give you encouragement and strength, Su Chenfeng suddenly wanted to make a phone call and listen to his mother's voice.

"Little wind? What's wrong, there's no money to spend? Yang Lin's voice came from the other end of the phone, and she couldn't say anything special, and said something that all parents would say.

Su Chenfeng was already on the verge of collapse, and when he heard his mother's words, he choked up and couldn't speak, and responded to his mother on the other end of the phone silently.

In his previous life, when he was studying outside, he rarely contacted his family, and he often did not go home during holidays. Because when he returned home, his parents were noisy and annoyed, and his mother's nagging made him unbearable, and he would only make a phone call to ask his parents for money when he was short of money.

Every time he called home, his parents seemed to know that he might be short of money, and they didn't say anything, just asked very lightly. The son is slowly growing up, and it is embarrassing to ask for money after all, and they are empathetic.

Su Chenfeng suddenly felt very sad, his parents worked hard, and they were reluctant to spend a penny on themselves, and all the money squeezed out was for him to study, buy beautiful clothes, and eat delicious food.

As for them, they haven't added a new piece of clothing for a few years, and if there are old clothes that no one wears at their relatives' house, they will take them back and cut them to wear them for a few more years.

As for the food, they were reluctant to eat meat once a month, and only when Su Chenfeng came home from school, his father bought fish and meat from the market and cooked it carefully for him to eat. I often say: Xiaofeng, now is the time for you to grow your body, you should eat more nutritious things.

Su Chenfeng did not feel like a vicious leech for a moment, sucking up the blood and sweat of his parents, and he contributed selflessly for more than 20 years, never asking for anything in return.

Maybe they just want to be satisfied when the child is free, and often go home to see it, but it is such a simple desire, Su Chenfeng still can't do it.

Su Chenfeng felt that he was a bastard at this time, an unfilial bastard who was selfish and selfish.

I didn't hear his response on the other end of the phone, Yang Lin continued: "Don't spend money lavishly, don't spend where you shouldn't spend money, don't be reluctant where you should spend money, you know?" ā€

Su Chenfeng was out of the house, and the students from the countryside faced his classmates from wealthy families in the city, he had low self-esteem and vanity. He knew that he couldn't compare himself with these classmates, and when the classmates discussed designer clothes and shoes, he could only listen silently.

Seeing that he was wearing a few knockoffs of more than a dozen yuan, he once complained about why his parents had no ability and couldn't make any money.

In his previous life, when he was a sophomore in high school in 08, once when he asked his parents for money to buy a pair of 361° basketball shoes of more than 200 yuan, his parents were silent for a long time, and finally agreed, and he was excited about it for a long, long time.

The past was vivid, Su Chenfeng listened to his mother's words, his face was red, and suddenly, he felt that Zhao Yuling was not as important as he imagined in his heart.

"Also, I'm about to go to the third year of high school, you have to study hard, and strive to get back from a prestigious university, so that I can have fun with your father."

"Xiaofeng, Xiaofeng, why don't you speak? You can go to your aunt to get the money, do you have anything else, the phone bill is expensive, I hung up. ā€

Yang Lin's words interrupted Su Chenfeng's memories.

Su Chenfeng came back to his senses, wiped the tears that slipped down his face at some point, took a deep breath, and said slowly: "Mom, I'm not short of money." I haven't called you for a long time, I miss you. ā€

The other end of the phone suddenly fell silent, and Su Chenfeng vaguely heard his mother's sobbing.

Yang Lin cried with joy, her son has finally grown up and will say that he misses her. Before, every time I called, I would only ask for money, but after asking for money, I didn't say anything, she worked very hard, and I wanted someone to care about her, her son was the meat of her heart, but she always didn't grow up.

How many years has the son not said that he misses her? It's been ten years, and now my son is sixteen years old, and when he started studying at the age of five or six, he didn't stick to her anymore.

Su Chenfeng suddenly called home now, saying that he missed her, why didn't she feel pleased?

"Mom, I'm sorry, I was ignorant and didn't fight before, let me take care of you in the future!"

"Xiaofeng, what's wrong with you? Take care of us? Aren't you going to read a book yet? No, absolutely not. ā€

On the other end of the phone, she was still thinking about her son's nature just now, and she shed tears of relief. Thinking that his son suddenly said this, he suddenly thought that his son was planning to stop studying and come out to work.

Yes, it must be so, no wonder my son just said that he was not short of money.

Yang Lin automatically made up the hidden meaning of what Su Chenfeng said, she was in a hurry, and roared frantically at the phone.

She will never allow her only son to do such a stupid thing, if she doesn't study these days, how can a child from the countryside get ahead?

"Mom, you see you're thinking again, when did I say I wouldn't study? Didn't I tell you before, I got good grades and was the first in the city. I will study hard, and I will make a lot of money to support you. ā€

Su Chenfeng didn't say that he had earned millions, he was afraid of frightening his mother, and he couldn't say it clearly on the phone, he thought about waiting until the summer vacation to go home and give his parents an explanation.

"Okay, as long as you're willing to study hard. Why did I work so hard with your dad? Isn't it just to make you a talent and grow your skills? You don't have to think nonsense, it's okay for your parents to provide you with education. ā€

Yang Lin breathed a sigh of relief.

"Xiaofeng, hang up the phone, the phone bill is expensive. It's almost summer vacation, you should come back early, I haven't seen you in months. ā€

Su Chenfeng hung up the phone melancholy, and his depression and pain were alleviated a lot.

Yes, love is not a necessity of life, bread is. Love can't be full of water, love can only be the spice of life.

A boy can only grow into a man after a broken love, and when he comes out of the haze of broken love, he will naturally understand that the earth will still rotate after leaving anyone, and no one can live without anyone.

Drop this tree and you'll discover the wider forest outside.

Compared with love, family affection is eternal, and home is your most solid harbor and fortress.

Broken love, life has to go on.